Stuart Kaminsky - A Whisper to the Living

It was cold.

Not so cold that Yuri Platkov would not do that which he had promised himself to do if the man was still sitting on the bench in front of the path into Bitsevsky Park. It was cold, but the boy could detect a faint drifting fall of moisture from the dark sky.

The man was still sitting there.

Was this the fifth day in a row? Yuri counted backward and decided that it was. It had snowed three days earlier, putting another white layer on the park. The man had been there before and during the snow.

Every afternoon as Yuri walked home from school the man had been sitting there. Sometimes he was reading a paperback. Sometimes he seemed to be just thinking. He was a block of a man made even bulkier by the thick coat and fur hat he wore.

The man with a broad face similar to that of hundreds of thousands of Russians did not look up from his book. Yuri approached and sat at the end of the bench away from the man, who turned a page slowly.

Darkness was no more than an hour away and people were trudging or scurrying home from work after emerging from the Bitsevsky Park Metro station at the end of the Kaluzhsko-Rizhskaya Line, the orange line.

Yuri, eleven years old and supremely confident, felt safe enough. The man was old and certainly slow, his left leg oddly still. Yuri could run with confidence if he felt the need. He was the fastest boy in his form at school. Thin, pale-skinned with blond hair under his earflapped wool hat, he had nothing much to look forward to when he got to the apartment where his mother might be home and his father certainly would not be yet. His grandfather would be in front of the television, whatever he was watching the enemy. They would be having a dinner of salad with the vegetables chopped into little pieces, leftover bean soup with sour cream, and sauted mushroom stew with onions and sour cream served over mashed potatoes. The mushroom stew was also left over and stored in those plastic see-through containers with blue plastic tops.

Yuris mother worked in the Coca-Cola bottling plant in Solnovo, seventeen miles outside of Moscow. Her job was quality control, watching the bottles fill with syrup, water, and carbonation, looking for even the slightest imperfections. She was well paid. She had frequent headaches. On headache days, Yuri sometimes prepared simple dinners or at least opened the plastic containers, heated the contents, and set the table.

Yuris father was a bartender in Vodka Bar near the Park Kulutry Metro stop. His father, if he were still home, would leave for work shortly after Yuri came home. Though Yuri was sure his father loved him and his mother, he did a poor job of hiding his desire to get away from his father-in-law each night.

And so Yuri sat on the bench.

The man read on.

Why are you sitting here? Yuri said after a minute or two.

I am waiting, said the man.

For whom?

You, said the man, still not looking at the boy.

Me?

Or someone who would be curious enough to wonder who I might be and why I was sitting here on an early winter day.

Yuri didnt understand, but he was curious.

What are you reading?

The man held up his ragged paperback. Yuri looked at the cover. The title was in English, a language Yuri was slowly and painfully learning in school.

Ice?

Da, yes.

You are reading an English book about small rodents?

Not mice, said the man. Ice. Frozen water. Its a story. I would offer you a Red October chocolate, but you might think I was a dirty old man.

Are you?

No, said the man.

Then you can offer me a chocolate.

What makes you think you can trust me?

You have been coming here for five days. You are slow. I think I can trust you. At least I can get away if you try to do something. People are passing and I am sure I am faster than you are.

The man shifted his weight and with a grunt reached into his coat pocket and came up with a brown see-through bag, which crinkled invitingly. Yuri had a near passion for chocolate. The man reached into the already open bag and fished out a wrapped candy. Yuri could see the familiar image of the woman marioshki figure on the wrapper.

Throw it, Yuri said.

The man threw the candy and Yuri caught it. Yuri could catch almost anything thrown to him. He fully expected to be the goalkeeper on his lower school team next year. Yuri pocketed his candy. The man opened a second one and popped it into his mouth, stuffing the wrapper into his pocket.

You want another for here?

Yuri shrugged. The man came up with another wrapped chocolate and threw it to the boy, who caught it.

You are a goalkeeper, the man said.

Yes, said Yuri, this time unwrapping the chocolate and taking a small bite from the end. The candy cracked between his teeth and spread its taste as he chewed it.

My son is a goalkeeper, the man said. He was a goalkeeper. Hes old enough to be your father.

Yuri wondered how old this man must then be, but he was too polite to ask. What position did you play?

In answer the man leaned forward and rapped his knuckles against his leg. It sounded like a knock at Yuris front door.

No position, said the man. My leg was lost when I was your age. So you see that there is no way I could chase a ten-year-old goalkeeper down the street.

I am eleven and I wasnt worried, said Yuri, popping the last tidbit of candy into his mouth.

It is probably a good thing to worry when you are near the park and nightfall is approaching.

Two women passed them by with barely a glance. The women were both carrying their string grocery bags weighted down with the nights dinner. Both women were fat, possibly sisters. The fatter of the two kept shaking her head as the other woman raised her voice higher and higher. Yuri caught the word baranina. Lamb.

Yuri and the man watched the two women until they were far down the street and the loud voice was lost in a riff of the wind.

The man shifted again, holding the candy in his right hand and fishing his wallet out of an inner pocket with his left.

If he offers lots of money to do some unspeakable thing, I will go find a police car. There is always a police car roaming near the park. This is because. .

The man held open the wallet to show a police badge.

I am a policeman, said the man. My name is Porfiry Petrovich Rostnikov.

My name is Yuri Platkov. I know why you are sitting here.

Porfiry Petrovich nodded.

Him, said Yuri. The Bitsevsky Maniac.

You know about him?

Everyone who lives near the park knows about him. He attacks the old people who hang out around the park. He beats their heads in with a hammer and hides their bodies in the bushes. Some say he has killed fifty or more. You expect him to walk up to you and confess?

It has happened in the past, but I do not expect it.

How would he even know you were a policeman?

He would know, said Porfiry Petrovich.

So, you thought someone would just come and sit down and tell you that they knew who the Maniac was?

No, but that would be very nice, nicer even if the murderer himself were to sit where you are and confess. I do not expect it, but it would be nice.

Then why sit here if you do not expect someone to come to you?

You came, said the policeman.

Cars were moving cautiously in front of them, windshield wipers rubbing faster than was called for by the falling cold mist. Both Yuri and Porfiry Petrovich watched a large white Chaika stretch limousine with tinted windows come by.

We dont see cars like that here very much, said Yuri. Theres no place a car like that could be going.