William Krueger - Thunder Bay

The promise, as I remember it, happened this way.

A warm August morning, early. Wally Schannos already waiting at the landing. His trucks parked in the lot, his boats in the water. Hes drinking coffee from a red thermos big as a fireplug.

Iron Lake is glass. East, it mirrors the peach-colored dawn. West, it still reflects the hard bruise of night. Tall pines, dark in the early morning light, make a black ragged frame around the water.

The docks old, weathered, the wood gone fuzzy, flaking gray. The boards sag under my weight, groan a little.

Coffee? Schanno offers.

I shake my head, toss my gear into his boat. Lets fish.

Were far north of Aurora, Minnesota. Among the trees on the shoreline, an occasional light glimmers from one of the cabins hidden there. Schanno motors slowly toward a spot off a rocky point where the bottom falls away quickly. Cuts the engine. Sorts through his tackle box. Pulls out a pearl white minnow flash, a decent clear-water lure for walleye. Clips it on his line. Casts.

Me, I choose a smoky Twister Tail and add a little fish scent. Half a minute after Schannos, my lure hits the water.

August isnt the best time to fish. For one thing, the bugs are awful. Also, the water near the surface is often too warm. The big fish-walleye and bass-dive deep, seeking cooler currents. Unless you use sonar, they can be impossible to locate. There are shallows near a half-submerged log off to the north where something smaller- perch or crappies-might be feeding. But Ive already guessed that fishing isnt whats on Schannos mind.

The afternoon before, hed come to Sams Place, the burger joint I own on Iron Lake. Hed leaned in the window and asked for a chocolate shake. I couldnt remember the last time Schanno had actually ordered something from me. He stood with the big Sweetheart cup in his hand, not sipping from the straw, not saying anything, but not leaving either. His wife, Arietta, had died a few months before. A victim of Alzheimers, shed succumbed to a massive stroke. Shed been a fine woman, a teacher. Both my daughters, Jenny and Anne, had passed through her third-grade classroom years before. Loved her. Everybody did. Schannos children had moved far away, to Bethesda, Maryland, and Seattle, Washington. Ariettas death left Wally alone in the house hed shared with her for over forty years. Hed begun to hang around Johnnys Pinewood Broiler for hours, drinking coffee, talking with the regulars, other men whod lost wives, jobs, direction. He walked the streets of town and stood staring a long time at window displays. He was well into his sixties, a big man-shoes specially made from the Red Wing factory-with a strong build, hands like an orangutan. A couple of years earlier, because of Ariettas illness, hed retired as sheriff of Tamarack County, which was a job Id held twice myself. Some men, idle time suits them. Others, its a death sentence. Wally Schanno looked like a man condemned.

When he suggested we go fishing in the morning, Id said sure. Now were alone on the lake-me, Schanno, and a couple of loons fifty yards to our right diving for breakfast. The sun creeps above the trees. Suddenly everything has color. We breathe in the scent of evergreen and clean water and the faint fish odor coming from the bottom of Schannos boat. Half an hour and we havent said a word. The only sounds are the sizzle of line as we cast, the plop of the lures hitting water, and the occasional cry of the loons.

Im happy to be there on that August morning. Happy to be fishing, although I hold no hope of catching anything. Happy to be sharing the boat and the moment with a man like Schanno.

Heard you got yourself a PI license, Schanno says.

I wind my reel smoothly, jerking the rod back occasionally to make the lure dart in the water like a little fish. There arent any walleyes to fool, but its what you do when youre fishing.

Yep, I reply.

Gonna hang out a shingle or something?

The line as I draw it in leaves the smallest of wakes on the glassy surface, dark wrinkles crawling across the reflected sky. I havent decided.

Figure theres enough business to support a PI here?

He asks this without looking at me, pretending to watch his line.

Guess Ill find out, I tell him.

Not happy running Sams Place?

I like it fine. But Im closed all winter. Need something to keep me occupied and out of mischief.

Whats Jo think? Talking about my wife.

So long as I dont put on a badge again, shes happy.

Schanno says, I feel like Im dying, Cork.

Are you sick?

No, no. Hes quick to wave off my concern. Im bored. Bored to death. Im too old for law enforcement, too young for a rocking chair.

Theyre always hiring security at the casino.

Shakes his head. Sit-on-your-ass kind of job. Not for me.

What exactly are you asking, Wally?

Just that if something, you know, comes your way that you need help with, something you cant handle on your own, well, maybe youll think about giving me a call.

You dont have a license.

I could get one. Or just make me a consultant. Hell, Ill do it for free.

The suns shooting fire at us across the water. Another boat has appeared half a mile south. The loons take off, flapping north.

Tell you what, Wally. Anything comes my way I think you could help me with, I promise Ill let you know.

He looks satisfied. In fact, he looks damn happy.

We both change lures and make a dozen more casts without a bite. Another boat appears.

The lakes getting crowded, I say. How bout we call it and have some breakfast at the Broiler.

On me, Schanno offers, beaming.

We reel in our lines. Head back toward the landing. Feeling pretty good.

Nights when I cannot sleep and the demons of my past come to torment me, the promise I made to Wally Schanno that fine August morning is always among them.

Sams Place is an old Quonset hut on the shore of Iron Lake just north of Aurora. Its divided by an interior wall. The back has a small living area-kitchen, bathroom, table, bunk. The front is set up for preparing food and serving it through a couple of windows to customers outside. Ive got a griddle for burgers and hot dogs and such, a hot-oil well for deep fry, a shake machine, a carbonated-drink dispenser, a large freezer. Pretty simple fare. In season, I do a fine business.

Its called Sams Place after the man who made it what it is-Sam Winter Moon. When my father died, Sam gave me a hand in a lot of unselfish ways. I grew up working summers at Sams Place, advised and gently guided by Sam as I stumbled my way into manhood. When Sam died, he passed the place to me.

The Quonset hut houses my livelihood, but it also holds part of my heart. So many good memories from my adolescence involve the smell of a hot griddle coupled with the drumroll of Sams easy laugh. Several years into my marriage, when my wife and I were having serious trouble and my life was at its darkest point, I lived at Sams Place. It was a haven. In recent years, my children have worked beside me there, earning their spending money, learning lessons about business and people that I believe will serve them well.

Ive been sheriff of Tamarack County twice. The first time was for seven years, at the end of which the constituency removed me in a recall election that resulted both from my own inadequacies and from things beyond my control. The second time it was for thirteen weeks, and I stepped down of my own accord. People who dont know me well wonder that Id give up my badge for an apron, thinking that flipping burgers is a big step down. If they asked me, which they dont, I would tell them that when a man stumbles onto happiness, hed be a fool to pass it by. Its as simple as that. Sams Place makes me happy.