Susan Mallery - Finding Perfect (Hqn)

W HAT DO YOU MEAN she left me the embryos? Im supposed to get the cat. Pia OBrian paused long enough to put her hand on her chest. The shock of hearing the details of Crystals will had been enough to stop the strongest of hearts, and Pias was still bruised from the loss of her friend.

She was relieved to find her heart still beating, although the speed at which her heart was pumping was disconcerting.

Its the cat, she repeated, speaking as clearly as possible so the well-dressed attorney sitting across from her would understand. His name is Jake. Im not really a pet person, but weve made peace with each other. I think he likes me. Its hard to tellhe keeps to himself. I guess most cats do.

Pia thought about offering to bring in the cat so the lawyer could see for herself, but she wasnt sure that would help.

Crystal would never leave me her babies, Pia added with a whisper. Mostly because it was true. Pia had never had a maternal or nurturing thought in her life. Taking care of the cat had been a big step for her.

Ms. OBrian, the attorney said with a brief smile, Crystal was very clear in her will. She and I spoke several times as her illness progressed. She wanted you to have her embryos. Only you.

But I Pia swallowed.

Embryos. Somewhere in a lab-like facility were frozen test tubes or other containers and inside of them were the potential babies her friend had so longed for.

I know this is a shock, the lawyer, a fortysomething elegant woman in a tailored suit, said. Crystal debated telling you what shed done. Apparently she decided against letting you know in advance.

Probably because she knew Id try to talk her out of it, Pia muttered.

For now, you dont have to do anything. The storage fees are paid for the next three years. Theres some paperwork to be filled out, but we can take care of it later.

Pia nodded. Thank you, she said and rose. A quick glance at her watch told her she was going to have to hurry or she would be late for her ten-thirty appointment back at her office.

Crystal picked you for a reason, the attorney said as Pia walked toward the door.

Pia gave the older woman a tight smile and headed for the stairs. Seconds later, she was outside, breathing deeply, wondering when the world was going to stop spinning.

This was not happening, she told herself as she started walking. It couldnt be. What had Crystal been thinking? There were dozens of other women she could have left the embryos to. Hundreds, probably. Women who were good with kids, who knew how to bake and comfort and test for a fever with the back of their hands.

Pia couldnt even keep a houseplant alive. She was a lousy hugger. Her last boyfriend had complained she always let go first. Probably because being held too long made her feel trapped. Not exactly a sterling quality for a potential parent.

Her stomach felt more than a little queasy. What had Crystal been thinking and why? Why her? Thats what she couldnt get over. The fact that her friend had made such a crazy decision. And without ever mentioning it.

Fools Gold was the kind of town where everyone knew everyone else and secrets were hard to keep. Apparently Crystal had managed to break with convention and keep some huge information to herself.

Pia reached her office building. The first floor of the structure held several retail businessesa card store, a gift shop with the most amazing fudge and Morgans Books. Her office was upstairs.

She went through the plain wooden door off the side street and climbed to the second story. She could see a tall man standing by her locked office door.

Hi, she called. Sorry Im late.

The man turned.

There was a window behind him, so she couldnt see his face, but she knew her schedule for the morning and the name of the man who was her next appointment. Raoul Moreno was tall, with huge shoulders. Despite the unusually cool September day, he hadnt bothered with a coat. Instead he wore a V-neck sweater over dark jeans.

A mans man, she thought unexpectedly. Which made sense. Raoul Moreno was a former professional football player. Hed been a quarterback with the Dallas Cowboys. After ten years in the game, hed retired on top and had disappeared from public view. Last year hed shown up in Fools Gold for a pro-am charity golf tournament. For reasons she couldnt figure out, hed stayed.

As she got closer, she took in the large dark eyes, the handsome face. There was a scar on his cheekprobably from protecting an old lady during a mugging. He had a reputation for being nice. Pia made it a rule never to trust nice people.

Ms. OBrian, he began. Thanks for seeing me.

She unlocked her office door and motioned for him to go inside.

Pia, please. My Ms. OBrian years are looming, but Im not ready for them yet.

He was good-looking enough that she should have been distracted. Under other circumstances, she probably would have been. But at the moment, she was too busy wondering if the chemo treatments had scrambled Crystals brain. Her friend had always seemed so rational. Obviously that had been a facade.

Pia motioned to the visitor chair in front of her desk and hung her coat on the rack by the door.

Her office was small but functional. There was a good-size main room with a custom three-year calendar covering most of one wall. The squares were half dry-erase material and half corkboard.

Posters for various Fools Gold festivals took up the rest of the wall space. She had a storage room and a half bath in the rear, several cabinets and a filing system that bordered on compulsively organized. As a rule she made it a point to visit rather than have people come to her, but scheduling-wise, having Raoul stop by had made the most sense.

Of course that had been before shed found out shed been left three very frozen potential children.

She crossed to the small refrigerator in the corner. I have diet soda and water. She glanced over her shoulder. Youre not the diet type.