Stephen Dixon - 14 Stories

Eugene Randall held the gun in front of his mouth and fired. The bullet smashed his upper front teeth, left his head through the back of his jaw, pierced an ear lobe and broke a window that overlooked much of the midtown area. A chambermaid on the floor said to herself What kind of noise is that that sounds like a bullet. And a window being broke. But maybe it wasnt either. The bullet landed a block away on a brownstone roof, where a boy was watching mama-and-papa pigeons sitting in the sun. Mr. Randall fell over the end table, sending to the floor a lamp, pack of cigarillos and an ashtray that had been resting on the three notes hed written regarding his suicide. The wind came in through the broken window, picked the letters off the floor and distributed them around the room. The chambermaid leaned on her cleaning cart and said Yes sir, that was a shot all right. Someones practicing on the windows or furniture or maybe gone and killed himself or someone he didnt like. It happened last month on the twenty-first. And a year before that on the eighth. All kinds of suicides and nuts end up in this hotel, and these drunken conventioneers and lonely Japanese businessmen the worst. She lifted a phone receiver. One letter landed on the couch. Another under the coffee table. The third floated out the window and higher than Mr. Randalls room on the fourteenth floor. The boy looked at the bullet that had rolled to within a foot of him. He thought it was a stone, picked it up, dropped it because it felt so rough, almost prickly, stared at it and said Holy G, thats a bullet. Someone tried to shoot me with a bullet, and opened the roof door and ran downstairs. The pigeons flapped when the door slammed behind the boy, settled in the same positions they were in before. This is Anna, the chambermaid said on the phone, Anna from the fourteenth, and I think theres been a shooting on my floor. The hotel detective said maybe it was a loud car backfire shed heard and Anna said No sir, no backfire. I heard it while in the hallway, so you could be right if you said it came from a guests television screen. He told her to wait for him by the center elevators and she said Make it snappy, sir, as whos to say there isnt a lunatic loose.

Mr. Randall lay groaning on the floor. Bad shot, bad shot, he thought, he tried to say. That note out the window which one? he hoped not to his ex-wife or mother.

Wheres the fire? a neighbor said, grabbing the boys arm as he raced around the second-story landing.

Someone tried to kill me up there with a bullet. I was sitting watching the pigeons, minding my business, when wham, its shot, a bullet, not an inch from my eye. If Id been sitting where I always sit, Id be dead, I swear.

Now what kind of story is that? the neighbor said, and the boy said You want to come and see? and they went up to the roof. The neighbor pushed open the door slowly, said it was safe, no sharpshooting assassins from what he could see, that is, if youre telling the truth, and stepped onto the roof.

There it is, the boy said, pointing to the bullet between their feet Dont touch it. The police will want it for evidence. The man picked up the bullet. I said not to touch it. Youre going to get in trouble. The police dont like people fooling with their evidence.

Dont worry. The neighbor inspected the bullet. This is a bullet all right. No little air pellet either. Its a real bullet, real meaning from a real pistol or rifle, probably a.22. Youre lucky youre alive. They went downstairs to phone the police.

Right this way, sir, Anna said to the hotel detective who came out of the elevator. Right down here somewhere down this halls where I heard the bullet sound. The detective said he would check out her story with some guests on the floor and knocked on the first of the twenty rooms in this wing of the hotel.

Yes? a male guest said through the peephole, and the detective identified himself, said dont be alarmed but wondered if the guest had heard anything around here in the last fifteen minutes that sounded like a gun being fired.

A gun? No, not since breakfast. No, let me correct that not since a few seconds after the boy wheeled in my breakfast. I shot him for bringing me three two-minute eggs when I had explicitly called down for two threes.

Thank you very much, the detective said and Anna and he went to the next door. Nobody answered. He let himself in with a passkey. No smell, no bullet, no disturbance here, he thought. And nice neat person whos renting the place also pants hung so evenly over the back of the chair, the orderly way he put his toilet and personal articles on the dresser, all lined up like a column of soldiers. Lets try the next one, he said.

Head, pain, help, quick, Mr. Randall thought. He tried to scream. He tried to crawl. He tried to reach for a part of the broken lamp to throw and smash so someone would hear the noise and come. But his arms and fingers wouldnt move. His lips did, but nothing came out but more blood and pain. Better in a hospital. Better under sedation. Anything better than this, this pain, this killing pain.

Maybe I ought to tell my mom first, the boy said, stopping on the fourth floor. He didnt know whether to ring the bell so his mother could have time to fix herself or open the door with his key and maybe surprise her nude or in panties, which she didnt mind when they were alone, but with this man with him and all. Maybe I better ring, the boy said.

Dont you have a key to your own place? You seem old enough.

Who said I didnt? He unlocked the door, parted it an inch, yelled Hey mom you home? though he knew she was, reading or asleep. She only went out on Fridays, to shop.

The wind died and the note drifted for a while over a busy street before it landed on the hood of a parked car. A young woman walking arm in arm with a man said Look, Ron, a message from heaven just came. She started for the car but the man, keeping their arms locked at the elbows and spreading his feet to anchor his weight, jerked her back to his side. Let me get it, she said. Maybe itll tell us where a secret city fortune is.

Uh-uh, Ron said. Were chained like this for life.

For life thats nice. She kissed his lips. Though it also sounds horrid, like a prison term. But please let me see what it says.

Well why dont we kind of slide over there together. They moved sideways, arms still locked, the woman leading, till she got close enough to stretch for the note with her free hand, but it was blown over the car hood. This is getting exciting, she said, and they waited for the traffic to pass so they could follow the note across the street.

Mr. Randall couldnt move his body from the waist up. He was able to dig his knees into the carpet and push himself a few inches a minute that way, but even if he reached the door he wouldnt be able to unfasten the latch or turn the knob. He would be able to draw attention by banging the door with his feet, but it might take him an hour to get there. He didnt want to suddenly get stiff in his haul across the room and then suffer this pain for hours till he died. Better the telephone on the end table at the other side of the couch. He could knee himself there, knock the table over with his feet. The operator would know something was wrong when no one answered. And if he got his mouth right on the receiver she would hear him breathing.

What is it, love? the boys mother said, coming out of the bedroom. Oh, excuse me, and she turned and quickly buttoned up her bathrobe. You shouldve told me you were with someone, Warren.

It was sort of emergency thats why I forgot.

The man was thinking And I always thought she was so flat and skinny, I dont know why. Seen her on the stairs maybe three four times in a year and always thought she had a body like a boy and even looked like one with her short hair and always sneakers and slacks. But good Christ what a figure.