Ensley F. Guffey
For my mother, Pat Guffey, who always believed.
And for Dale, sine qua non.
K. Dale Koontz
For Ensley, who always made his deadlines, made sure I made mine, and loved me every step of the way.
Spoiler Warning
While we have tried to keep the individual episode recaps as free from spoilers as Walts meth is free of impurities, the same cannot be said for the six brief Whats Cooking essays throughout the book. These sections, which open and close the guide with others placed at the end of each season, are written assuming that youve watched the entire run of Breaking Bad. So if you havent yet seen the whole series, you might want to skip over these sections until you have. If there is anything crucial to the episode analysis in those essays, well include the basic information again in the episode guides.
ACKNOWLEDGMENTS
Books do not write themselves and they are never the result of the sole efforts of those whose names are on the cover. We could not flat-out could not have written this book without the generous assistance of a great number of people. First and foremost, wed like to thank Vince Gilligan and his amazingly talented cast and crew for bringing Breaking Bad to television in the first place. Thanks for the journey even for the darkest parts of it. Wed also like to extend special thanks to Michael Slovis for being so generous with his time and insight into the production of Breaking Bad.
Thanks to Emily Schultz, Erin Creasey, Troy Cunningham, Crissy Calhoun, Laura Pastore, David Caron, and the rest of the incredible team at ECW Press for their help in shepherding this manuscript into the slick final printed copy you hold in your hands. John Hale, Breaking Bad fan and father of our skilled editor, generously allowed us to use photographs from his trip to Albuquerque, where he eschewed tours and tracked down filming locations all by himself. All of these folks helped bring Wanna Cook? into the world, and made it beautiful.
Neva Howell was a lifesaver with her transcription help, and Cleveland Community College provided welcome support in the early days of this project. The faculties of the Departments of History at the University of North Carolina at Greensboro and East Tennessee State University also provided encouragement and support as Ensley moved deeper and deeper into nontraditional research. Special thanks are also due to David Lavery, who insisted we watch the show in the first place.
And a final word for our editor, Jen Hale. Ah, Jen, whose red pen ruthlessly separated the wheat from the chaff. You prodded us, encouraged us, laughed with us, and held our hands when we didnt think we could pull this off. You are the best and most generous of editors. Can we do this again soon?
CHANGE WE CAN BELIEVE IN
There is a term used in critical analysis of television called emotional realism. First used by Ien Ang to describe the lure of the original Dallas, emotional realism basically means that while we know that the show is a work of fiction, we can be carried away by it because it feels real. We identify with characters experiences because we or someone we know has experienced something similar, or because the world of the TV show shares points of similarity with the real world we inhabit every day. In the case of Breaking Bad, hopefully very few (if any!) viewers have experienced the specific situations in which the characters in the show find themselves embroiled, but the world they live in is our world, complete with crystal meth, drug cartels, medical bills, missed opportunities, and family ties. We know Walts world intimately, so it feels real.
But... how many of us have responded to devastating news like a diagnosis of lung cancer by deciding well go into the illegal drug trade, with all of its inherent risks and deadly violence? Its not exactly the expected reaction, no matter what the family financial situation. So why do we believe the transformation from milquetoast, sad-sack Walter White to dangerously unstable, murderous Heisenberg? Or the wannabe-gangsta Jesse Pinkman of season into a hard, calculating killer with a conscience? Or good-ol-boy Hank Schrader, DEA badass, to a guy whos looking forward to being out of the cop business to furiously bitter disabled mineral-hound to truly brilliant detective? We accept these radical changes in behaviors and personalities in fictional characters because creator Vince Gilligan, the Breaking Bad writers, the crew, and the magnificent ensemble cast manage to show these changes happening in a very realistic, recognizable way.
This brings us to Dr. Lonnie Athens, the sociologist and criminologist who, in 1995 , published his theory of dramatic self-change, which describes the process by which all of us undergo significant and fundamental alterations in the way we view and interact with the world and society based upon personal experience and social reactions to those experiences. According to Athens, this process is extremely difficult and can take a long time, so it usually only occurs in response to sudden and/or significant changes in our lives or living situations. The unexpected death of a loved one, say, or maybe a diagnosis of terminal lung cancer, or seeing a bunch of people get blown to hell by a booby-trapped severed head on the back of a tortoise. These situations happen to everyone (well, maybe not the tortoise thing), and usually more than once in a lifetime, so they are things with which we are all thoroughly familiar. Athens theorizes that dramatic self-change occurs in five stages: fragmentation, provisional unity, praxis, consolidation, and social segregation. Since this type of self-change is one of the central themes in Breaking Bad, we thought wed look at the process at work in Breaking Bad and its characters, and hopefully shed some light on why it is that we are able to buy Walts, Jesses, Hanks, and others journeys as being real.
Each of us has an unconscious collection of what Athens calls phantom companions, which in their simplest form can be thought of as the voices of our experience. This is the reservoir of experience and advice we accumulate throughout our lives and from various social interactions. This includes everything from Moms advice for safely bundling up in cold weather to Dads tips on preparing the perfect steak to what to wear to a funeral all of the various information we possess that allows us to deal with life as it occurs, accrued through our own experiences, particularly social ones. The first step in dramatic self-change occurs when we experience something so completely outside of our normal frame of reference that no combination of this phantom community allows us to effectively deal with the current situation. When the self is faced with something it is unable to deal with in its present form, it fragments. Whether the experience in question is generally deemed positive, like winning a $ million lottery, or negative, like losing a limb, the end result fragmentation is traumatic. For Walt, the traumatic event that destroyed his worldview is, of course, his cancer diagnosis. Nothing Walt has ever experienced, no voice from his past or present, has prepared him to deal with this, and he is, in the end, unequipped to handle the situation.
Jesse Pinkmans great traumatic moments occur with the death of Jane, and again when he murders Gale in Full Measure. Hank Schrader experiences fragmentation several times during the series. First when he begins to suffer signs of PTSD after shooting Tuco Salamanca, a situation exacerbated by his experiences in Mexico, then again in the aftermath of his shoot-out with the Salamanca cousins, and finally as he begins again to dig into the mysterious Heisenberg. For Skyler, fragmentation occurs through two separate events. First when she discovers the web of Walts lies and then with the revelation of what hes actually been up to. For Marie, the pivotal events are Skyler learning about her shoplifting, and Hanks shooting. All of these characters are presented with situations that they are simply unable to navigate successfully using their old selves the usual collection of experiences and advice and so they find themselves confused and adrift in strange and frightening circumstances.