Lara Adrian - A Taste of Midnight

A Taste of Midnight is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental.

2011 Dell eBook Original

Copyright 2011 by Lara Adrian, LLC
Excerpt from Darker After Midnight 2012 by Lara Adrian, LLC

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Christmas music swelled from the tuxedo-clad orchestra, filling the ballroom of the Edinburgh mansion where two dozen beautiful couples danced beneath garlands of crisp holly and fragrant evergreen boughs. High overhead, giant chandeliers dripping with cut crystals and glittering gold accents scattered soft light like diamonds onto the Darkhaven gathering below. It was night outside the eighteen-foot windows that ran the length of the ballroom, daytime shutters folded back from the glass to reveal a pristine, moonlit spread of rolling Highland hills blanketed in wintry white.

The scene was as picture perfect as a page in a glossy magazine.

Elegant, urbane. Utterly enchanting.

Danika could hardly stifle the urge to scream.

She didnt belong here. Coming back to Scotland for the holidays and to this Breed social gathering tonightboth at the insistence of Conlans well-meaning relativeshad been a mistake. Two days in Edinburgh and already she was itching to book the next flight home to her quiet life in Denmark. Shed been in her high-heeled sandals and black cocktail dress only two hours, struggling to make small talk with a hundred people she didnt know, and more than half that time shed been eyeing the mansions front door with a longing she could scarcely hide.

Are you having a nice time, Danika?

God, it was all she could do not to pivot and bolt.

Instead, she smiled politely at the young woman beside her. Of course. The party is lovely, Emma.

You see? I knew youd enjoy getting out for a while, the petite redhead said. She was the Breedmate of one of Cons distant cousins, a mere child in her twenties, still fresh with the shine of unspoiled youth and glowing with the promise of the eternal bond she shared with James, the handsome Breed male at her side. His dark eyes were tender on Emma, his strong arm holding her protectively at his side. When he smiled at his pretty mate, it was impossible to miss the press of his emerging fangs behind his lip. Desire transformed his gaze too, his irises flashing with heated sparks of amber.

The couple obviously adored each other, and it was hard for Danika not to envy them their future. Hard to remember what it was like to be newly blood-bonded and so in love, looking forward to time together without end.

Danika glanced away from the pair and smoothed the scarlet silk mourning sash tied around her waist. Shed forgone the traditional white widows gown, but even a year and a half after Conlans death in Boston, she found it difficult to give up this last symbol of her loss. Being in ScotlandCons homelandonly made his absence more obvious. Theyd forged a history together here, in the Highlands. Centuries of time bonded as one, living a peaceful existence, until Cons sense of duty and honor took them to America some hundred years ago, where hed pledged his sword in service as a warrior of the Order.

Theyd wanted for nothing, except the child theyd finally decided to have. Their son, Connor, conceived just three months before Conlan was killed on an Order mission gone awry. Shed hated leaving the baby back at her guest cottage with Cons family tonight, even for a couple of hours. He was all she had, her only link to the life shed shared with Conlan MacConn. Danika glanced out at the sea of strangers all around her, civilian Breed males and their mates, a hundred unfamiliar faces in an unfamiliar place. She looked at them all, never having felt so alone.

Will you excuse me for a moment? she asked the couple beside her. I should call the house again, make sure everything is all right with Connor.

But you just checked in on him five minutes ago

Danika let the comment trail off behind her, already moving toward the quiet perimeter of the ballroom and fishing her phone out of her little evening clutch. The update from the guest cottage where Danika and Connor were staying was the same as it had been every other time shed called. Everything was fine with the baby, no need for Danika to worry.

She thanked the Breedmate watching Connor and ended the call, knowing it was wrong to wish for a reason to leave the party and rush back to her child. She was supposed to be having a nice time tonight. Since she was stuck there until her companions decided to leave, maybe she should at least make an effort to enjoy herself a little.

Slipping the phone back into her purse, she began a slow circuit of the room. The red sash around her waist deflected the interest of all but the boldest of the unattached Breed males. Then again, at five foot eleven without the added height of her four-inch spike heels and possessing long blond hair, she realized she was hard to miss. She could ignore the assessing stares of the men at the gathering. It was the pitying looks of the other Breedmates that made her feel the most awkward.

Widowed after so long together? I would rather die myself than lose my mate like that.

Danika briefly closed her eyes as the thought sailed at her from across the room. She didnt know whose mind shed tapped into, nor could she bar the intrusion. Every Breedmate was gifted with a unique extrasensory talent. Hers was the ability to read thoughts, be it Breed, Breedmate, or basic Homo sapiens. Unfortunately, since Conlans death, that ability had become unpredictable, unmanageable. His Breed blood had kept her youthful for centuries; it had also fed her talent and kept it strong.

Several times already tonight shed been blindsided by a sudden uninvited mental commentary. Most were mundane prattle and insipid cocktail party drivel, but some thoughts bore sharp edges that zeroed in on her like arrows.

Never wouldve happened if Conlan had stayed in Scotland where he belonged. Never shouldve taken an outlander as his mate.

Danika lifted her chin and strode deeper into the throng of Darkhaven civilians. Let them stare. Let them cast their silent blame and suspicion. Let them gape at her like the outsider she was. She had never needed anyones approval; she sure as hell didnt need it now.

She walked right through the center of the gathering, her steps unrushed, head held high. Overheard, muffled conversations joined the barrage of unwelcome psychic input, until it was nearly impossible to discern which words were spoken aloud and which were given voice only in her mind. Pointless musings on uncomfortable wardrobe choices and pending holiday plans overlapped with opinionated debates on Breed politics and the dismal economic situation of the human world.

By the time Danika reached the far side of the ballroom, her skull was ringing from the combined cacophony of sensory input. Some fresh air would help clear her head. She made her way toward a closed pair of French doors that opened onto an outdoor terrace.