Gena Showalter - Savor Me Slowly

A huge thank-you to Pat Rouse for all that you do.

T ick. Tock. Tick. Tock . The disturbing clatter whined inside Jaxon Tremains mind, playing without permission or welcome. He laughed bitterly. He didnt know how long hed been locked up in the dank little cell. A week? An eternity?

Perhaps an endless dirt nap loomed in his future. Yeah, undoubtedly. He should be glad. It would be another endless ticktocking, except there would be no pained awareness, no crazed waiting for death tofinally? blessedly? regrettably?come.

Survived worst, he thought, trying to comfort himself.

Once, hed been shot and burned with a pyre-gun. An accident during training, but his shoulder still bore the fire-seared scars. Another time, hed been undercover, ratted out, then weighed down with steel beams and tossed into a muddy man-made river. Water and grime had filled his mouth, stinging like acid down his throat, into his lungs. When hed miraculously fought his way free, hed been surprised to find his skin still intact, muscle still glued to bones.

Once, hed been stabbed in the kidney. A straight cut, all the way through, severing one of his favorite organs. Foolishly, hed turned his back on a suspect one second too long and adios, old friend.

Sometimes thats all that was needed. One second.

The words echoed in his mind. One second was a single tick. Or tock. He laughed again, but the laughter soon turned to gagging and the gagging to coughing, the coughing to choking pain.

Im going insane, he muttered when he calmed. Not that the words were understandable. Tickity, tockity, tickity, tockity. How many more were left for him?

Couldnt be many.

Being an Alien Investigation and Removal agent for New Chicago certainly has its perks, he thought dryly. Cause when an agent needed help breaking his nasty breathing habit, he got help.

Since Jaxons abduction, a group of aliens had whaled on him so many times hed lost count. Theyd probably whale on him a thousand times more, fists flying at him in tune with that fucking clock. Tick, tock . Another laugh. Yep. Insane.

The otherworlders had beaten him because hed refused to answer their questions. Even when screams had erupted inside his mind, loud and discordant, mortality in every pitch, he hadnt caved. Remembering the screams, he shuddered. Perhaps all the men and women hed killed over the years had risen up, their souls fused with his as they finally made themselves known, determined to be heard at last.

Now, at least, the screams were buried somewhere deep, replaced by that damn clock. A small price to pay, he supposed.

Unfortunately, his bodys suffering had only intensified.

Hed been punched in the mouth until his teeth shredded his gums. His tongue was the size of a baseball, so big he couldnt even move it to ensure he was still the proud owner of all those pearly whites. His nose was broken, yet somehow the scent of urine still taunted him, blending with the metallic aroma of dried blood and sweat. His, a thousand others.

His eyes were swollen, leaving only tiny slits. Not that there was much to see. Murky darkness failed to live up to its promise of sweet oblivion, revealing four barred walls, a plastic-lined floor to better clean any gore, and old-fashioned metal chains that continually sliced into his wrists and ankles like razors.

Those chains rattled as he shifted to a more comfortable position against the bars. Big. Mistake. He winced as intense pain ripped through him; his air supply ground to a tormented halt. Several ribs were broken and any type of movement just cracked them farther apart and made inflating his lungs an impossible chore, hundreds of needle-sharp pricks cresting.