Peter Corris - Open File

My Private Enquiry Agent licence was cancelled, my appeal having been rejected with a clear indication that the ban was for life. Id reached a crossroad. That sounded better than a dead end. With money inherited from my murdered part-time partner Lily Truscott I was ready to take off overseas for a while. See her brother fight in an elimination bout for a shot at the WBA welterweight title, travel around the States and Europe, drink with friends. Bringing down the people whod killed Lily had helped with the grief and guilt, but I still had some things to come to terms with.

Id found a handyman friend to sit my Glebe house while I was away and continue making some much-needed repairs.

Hank Bachelor, whod helped me out more than once, was due to take over the Newtown office now that hed got back his enthusiasm for the PEA business. A few hours before I was due to fly out business class, I went to the office to clean it up a bit. At least leave Hank some space in the filing cabinets.

A lot of the stuff could be hurled, some Id take back home and stack away in a cupboard. I was sorting through it when I came across a thick folder that I hadnt touched in over twenty years. It was in a box of case files Id moved from Darlinghurst to Newtown when St Peters Lane was targeted for renovation and rent rise.

The file with the words Hampshire Open and the date 1988 scrawled across it was an inch call it three centimetres thick, unusual for me. My case files mostly didnt run much beyond a copy of the contract, my expense sheets, bank deposits and pages of scribbled notes, mostly illegible, from interviews. Photographs sometimes, photocopies, and microfilm and microfiche printouts in the old days. No internet downloads back then. Sometimes I included a few pages of the notes, diagrams and squiggles that I used to try to make sense of what was happening as things went along.

Reluctantly, I took the folder out of the box, slapped it on the desk and looked at it. It was dusty and musty and the blue folder was yellowed and crisp. Why was I punishing myself? I had money in the bank, was about to take a long overdue break. Id been good at what I did until being good wasnt enough, and in this time of spin and protect your arse at all costs, Id slipped up.

Back then I hadnt slipped up but I hadnt succeeded either. I opened the folder

1987. I was sitting in my St Peters Lane office, reading about the $100 000 compensation being paid to the members of the Ananda Marga sect for wrongful imprisonment over the Hilton hotel bombing. Theyd served seven years and a quick calculation told me that amounted to a bit over fourteen thousand a year. Not princely. Theyd been fed and housed, but I doubted they were grateful. The pardon didnt surprise me: the little Id had to do with security service types suggested that most of them would have had trouble passing a true or false test where the odds were even.

I put the paper aside when I heard the knock on the door and took my feet off the desk. I was expecting him, but he was late. I didnt like Paul Hampshire from the jump, and I never warmed to him. He came in trying to hide the fact that the two flights of stairs had put him out of breath. He wore a blue suit with a handkerchief in the jacket pocket and a bow tie. Ive never trusted men who sport bow ties and handkerchiefs. I suppose they think it looks natty.

Anyway, nattiness was out of place in my office, which would be described as drab although I preferred to think of it as functional. There were places to sit, places to put things. What else do you need? I could make coffee and I had a cask of red in a drawer and paper cups. A sixth-hand bar fridge kept the water, the white wine and the beer cold. The dirty windows made it a bit dim on a dull day, but thats kind of appropriate. The sunshine could struggle through at other times.

Hampshire had introduced himself over the phone an hour or so before and now he did it again in a loud voice, as if he needed to remind us both of who he was. I shook his hand-a bit soft, no sportsman, no gym-goer. He was tallish, but carrying too much weight, which accounted for the trouble with the stairs. There was something off about his sandy hair.

I was told youd seen military service, he said. I prefer to deal with veterans, being one myself

He said this while still standing. He had the bearing and the moustache. I invited him to sit and he did, with only the barest glance of distaste at the chair. He didnt protect the creases in his trousers-that won him points, but he shot his cuffs, which lost them.

Whats the problem, Mr Hampshire?

Missing son. Mind if I smoke? He had the cigarette out and the lighter up almost before I could make the appropriate response. I pushed an ashtray across the desk between us. He sucked on the cigarette and blew the smoke out in a cloud; he tapped on the edge of the ashtray but some of the ash didnt land in it-one of your dirty smokers. I made allowances for stress. I pulled a notepad towards me.

Your sons name is?

Justin. He was seventeen and in his last year at school.

Only just, I thought, seeing that it was March. And why the past tense? Whats the name of the school?

Bryce Grammar, in Dee Why.

I was a Maroubra High boy. My ex-wife, Cyn, whod been to SCEGGS, kept in touch with her old school friends-Janey this had married Simon that of Shore, and Susie something had married Charles something else of Kings, and Id overheard the gossip, but no mention of Bryce Grammar.

Hampshire was working through his cigarette as if time spent not puffing was time wasted. It was going to be a smoky interview. I wrote down the name of the school and encouraged him to give me the details. He lit more cigarettes, dropped more ash and visibly aged as he smoked and talked. Hed come in looking, say, fifty, and appeared more like sixty by the time hed finished. But I had difficulty finding sympathy for him. I was sure that, convincing as some of it was, not everything he was telling me was the truth.

His son Justin was seventeen when he disappeared two years ago. Why was I being invited on board this late? Because Hampshire had been overseas, estranged from his wife and not really in touch with his son.

I had a very big business deal in progress that needed my complete attention twenty-four seven, three hundred and sixty-five days a year. Plus I had personal complications in the States. It was difficult. Angela is a hysteric. I never knew how much to believe and time just slipped away.

But now youre back and concerned.

I was always concerned.

But busy.

Im told you can be very provoking. Im determined not to be provoked. I need your help, Mr Hardy.

He butted his third cigarette and didnt light another to show how committed he was. He said his wife had reported their sons disappearance to the police and that all the usual procedures had been gone through.

Im not saying the police didnt take it seriously, Hampshire said, but it wasnt the same as a ten-year-old schoolgirl. Justin was a big chap, about your size and build.

That made him around 186 centimetres and 85 kilos- strapping for a teenager. I asked Hampshire for a photograph and he took one from his wallet. I wanted the photo but its always nice to get a look at a wallet. Justin Hampshire was dark-haired, regular-featured, and wore a confident, head-up expression. He looked pretty much the way his father would have done before years, work and a fair bit of play had left their mark. Athletic? Probably. Intelligent? Hard to say, in both cases.

The kid was standing beside a car with P plates, looking proud. The car wasnt new but it wasnt a bomb-something Japanese and sporty, like a Honda Accord.

I bought him the car just before I had to go over to the States. I taught him to drive in the times he stayed with me.