Alice Adams - Invincible Summer

Okay, heres one. If you could know the answer to any one single question, what would it be?

Eva was lying on her back and looking up at the sky as she spoke. Summer had finally arrived, late that year, and the feeling of sun on skin combined with the wine and Luciens shoulder beneath her head was intoxicating. She had sat the last of her first-year exams that morning and would be going home for the summer the next day, but in a couple of months shed be right back here in a life that was as far removed from her old world as shed dared to hope it would be when shed set off for university the previous autumn.

The four friends were clustered on a blanket close to the top of Brandon Hill. They hadnt bothered to enter the stone tower perched at the hills brow and climb the spiral staircase to the viewing platform, but in any case their vantage point afforded them an impressive view of the city, out across the treacly river and past the derelict warehouses towards the endless sprawl of streets and houses beyond. In the long grass by their feet were two open wine bottles, the first propped upright in one of a pair of battered lace-up boots, the other lying on the ground spilling its last drops onto the earth.

Sylvie rolled over onto her stomach and brushed a few strands of coppery hair from her eyes. Any question at all?

Yes, said Eva. Foof.

Huh?

That was the sound of the genie disappearing after you wasted your question.

Sylvie glared at her. Thats not fair. Im having another one. I want to know the meaning of life.

Thats not actually a question. Benedict elbowed her gently in the ribs. Anyway, the answer would probably turn out to be forty-two, and then youd have wasted your question again.

Sylvie tugged her index finger and thumb sharply along a stalk of sedge grass, strimming the seeds into her hand and then blowing them into his face. Okay, smarty-pants. What would you ask?

Benedict blinked. Id have to think about how to phrase it, but basically I would want to know the grand unifying theory for the universe. He thought for a moment. Or else, what happens when we die.

How about next weeks lottery numbers? asked Eva lazily.

Youd have to be insane to waste your question on something so banal, said Benedict, prompting a scowl from Eva. It was all very well to think there was something trivial about money when you came from a family like Benedicts, but when youd grown up in a small Sussex town short on glamour and long on stolid conformism the world was a different place. Benedict would never understand what it felt like to get up every weekend and trudge to work in a mindless supermarket job as Eva had for the four long years before she arrived in Bristol, where the same kids who regularly threw her bag over a hedge on the way to school would come in and pull things off the shelves just to get her into trouble. She couldnt win: if she ignored them she ran the risk of getting fired, but if she called security theyd make sure her bag landed in a puddle on Monday.

In a place like that almost anything could make you an outcast: wearing the wrong clothes, doing too well in exams, not being able to talk about the in TV shows because your father didnt believe in having a TV. The only real glimpse of daylight had come in the form of Marcus, who was briefly her boyfriend, because no matter how unpopular you were there was always a teenage boy whose libido could propel him past that barrier. Marcus was himself quite popular and had taken a surprising interest in Eva, and for a few short months she had been his girlfriend and basked in a grudging acceptance.

The relationship led to the pleasing if rather undignified loss of her virginity in the woods behind the school after half a bottle of cider on a bench, which apparently constituted both date and foreplay. Marcus had eventually grown resentful and dumped her after a much-anticipated afternoon in bed while his parents were away ended prematurely before hed even removed his trousers, and Eva had ill-advisedly tried to lighten the mood by cracking a few jokes. Shed read in Cosmopolitan that it was important for couples to be able to laugh together in bed, but then, the article had also said that slapping the male genitalia as if lightly volleying a tennis ball was a good idea and that hadnt gone down particularly well either. At least by that time shed made it into the relative safety of the sixth form, but while her life had become bearable it was hardly the stuff that dreams were made of. The day before she finally left for university Eva had taken the polyester uniform shed worn for four long years of Saturdays out onto the patio and set fire to it, making a vow into the smoke that she was never going back.

What about you, Lucien? Benedict nudged Sylvies brothers leg with his own, his voice breaking through Evas reverie. Whats your question?

Christ, I dont know. A list of everyone whos ever got their jollies thinking about me?

Eva closed her eyes to avoid involuntarily glancing at him and hoped her cheeks werent visibly reddening. Nobody knows, she told herself. They cant read your mind to see the Atlas of Lucien mapped out there, from the messy dark hair to the freckle on the inside of his surprisingly delicate wrist.

Sylvie let out a long, low moan of disgust and Benedict laughed. I dont think Id like that, he mused. It would take all the mystique out of things.

The virginity is strong with this one, taunted Lucien in his best Yoda voice.

Hardly, muttered Benedict. Anyway, thered probably be some hideous people on there. Your sports master from school or someone like that.

Okay, women only. Under the age of thirty. Lucien leant over to retrieve the almost empty wine bottle from Evas boot, carelessly dislodging her head from his shoulder as he did so.

Eva sat up, trying to look as if the brush-off didnt bother her. Typical of Lucien, she thought, to pull her down onto his shoulder like that and then push her away. Theyd been doing this dance for most of the year since shed arrived in Bristol and her new friend Sylvie had introduced her to her hard-living elder brother. Lucien wasnt a student; he described himself as an entrepreneur, though Eva was hazy on the detail of what that actually involved. Sylvie had chosen to study at Bristol only because Lucien was already living there, presumably doing whatever it was that he did in the little time that he didnt spend loitering around halls with the rest of them.

Right, said Sylvie, levering herself up from the ground and brushing the grass off her jeans. I cant listen to any more of this. Im off to the library to pull an all-nighter, my last essays due in tomorrow.

Sylvie was known for her aversion to writing the essays that she always seemed slightly appalled were required by her History of Art course, and claimed to find it impossible to work without a deadline less than forty-eight hours away. The degree was merely intended to buy her some time on her trajectory to being a revered artist, which, it was generally accepted by the group, was inevitable. The ingredients were all there: a prodigious and obsessive talent for drawing and painting, a quirky, original eye, supplemented by striking good looks and a tough, irreverent attitude to life. She had a certain shine, a vividness about her; she was just one of those people who generated their own gravity, causing people to cluster around her and try to please her. It was impossible to imagine her being anything other than a great success.