Walter Mosley - A Little Yellow Dog

When i got to work that Monday morning I knew something was wrong. Mrs. Idabell Turners car was parked in the external lot and there was a light on in her half of bungalow C.

It was six-thirty. The teachers at Sojourner Truth Junior High School never came in that early. Even the janitors who worked under me didnt show up until seven-fifteen. I was the supervising senior head custodian. It was up to me to see that everything worked right. Thats why I was almost always the first one on the scene.

But not that morning.

It was November and the sky hadnt quite given up night yet. I approached the bungalow feeling a hint of dread. Images of bodies Id stumbled upon in my street life came back to me. But I dismissed them. I was a workingman, versed in floor waxes and bleach not blood. The only weapon I carried was a pocket knife, and it only pierced flesh when I cut the corns from my baby toe.

I knocked but nobody answered. I tried my key but the door was bolted from the inside. Then that damned dog started barking.

Who is it? a womans voice called.

Its Mr. Rawlins, Mrs. Turner. Is everything okay?

Instead of answering she fumbled around with the bolt and then pulled the door open. The little yellow dog was yapping, standing on its spindly back legs as if he were going to attack me. But he wasnt going to do a thing. He was hiding behind her blue woolen skirt, making sure that I couldnt get at him.

Oh, Mr. Rawlins, Mrs. Turner said in that breathy voice she had.

The adolescent boys of Sojourner Truth took her class just to hear that voice, and to see her figure Mrs. Turner had curves that even a suit of armor couldnt hide. The male teachers at school, and the boys vice principal, made it a point to pay their respects at her lunch table in the teachers cafeteria each day. They didnt say much about her around me, though, because Mrs. Turner was one of the few Negro teachers at the primarily Negro school.

The white men had some dim awareness that it would have been insulting for me if I had to hear lewd comments about her.

I appreciated their reserve, but I understood what they werent saying. Mrs. Idabell Turner was a knockout for any man from Cro-Magnon to Jim Crow.

That your dog? I asked.

Pharaoh, she said to the dog. Quiet now. This is Mr. Rawlins. Hes a friend.

When he heard my name the dog snarled and bared his teeth.

You know dogs arent allowed on the property, Mrs. Turner, I said. Im supposed

Stop that, Pharaoh, Idabell Turner whined at the dog. She bent down and let him jump into her arms. Shhh, quiet now.

She stood up, caressing her little protector. He was the size, but not the pedigree, of a Chihuahua. He settled his behind down onto the breast of her caramel-colored cashmere sweater and growled out curses in dog.

Quiet, Mrs. Turner said. Im sorry, Mr. Rawlins. I wouldnt have brought him here, but I didnt have any choice. I didnt.

I could tell by the red rims of her eyelids that shed been crying.

Well, maybe you could leave him out in the car, I suggested.

Pharaoh growled again.

He was a smart dog.

Oh no, I couldnt do that. Id be worried about him suffocating out there.

You could crack the window.

Hes so small Id be afraid that hed wiggle out. You know he spends all day at home trying to find me. He loves me, Mr. Rawlins.

I dont know what to say, Mrs.

Call me Idabell, she said.

Call me fool.

Mrs. Turner had big brown eyes with fabulously long lashes. Her skin was like rich milk chocolate-dark, satiny, and smooth.

That snarling mutt started looking cute to me. I thought that it wasnt such a problem to have your dog with you. It wasnt really any kind of health threat. I reached out to make friends with him.

He tested my scent and then bit my hand.

Ow!

Thats it! Idabell shouted as if she were talking to a wayward child. Come on!

She took the dwarf mongrel and shoved him into the storage room that connected C2 to C1. As soon as she closed the door, Pharaoh was scratching to get back in.

Im sorry, she said.

Me too. But you know that dog has got to go. I held out my hand to her. The skin was broken but it wasnt bad. Has he had his rabies shot?

Oh yes, yes. Please, Mr. Rawlins. She took me by my injured hand. Let me help.

We went to the desk at the front of the class. I sat down on the edge of her blotter while she opened the top drawer and came out with a standard teachers first-aid box.

You know, dog bites are comparatively pretty clean, she said. She had a bottle of iodine, a cotton ball, and a flesh-colored bandage flesh-colored, that is, if you had pink flesh. When she dabbed the iodine on my cut I winced, but it wasnt because of the sting. That woman smelled good; clean and fresh, and sweet like the deep forest is sweet.

Its not bad, Mr. Rawlins. And Pharaoh didnt mean it. Hes just upset. He knows that Holland wants to kill him.

Kill him? Somebody wants to kill your dog?

My husband. She nodded and was mostly successful in holding back the tears. Ive been, been away for a few days. When I got back home last night, Holly went out, but when he came back he was going to kill Pharaoh.

Mrs. Turner gripped my baby finger.

Its amazing how a man can feel sex anywhere on his body.

He wants to kill your dog? I asked in a lame attempt to use my mind, to avoid what my body was thinking.

I waited till he was gone and then I drove here. Mrs. Turner wept quietly.

My hand decided, all by itself, to comfort her shoulder.

Whys he so mad? I shouldnt have asked, but my blood was moving faster than my mind.

I dont know, she said sadly. He made me do something, and I did it, but afterwards he was still mad. She put her shoulder against mine while I brought my other hand to rest on her side.

The thirty desks in her classroom all faced us attentively.

Pharaohs a smart dog, she whispered in my ear. He knew what Holly said. He was scared.

Pharaoh whimpered out a sad note from his storage room.

Idabell leaned back against my arm and looked up. We might have been slow dancing if there had been music and a band.

I dont know what to do, she said. I cant ever go back there. I cant. Hes going to be in trouble and Ill be in it with him. But Pharaohs innocent. He hasnt done anything wrong.

As she talked she leaned closer. With me sitting on the desk we were near to the same height. Our faces were almost touching.

I didnt know what she was talking about and I didnt want to know.

Id been on good behavior for more than two years. I was out of the streets and had my job with the Los Angeles Board of Education. I took care of my kids, cashed my paychecks, stayed away from liquor.

I steered clear of the wrong women too.

Maybe Id been a little too good. I felt an urge in that classroom, but I wasnt going to make the move.

Thats when Idabell Turner kissed me.

Two years of up early and off to work dissolved like a sugar cube under the tap.

Oh, she whispered as my lips pressed her neck. Yes.

The tears were all gone. She looked me in the eye and worked her tongue slowly around with mine.

A deep grunt went off in my chest like an underwater explosion. It just came out of me. Her eyes opened wide as she realized how much I was moved. I stood and lifted her up on the desk. She spread her legs and pushed her chest out at me.

She said, Theyll be coming soon, and then gave me three fast kisses that said this was just the beginning.

My pants were down before I could stop myself. As I leaned forward she let out a single syllable that said, Here I am, Ive been waitin for you, Ezekiel Porterhouse Rawlins. Take my arms, my legs, my breasts. Take everything, and I answered in the same language.