James Grippando - The Pardon

The vigil had begun at dusk, and it would last all night. Clouds had moved in after midnight, blocking out the full moon. It was as if heaven had closed its omniscient eye in sorrow or just plain indifference. Another six hours of darkness and waiting, and the red morning sun would rise over the pine trees and palms of northeast Florida. Then, at precisely 7:00 A.M., Raul Fernandez would be put to death.

Crowds gathered along the chain-link fence surrounding the states largest maximum-security penitentiary. Silence and a few glowing lights emanated from the boxy three-story building across the compound, a human warehouse of useless parts and broken spirits. Armed guards paced in their lookout towers, silhouettes in the occasional sweep of a searchlight. Not as many onlookers gathered tonight as in the old days, back when Floridas executions had been front-page news rather than a blip next to the weather forecast. Even so, the usual shouting had erupted when the black hearse that would carry out the corpse arrived. The loudest spectators were hooting and hollering from the backs of their pickup trucks, chugging their long-neck Budweisers and brandishing banners that proclaimed GO SPARKY, the nickname death-penalty supporters had affectionately given the chair:

The victims parents peered through the chain-link fence with quiet determination, searching only for retribution, there being no justice or meaning in the slashing of their daughters throat. Across the road, candles burned and guitars strummed as the names of John Lennon and Joan Baez were invoked by former flower children of a caring generation, their worried faces wrinkled with age and the weight of the worlds problems. Beside a cluster of nuns kneeling in prayer, supporters from Miamis Little Havana neighborhood shouted in their native Spanish, Raul es inocente, inocente!

Behind the penitentiarys brick walls and barred windows, Raul Fernandez had just finished his last meal-a bucket of honey-glazed chicken wings with extra mashed potatoes-and he was about to pay his last visit to the prison barber. Escorted by armed correction officers in starched beige-and-brown uniforms, he took a seat in a worn leather barbers chair that was nearly as uncomfortable as the boxy wooden throne on which he was scheduled to die. The guards strapped him in and assumed their posts-one by the door, the other at the prisoners side.

Barberll be here in a minute, said one of the guards. Just sit tight.

Fernandez sat rigidly and waited, as if he expected the electricity to flow at any moment. His bloodshot eyes squinted beneath the harsh glare as the bright white lights overhead reflected off the white walls of painted cinder block and the white tile floors. He allowed himself a moment of bitter irony as he noticed that even the guards were white.

All was white, in fact, except the man scheduled to die. Fernandez was one of the thousands of Cuban refugees whod landed in Miami during the Mariel boat lift of 1980. Within a year he was arrested for first-degree murder. The jury convicted him in less time than it had taken the young victim to choke on her own blood. The judge sentenced him to die in the electric chair, and after a decade of appeals, his time had come.

Mornin, Bud, said the big guard whod posted himself at the door.

The prisoner watched tentatively as a potbellied barber with cauliflower ears and a self-inflicted marine-style haircut entered the room. His movements were slow and methodical. He seemed to enjoy the fact that for Fernandez every moment was like an eternity. He stood before his captive customer and smirked, his trusty electric shaver in one hand and, in the other, a big p1astic cup of the thickest-looking tea Fernandez had ever seen.

Right on time, said the barber through his tobacco-stained teeth. He spat his brown slime into his cup, placed it on the counter, and took a good look at Fernandez. Oh, yeah, he wheezed, you look just like you does on the TV, he said, pronouncing TV as if it rhymed with Stevie.

Fernandez sat stone-faced in the chair, ignoring the remark.

Got a special on the Louis Armstrong look today, the barber said as he switched on his shaver.

Curly black hair fell to the floor as the whining razor transformed the prisoners thick mop to a stubble that glistened with nervous beads of sweat. At the proper moment, the guards lifted Fernandezs pant legs, and the barber shaved around the ankles. That done, the prisoner was ready to be plugged in at both ends, his bald head and bare ankles serving as human sockets for the surge of kilovolts that would sear his skin, boil his blood, and snuff out his life.

The barber took a step back to admire his handiwork. Now, aint that a sharp-lookin haircut, he said. Comes with a lifetime guarantee too.

The guards snickered as Fernandez clenched his fists.

A quick knock on the door broke the tension. The big guards keys tinkled as he opened the door. Raul strained to hear the mumbling, but he couldnt make out what was being said. Finally, the guard turned to him, looking annoyed.

Fernandez, you got a phone call. Its your lawyer.

Rauls head snapped up at the news.

Lets go, ordered the guard as he took the prisoner by the arm.

Fernandez popped from the chair.

Slow down! said the guard.

Fernandez knew the drill. He extended his arms, and the guard cuffed his wrists. Then he fell to his knees so the other guard could shackle his ankles from behind. He rose slowly but impatiently, and as quickly as his chains and armed escorts would let him travel, he passed through the door and headed down the hallway. In a minute, he was in the small recessed booth where prisoner took calls from their lawyers. It had a diamond-shaped window on the door that allowed the guards to watch but not hear the privileged conversation.

Whatd they say, man?

There was a pause on the other end of the line, which didnt bode well.

Im sorry, Raul, said his attorney.

No! He banged his fist on the counter. This cant be! Im innocent! Im innocent! He took several short, angry breaths as his wild eyes scanned the little booth, searching for a way out.

The lawyer continued in a low, calm voice. I promised you I wouldnt sugarcoat it, Raul. The fact is, weve done absolutely everything we can in the courts. It couldnt be worse. Not only did the Supreme Court deny your request for a stay of execution, but theyve issued an order that prevents any other court in the country from giving you a stay.

Why? I want to know why, damn it!

The court didnt say why-it doesnt have to, his lawyer answered.

Then you tell me! Somebody tell me why this is happening to me!

The line was silent.

Fernandez brought his hand to his head in disbelief, but the strange feeling of his baldness only reinforced what hed just heard. There has. . some way. . look, weve gotta stop this, he said, his voice quivering. Weve been here before, you and me. Do like the last time. File another appeal, or a writ or a motion or whatever the hell you lawyers call those things. Just buy me some time. And do it like quick, man. They already shaved my fucking hair off!

His lawyer sighed so loudly that the line crackled.

Come on, said Fernandez in desperation. There has to be something you can do.

There may be one thing, his lawyer said without enthusiasm.

Yeah, baby! He came to life, fists clenched for one more round.

Its a billion-to-one shot, the lawyer said, reeling in his clients overreaction. I may have found a new angle on this. Im going to ask the governor to commute your sentence. But I wont mislead you. You need to prepare for the worst. Remember, the governor is the man who signed your death warrant. Hes not likely to scale it back to life imprisonment. You understand what Im saying?