Charles Sheffield - My Brother

I was sitting on a bench in St. James Park when Leo started work on me again. This time he was a lot more insistent.

He began with my left hand. My arm was stretched out loosely along the bench top. As I watched the fingers lifted and started to tap out a regular rhythm against the wood. I had been quite relaxed, enjoying the sunshine and watching ducks in the lake and young couples on the bank as they went through their elaborate courting rituals. So it took me a few seconds to realize that the finger-tapping was not my idea. Leo. It had to be Leo.

Da-da-DA-da-da-da-DA-da-DA-DA-DA.

Da-da-DA-da-da-da-DA-da-DI-DI-DI.

Over and over. My head was aching again, like a resonance to the tapped signal. The rhythm was inside me, and a harmony built to go with it.

Tom, Tom, the pipers son.

Da-da-DA-da-da-da-DA-da-DA-DA-DA.

Why in Gods name would Leo be hitting me with that, an old childrens song? He wouldnt. I had to be imagining it, mistaking a random thought of my own for Leo.

I sat quite still for another two or three minutes, trying to push the rhythm out of my mind. When it wouldnt go away I stood up and began to limp slowly west along Birdcage Walk and on past the palace. The stiffness in my right leg was less and less, but I didnt hurry. I had been told not to overdo things, even though the bone graft looked perfect on the X-rays. If only I were doing as well mentally as I was physically

Leo was becoming more persistent every day. Last week there had been uncontrolled movements in my hand, and a couple of days ago it was double vision. If I could find out what was disturbing him, maybe we could get back to normal. No one at the hospital could offer any sort of explanation relax, wait and see, was all they would say.

By the time I reached Brills my fingers were under control. Even so, the sales assistant in the store looked at me oddly when I went in. No doubt the limp and the facial scars didnt help that, and the fact that I suspected my left eye was roaming independently of my right one. I braced myself against the counter and did my best to look relaxed and casual.

Id like a book of nursery rhymes.

Yes, sir. He looked surprised. Er, what age group is this for?

What age group indeed, sir? Only Leo could answer that one.

Do you have a complete collection? Id like a book that gives the alternative versions, if there is such a thing.

Ill see what I can find.

When he brought it over and I had paid for it, I ignored the inquisitive look and leafed through on the spot to the right place. Tom, Tom, the pipers son, Stole a pig and away he run. The pig was eat and Tom was beat, And Tom went howling down the street.

I muttered the words aloud. Nothing. No surge of emotion, no sign that Leo was tuned in and getting the message. Second verse: Tom, Tom, the pipers son, Learned to play when he was young, But the only tune that he could play, Was Over the hills and far away.

Now there was something. Something faint and vague, a prickling in the nape of my neck, as though a hairy-legged insect was crawling there. And that was all.

So what now?

I went back outside the shop and leaned on the wall. Even though I hadnt been able to pick up anything definite, the long scar across the back of my skull was still tingling with feeling, as though the stubbly regrowing hair there was trying to stand on end. I tilted my head back and looked up at the clouds, drifting along at the lazy pace of early autumn. The tune was right, I had no doubt about that but could it be that I was tying in to the wrong set of words? Who else had taken that tune and used it?

Inside the shop again to where the assistant looked at me reproachfully.

I wondered when youd be back. You forgot to take your book.

Never mind that. I dont really want that one. Do you happen to know where I could find a copy of the libretto to The Beggars Opera? If you have the collected works of John Gay, it would be in that.

He was looking at me as though his worst fears were confirmed. He picked up the book of nursery rhymes.

Ill take this back and give you credit for it. If youll wait here for a moment Ill check in the other room and see if we have the other book.

He left to look for my book, or maybe to summon reinforcements. Im over six-two, and the accident has left signs of considerable wear and tear on my face. While he was gone I hobbled up and down in the store, trying again to control my arms and legs. Not so successful this time. Leo was excited, no doubt about it. But if Id known where the events of the next five minutes would be taking me Id have been excited too (and run out of the shop, assuming Leo would have permitted it).

Here he came again.

This should do it, sir. Allowing for the credit on the other book, you owe us seventy pence. The man hesitated a little before he handed over the volume of John Gay. Well be closing in just a minute or two. If you would be kind enough to examine this outside, rather than in here

He didnt lie well, but I didnt mind. If this led nowhere, Id shot my bolt anyway. Now, at what point in The Beggars Opera had he used that tune? Some scene between Polly and Macheath, if I remembered it right. Here we are. I leaned against the wall again, feeling that strong itching in my scalp.

Were I laid on Greenland s coast, And in my arms embraced my lass, Warm amid eternal frost, Too soon the half-years night would pass.

Da-da-DA-da-da-da-DA-da-DA-DA-DA.

And I would love you all the day, Every night would kiss and play. If with me youd fondly stray, Over the hills and far away.

The prickling was stronger, and I was panting to myself as I read the words.

Something was coming, coming closer.

Second verse.

Were I sold on Indian soil, Soon as the burning day was closed, I could mock the sultry toil, When on my charmers breast reposed.

Contact. As I read the words, a torrent of sensory inputs hit me and left me shuddering. The London street was gone. I was bathed in a bright, dusty sunlight, surrounded by a babble of familiar/unfamiliar language. There were strong, tantalizing odors, of spices, burning charcoal, flowers and musky oils. I felt a stab of lust, surprising and mindless, and my fingertips tingled as they moved over soft, cool skin. On Indian soil, soon as the burning day was closed

I swayed against the wall of the shop, struggling to catch a breath. Leo had found a new way to get through to me. He was sure as hell making the most of it.

My reunion with Leo, like many incidents of my life connected with airports, had begun badly. I was held up in rush-hour traffic in central London , arrived late at Heathrow, and by the time I reached the right part of the terminal the passengers from his flight had all cleared Customs and left. It took me a few minutes to find that out, then I headed over to El Al to look for messages and have Leo paged.

Whats is name? asked the young girl behind the desk. No Israeli she, but a genuine English rose, blue-eyed and pink-cheeked.

Leo Foss. He was supposed to be coming in on Flight 221.

Thats in already. Ill page im, though. And whats your name?

Lionel Salkind.

Righto. An Ill keep an eye open for im, as well. She smiled at me dimples, too. Can you tell me a bit about what e looks like, so Ill know what to be watching for?

No problem there. He looks

Lionel! The familiar voice came from behind me.

just like me, I finished, as I turned.

I knew what the girls expression behind me must be. Id seen it often enough. The fact that Leo and I had different last names only made it more confusing. I looked back at the girl and shrugged apologetically as Leo and I approached to within a foot of each other to perform our usual reunion inspection and survey.