Thomas Disch - The Brave Little Toaster

By the time the air conditioner had come to live in the summer cottage it was already wheezing and whining and going on about being old and useless and out-of-date. The other appliances had felt sorry and concerned, but when it finally did stop working altogether, they also felt a distinct relief. In all its time there it had never really been friendlynever really.

There were five appliances left in the cottage. The vacuum cleaner, being the oldest and a steady, dependable type besides (it was a Hoover), was their leader, insofar as they could be said to have one. Then there was an off-white plastic alarm clock/radio (AM only), a cheerful yellow electric blanket, and a tensor lamp who had come from a savings bank and would sometimes get to speculating, late at night, whether that made him better than ordinary store-bought appliances or worse. Finally, there was the toaster, a bright little Sunbeam. It was the youngest member of the little clan, and the only one of them who had lived all its life there at the cottage, the other four having come with the master from the city years and years and years ago.

It was a pleasant cottagequite cold in the winter, of course, but appliances dont mind that. It stood on the northernmost edge of an immense forest, miles from any neighbors and so far from the nearest highway that nothing was audible, day or night, but the peculiar hoots and rustlings of the forest and the reassuring sounds of the cottage itselfthe creak of the timbers or the pattering of rain on windowpanes. They had grown set in their countrified ways and loved the little cottage dearly. Even if the chance had been offered them, which it wasnt, they wouldnt have wanted to be taken back to the city every year on Labor Day, the way that certain other appliances were, like the blender and the TV and the Water Pik. They were devoted to their master (that was just in their nature as appliances), but living so long in the woods had changed them in some nice, indefinable way that made the thought of any alternate life-style pretty nearly unthinkable.

The toaster was a special case. It had come straight to the cottage from a mail-order house, which tended to make it a little more curious about urban life than the other four. Often, left to itself, it would wonder what kind of toaster the master had in his city apartment, and it was privately of the opinion that whatever the brand of that other toaster it couldnt have made more perfect toast than the toaster made itself. Not too dark, not too light, but always the same uniform crunchy golden brown! However, it didnt come right out and say this in front of the others, since each of them was subject to periods of morbid misgivings as to its real utility. The old Hoover could maunder on for hours about the new breeds of vacuums with their low chassis, their long snaky hoses, and their disposable dustbags. The radio regretted that it couldnt receive FM. The blanket felt it needed a dry cleaning, and the lamp could never regard an ordinary 100-watt bulb without a twinge of envy.

But the toaster was quite satisfied with itself, thank you. Though it knew from magazines that there were toasters who could toast four slices at a time, it didnt think that the master, who lived alone and seemed to have few friends, would have wanted a toaster of such institutional proportions. With toast, its quality that matters, not quantity: that was the toasters credo.

Living in such a comfy cottage, surrounded by the strange and beautiful woods, you would have thought that the appliances would have had nothing to complain of, nothing to worry about. Alas, that was not the case. They were all quite wretched and fretful and in a quandary as to what to dofor the poor appliances had been abandoned.

And the worst of it, said the radio, is not knowing why.

The worst of it, the tensor lamp agreed, is being left in the dark this way. Without an explanation. Not knowing what may have become of the master.

Two years, sighed the blanket, who had once been so bright and gay and was now so melancholy.

Its more nearly two and a half, the radio pointed out. Being a clock as well as a radio, it had a keen sense of the passing time. The master left on the 25th of September, 1973. Today is March 8, 1976. Thats two years, five months, and thirteen days.

Do you suppose, said the toaster, naming the secret dread none of them dared to speak aloud before, that he knew, when he left, that he wouldnt be coming back? That he knew he was leaving us and was afraid to say so? Is that possible?

No, declared the faithful old Hoover, it is not! I can say quite confidently that our master would not have left a cottage full of serviceable appliances to to rust!

The blanket, lamp, and radio all hastened to agree that their master could never have dealt with them so uncaringly. Something had happened to himan accident, an emergency.

In that case, said the toaster, we must just be patient and behave as though nothing unusual has happened. Im sure thats what the master is counting on us to do.

And that is what they did. Every day, all through that spring and summer they kept to their appointed tasks. The radio/alarm would go off each morning at seven-thirty sharp, and while it played some easy-listening music, the toaster (lacking real bread) would pretend to make two crispy slices of toast. Or, if the day seemed special in some way, it would toast an imaginary English muffin. Muffins of whatever sort have to be sliced very carefully if theyre to fit into a toasters slots. Otherwise, when theyre done, they may not pop out easily. Generally its wiser to do them under a broiler. However, there wasnt a broiler in the cottage, nothing but an old-fashioned gas ring, and so the toaster did the best it could. In any case, muffins that are only imaginary arent liable to get stuck.

Such was the morning agenda. In the afternoon, if it were a Tuesday or a Friday, the old Hoover would rumble about the cottage vacuuming up every scrap of lint and speck of dust. This involved little actual picking up, as it was rather a small cottage, and was sealed very tight; so the dust and dirt had no way of getting inside, except on the days when the vacuum cleaner itself would trundle outdoors to empty a smidgen of dust at the edge of the forest.

At duck the tensor lamp would switch its switch to the ON position, and all five appliances would sit about in the kitchen area of the single downstairs room, talking or listening to the days news or just staring out the windows into the gloomy solitude of the forest. Then, when it was time for the other appliances to turn themselves off, the electric blanket would crawl up the stairs to the little sleeping loft, where, since the nights were usually quite chilly, even in midsummer, it would radiate a gentle warmth. How the master would have appreciated the blanket on those cold nights! How safe and cozy hed have felt beneath its soft yellow wool and electric coils! If only hed been there.

At last, one sultry day toward the end of July, when the satisfactions of this dutiful and well-regulated life where beginning to wear thin, the little toaster spoke up again.

We cant go on like this, it declared. It isnt natural for appliances to live all by themselves. We need people to take care of, and we need people to take care of us. Soon, one by one, well all wear out, like the poor air conditioner. And no one will fix us, because no one will know what has happened.

I daresay were all of us sturdier than any air conditioner, said the blanket, trying to be brave. (Also, it is true, the blanket had never shown much fellow feeling for the air conditioner or any other appliances whose function was to make things cooler.)