Ian Rankin - Standing in another's man grave

Hed made sure he wasnt standing too near the open grave.

Closed ranks of the other mourners between him and it. The pall-bearers had been called forward by number rather than name six of them, starting with the deceaseds son. Rain wasnt quite falling yet, but it had scheduled an appointment. The cemetery was fairly new, sited on the south-eastern outskirts of the city. He had skipped the church service, just as he would skip the drinks and sandwiches after. He was studying the backs of heads: hunched shoulders, twitches, sneezes and throat-clearings. There were people here he knew, but probably not many. A gap appeared between two of the mourners and he caught a glimpse of the graveside. The edges of the grave itself had been covered with sheets of green cloth, as if to mask the hard facts of the matter. Words were being uttered but he couldnt catch all of them. There was no mention of the cancer. Jimmy Wallace had been cruelly taken, leaving a widow and three children, plus five grandkids. Those kids would be down the front somewhere, mostly old enough to know what was going on. Their grandmother had given voice to a single piercing wail and was being comforted.

Christ, he needed a cigarette.

How well had he known Jimmy Wallace? Hadnt seen him in four or five years, but theyd worked in the same cop shop a decade or more back. Wallace was uniform rather than CID, but the sort of guy youd talk to anyway. Jokes and gossip and the occasional snippet of useful information. Hed retired six years ago, which was around the same time the diagnosis appeared, along with the chemo and hair-loss.

Borne with his trademark humour. .

Maybe so, but better to be miserable and alive. He could feel the pack of cigarettes in his pocket, knew he could back away a few yards, maybe hide himself behind a tree and spark up. The thought reminded him of schooldays, when there had been bike sheds blocking the view from the headmasters window. Teachers occasionally arrived and asked for a light, or a cigarette, or the whole damned pack.

A well-known figure in the local community. .

Well known to criminals hed helped put away, too. Maybe a few of the old-timers had come to pay their respects. The coffin was being lowered into the grave, the widow giving cry again, or perhaps it was one of the daughters. A couple of minutes later it was all over. He knew there would be a mechanical digger hidden nearby. It had dug the hole and would be used to fill it in again. The mound of earth had been covered with more of the green baize cloth. All very tasteful. The majority of the mourners didnt linger. One man, face heavily lined, mouth permanently drooping, stuffed his hands into the pockets of his black woollen coat and approached with the smallest nod of recognition.

John, he said.

Tommy, Rebus replied, with another nod.

Got to be us one of these days, eh?

Not yet, though.

The two men started walking towards the cemetery gates.

Need a lift?

Rebus shook his head. Cars outside.

Traffics a nightmare as per.

Rebus offered a cigarette, but Tommy Beamish told him hed stopped a couple of years back. Doctor advised me they stunt your growth.

Rebus lit up and inhaled. How long have you been out of the game now? he asked.

Twelve years and counting. One of the lucky ones. Too many like Jimmy get the gold watch, and soon after theyre on a slab.

A cheery prospect.

Is that why you keep working? I heard you were in Cold Case.

Rebus nodded slowly. They were almost at the gates now. The first of the cars was passing them, family members in the back, eyes fixed on the road ahead. He couldnt think what else to say to Beamish. Different ranks, different cop shops. He tried to conjure up the names of colleagues they might both have known.

Ach, well. . Perhaps Beamish shared his difficulty. He was holding out his hand. Rebus shook it. Till the next time, eh?

So long as its not one of us in the wooden suit.

With a snort, Beamish was gone, turning his collar up against the falling rain. Rebus stubbed the cigarette out beneath his heel, waited a couple of moments, then headed for his car.

The traffic in Edinburgh was indeed a nightmare. Temporary lights, road closures, diversions. Long tailbacks everywhere. Most of it to accommodate the construction of a single tramline between airport and city centre. While stationary, he checked his phone for messages, unsurprised to find there were none. No urgent cases required his attention: he worked with the long dead, murder victims forgotten by the world at large. There were eleven investigations on the books of the Serious Crime Review Unit. They went as far back as 1966, the most recent dating from 2002. Where there were graves to visit, Rebus had visited them. Families and friends still left flowers at a few, and the names on any cards had been jotted into his notebook and added to the file to what end he wasnt entirely sure. When he turned on the cars CD player, Jackie Levens voice deep and visceral emerged from the speakers. He was singing about standing in another mans grave. Rebuss eyes narrowed. For a moment he was back in the cemetery, content to be staring at heads and shoulders. He reached over to the passenger seat and managed to wrest the lyric booklet from its case. The track was called Another Mans Rain. That was what Jackie was singing about: standing in another mans rain.

Time to get your ears checked, Rebus muttered to himself. Jackie Leven was dead, too. A year or so younger than Rebus. They shared a Fife background. Rebus wondered if his school had ever played the singers at football almost the only time kids from different schools might meet. It wouldnt have mattered: Rebus had never been picked for the first team, consigned instead to offering encouragement from the frozen sidelines as tackles and goals went in and insults were traded.

And standing in every bastards rain, he said aloud. The horn was sounding from the car behind. Its driver was in a hurry. He had meetings waiting for him, important people he was letting down. The world would crash and burn if this traffic didnt start moving. Rebus wondered how many hours of his own life he had wasted like this. Or sitting on a surveillance. Or filling in forms, requisitions and time sheets. When his phone pinged with a message, he saw it was from his boss.

Thought you said 3!

Rebus glanced at his watch. It was five minutes past the hour. Twenty more minutes would see him at the office, more or less. In days gone by, he might have had a siren and flashing light. He might have pulled out into the oncoming lane and trusted to the fates that he wouldnt end up in A amp;E. But these days he didnt even have a proper warrant card, because he wasnt a cop. He was a retired cop who happened to work for Lothian and Borders Police in a civilian capacity. His boss was the only member of the unit who was still a serving officer. A serving officer and not at all happy about his latest posting nursing the geriatrics. Not happy either about the three p.m. meeting and Rebuss tardiness.

Whats the rush? Rebus texted back, just to be annoying. Then he turned up the music, repeating the same track as before. Jackie Leven still seemed to be standing in another mans grave.

As if rain wasnt bad enough. .

He shook himself free of his overcoat and let it drip across the floor of the office to the hook on the far wall.

Thanks for taking the trouble, Cowan said.

Apologies, Danny.

Daniel, Cowan corrected him.

Sorry, Dan.

Cowan was seated on one of the desks, his feet not quite reaching the floor, exposing a pair of red paisley-pattern socks above gleaming black leather shoes. He kept polish and brushes in the bottom drawer of his desk. Rebus knew this because hed opened the drawer one day when Cowan was out of the room, having already checked the two drawers above it.