Nicholson Baker - A Box of Matches

Acclaim for Nicholson Bakers

The sneaky, quiet power of A Box of Matches comes from the authors ability to elevate simple moments with precise observations that verge on poetry.

The Atlanta Journal-Constitution

Like sitting in the dark, quietly watching a fire, A Box of Matches emits a placid, mesmerizing charm.

The Baltimore Sun

Enthusiast, obsessive, visionary, engineer of the everydaytheres nobody quite like Baker in the literary universe. In A Box of Matches Baker dreams big: The meaning of his symbols is nothing less than the Meaning of Life.

Newsday

Baker has crafted prose for [A Box of Matches] that would be the envy of any writer, his passages reminiscent of fine poetry. He evokes perfect images, beautiful images, precise images.

The Miami Herald

Comical. Chilling. Bakers range as a writer is indisputable. An ideal book to read in the long dark hours of winter in front of a smoldering fire.

St. Louis Post-Dispatch

Impossible to put down.

Mens Journal

[Bakers] prose is so luminescent and so precise it manually recalibrates our brains.

Time

Nicholson Baker is such a swell, smart writer.

Carolyn See, The Washington Post Book World

This is a book to make you wonder at the miracle of every day life.

O Magazine

Can the mundane be marvelous? It can, and it is, at least in the world of Nicholson Baker.

Minneapolis Star Tribune

Baker captures bits of our world in ways that seem exact and true but have long eluded us.

The Oregonian

Nicholson Baker

Nicholson Baker was born in 1957 and attended the Eastman School of Music and Haverford College. He has published five previous novelsThe Mezzanine (1988), Room Temperature (1990), Vox (1992), The Fermata (1994), and The Everlasting Story of Nory (1998)and three works of non-fiction, U and I (1991), The Size of Thoughts (1996), and Double Fold (2001), which won a National Book Critics Circle Award. In 1999 he founded the American Newspaper Repository, a collection of nineteenth- and twentieth-century newspapers. He lives in Maine with his wife and two children.

Also by Nicholson Baker

The Mezzanine

Room Temperature

U and I

Vox

The Fermata

The Size of Thoughts

The Everlasting Story of Nory

Double Fold

For Margaret

Good morning, its January and its 4:17 a.m., and Im going to sit here in the dark. Im in the living room in my blue bathrobe, with an armchair pulled up to the fireplace. There isnt much in the way of open flame at the moment because the underlayer of balled-up newspaper and paper-towel tubes has burned down and the wood hasnt fully caught yet. So what Im looking at is an orangey ember-cavern that resembles a monsters sloppy mouth, filled with half-chewed, glowing bits of fire-meat. When its very dark like this you lose your sense of scale. Sometimes I think Im steering a space-plane into a gigantic fissure in a dark and remote planet. The planets crust is beginning to break up, allowing an underground sea of lava to ooze out. Continents are tipping and foundering like melting icebergs, and I must fly in on my highly maneuverable rocket and save the colonists who are trapped there.

Last night my sleep was threatened by a toe-hole in my sock. I had known of the hole when I put the sock on in the morningit was a white tube sockbut a hole seldom bothers me during the daytime. I can and do wear socks all day that have a monstrous rear-tear through which the entire heel projects like a dinner roll. But at night the edges of the hole come alive. I was reading my book of Robert Service poems last night around nine-thirty, when the holes edge began tickling and pestering the skin of the two toes that projected through. I tried to retract the toes and use them to catch some of the edge of the socks fabric, pulling it over the opening like a too-small blanket that has slid off the bed, but that didnt workit seldom does. I knew that later on, after midnight, I would wake up and feel the coolness of the sheet on those two exposed toes, which would trouble me, even though that same coolness wouldnt trouble me if the entire foot was exposed. I would become wakeful as a result of the toe-hole, and I didnt want that, because I was starting a new regime of getting up at four in the morning.

Fortunately last night I had an alternative. Id brought a clean white tube sock to bed with me to use as a mask over my eyes, in case Claire was going to read late. I have to have darkness to go to sleep. I have one of my grandfathers eye masks, made of thick black silk probably in the thirties, but it smells like my grandfather, or at least it smells like the inside of his bedside table. The good thing about draping a sock over your eyes is that it is temporary. The sock slips off your head when you move, but by then youve gone to sleep and it has served its purpose.

So when the hole in the sock on my foot became intolerable, I reached down and pulled it off in a clean, strong motion and flipped it across the room in the direction of the trash canalthough I have to say there is something almost painfully incongruous in the sight of an article of underclothing that one has worn and warmed with ones own body for many days and years, lying bunched in the trash. And then onto my naked foot I pulled the fresh sock that Id had on my face. It felt so good: oh, man, it felt good, really good. I moved my newly sheathed foot back into the far region of the sheets and pulled the heavy blankets around me and I took my hand and curved it and draped it over my eyes where the sock had been, the way a cat does with its paw. Eventually Claire got into bed. I heard her bedside light click on and I heard the pages of her book shuffle, and then she twisted around so we could kiss good-night. Youve got your hand over your eyes, she said. I murmured. Then she turned and shifted her warmly pajamaed bottom towards me and I steered through the night with my hand on her hip, and the next thing I knew it was four a.m. and time to get up and make a fire.

Good morning, its 3:57 a.m. and Im chewing an apple. My name is Emmett, Im forty-four, and I earn a living editing medical textbooks. I have a wife, Claire, and two children. When I made the fire in here yesterday, I clicked on a table lamp in order to see what I was doing. That was a mistake. You have to make the fire in the dark: it must become its own source of light. In fact you have to do as much in the dark as possible, including prepare the coffee, because when you turn on a light, your limbic system is hauled into the waking world, and you dont want that.

So this morning I made the fire by feel. There was no moon, or else it was obscured by cloud, so I couldnt even see where the fireplace was: it was just an empty hole of cold in the blackness. I bunched four balls of newspaper, and ripped up some of a pizza box and laid the ripped strips on them, and put some dried apple branches on top of that and some bigger logs higher upreally its like building a sandwich, except that the lettuce is at the bottom. I pulled off a match from the matchbook that was there where it should have been on the ashcan, feeling the negative thump when the cardboard fibers tore away, and I was on the verge of striking it, when I decided to wait. I wanted to see the fire catch and confirm itself, but I wanted to watch it while sipping my coffee. So I put the match down next to the matchbook and felt my way towards the kitchen. There was a very faint green circle of light on the floor of the dining room that I thought was a diverted reflection of a distant streetlight, but it turned out to be coming from the tiny green bulb in the smoke detector in the ceiling.