Hanif Kureishi - Collected Stories. Hanif Kureishi

When the phone rings, who would you most like it to be? And who would you hate it to be? Who is the first person that comes into your mind, Roy liked to ask people, at that moment?

The phone rang and Roy jumped. He had thought, during supper in their new house, with most of their clothes and books in boxes they were too weary to unpack, that it would be pleasant to try their new bed early. He looked across the table at Clara and hoped shed let the phone run on to the answering machine so he could tell who it was. He disliked talking to his friends in front of her; she seemed to scrutinise him. Somehow he had caused her to resent any life he might have outside her.

She picked up the phone, saying Hallo suspiciously. Someone was speaking but didnt require or merit a reply. Roy mouthed at her, Is it Munday? Is it him?

She shook her head.

At last she said, Oh God, and waved the receiver at Roy.

In the hall he was putting on his jacket.

Are you going to him?

Hes in trouble.

She said, Were in trouble, and what will you do about that?

Go inside. Youll get cold standing there.

She clung to him. Will you be long?

Ill get back as soon as I can. Im exhausted. You should go to bed.

Thank you. Arent you going to kiss me?

He put his mouth to hers, and she grunted. He said, But I dont even want to go.

Youd rather be anywhere else.

At the gate he called, If Munday rings, please take his number. Say that otherwise Ill go to his office first thing tomorrow morning.

She knew this call from the producer Munday was important to him, indeed to both of them. She nodded and then waved.

It wouldnt take him more than fifteen minutes to drive to the house in Chelsea where his old friend Jimmy had been staying the last few months. But Roy was tired, and parked at the side of the road to think. To think! Apprehension and dread swept through him.

Roy had met Jimmy in the mid-seventies in the back row of their university class on Wittgenstein. Being four years older than the other students, Jimmy appeared ironically knowing compared to Roys first friends, who had just left school. After lectures Jimmy never merely retired to the library with a volume of Spinoza, or, as Roy did, go disappointedly home and study, while dreaming of the adventures he might have, were he less fearful. No Jimmy did the college a favour by popping in for an hour or so after lunch. Then hed hang out impressing some girls he was considering for his stage adaptation of Remembrance of Things Past .

After hed auditioned them at length, and as the sky darkened over the river and the stream of commuters across Blackfriars Bridge thinned, Jimmy would saunter forth into the citys pleasures. He knew the happenin cinemas, jazz clubs, parties. Or, since he ran his own magazine, Blurred Edges , hed interview theatre directors, photographers, tattooists and performance artists who, to Roys surprise, rarely refused. At that time students were still considered by some people to be of consequence, and Jimmy would light a joint, sit on the floor and let the recorder run. He would print only the trifling parts of the tape the gossip and requests for drinks satisfying his theory that what people were was more interesting than their opinions.

Tonight Jimmy had said he needed Roy more than hed ever needed him. Or rather, Jimmys companions had relayed that message. Jimmy himself hadnt made it to the phone or even to his feet. He was, nevertheless, audible in the background.

On the doorstep Roy hesitated. Next morning he had a critical breakfast meeting with Munday about the movie Roy had written and was, after two years of preparation, going to direct. He was also, for the first time, living with Clara. This had been a sort of choice, but its consequences a child on the way had somehow surprised them both.

He couldnt turn back. Jimmys was the voice Roy most wanted to hear on the phone. Their friendship had survived even the mid-eighties, that vital and churning period when everything had been forced forward with a remorseless velocity. Roy had cancelled his debts to anyone whose affection failed to yield interest. At that time, when Roy lived alone, Jimmy would turn up late at night, just to talk. This was welcome and unusual in Roys world, as they didnt work together and there was no question of loss or gain between them. Jimmy wasnt impressed by Roys diligence. While Roy rushed between meetings Jimmy was, after all, idling in bars and the front of girls shirts. But though Jimmy disappeared for weeks one time he was in prison when Roy had a free day, Jimmy was the person Roy wanted to spend it with. The two of them would lurch from pub to pub from lunchtime until midnight, laughing at everything. He had no other friends like this, because there are some conversations you can only have with certain people.

Roy pushed the door and cautiously made his way down the uncarpeted stairs, grasping the banister with feeble determination as, he realised, his father used to do. Someone seemed to have been clawing at the wallpaper with their fingernails. A freezing wind blew across the basement: a broken chair must have travelled through a window.

There was Jimmy, then, on the floor, with a broken bottle beside him. The only object intact was a yellowing photograph of Keith Richards pinned to the wall.

Not that Jimmy would have been able to get into his bed. It was occupied by a cloudy-faced middle-aged woman with well-cut hair who, though appearing otherwise healthy, kept nodding out. Cradled into her was a boy of around sixteen with a sly scared look, naked apart from a Lacoste crocodile tattooed onto his chest. Now and again the woman seemed to achieve a dim consciousness and tried shoving him away, but she couldnt shift him.

Jimmy lay on the floor like a child in the playground, with the foot of a bully on his chest. The foot belonged to Marco, the owner of the house, a wealthy junkie with a blood-stained white scarf tied around his throat. Another man, Jake, stood beside them.

The cavalrys arrived, Jake said to Marco, who lifted his boot.

Jimmys eyes were shut. His twenty-one-year-old girlfriend Kara, the daughter of a notable bohemian family, who had been seeing Jimmy for a year, ran and kissed Roy gratefully. She was accompanied by an equally young friend, with vivid lips, leopard-skin hat and short skirt. If Roy regretted coming, he particularly regretted his black velvet jacket. Cut tight around the waist, it was long and shining and flared out over the thighs. The designer, a friend for whom Roy had shot a video, had said that ageing could only improve it. But wherever he wore it, Roy understood now, it sang of style and money, and made him look as if he had a job.

Kara and the girl took Roy to one side and explained that Jimmy had been drinking. Kara had found him in Brompton Cemetery with a smack dealer, though he claimed to have given that up. This time she was definitely leaving him until he sorted himself out.

Theyre animals, murmured Jimmy.

Marco replaced his foot on his chest.

The kid in the bed, who had now mounted the woman, glared over his shoulder, saying to Jimmy, What the fuck, you dont never sleep here no more. You got smarter people to be with than us.

Jimmy shouted, Its my bed! And stop fucking that woman, shes overdosing!