Julie Garwood - Murder List

The first day of kindergarten at the exclusive Briarwood School was the worst day of Regan Hamilton Madisons life. It was such a disaster she made up her mind never to go back.

She had started out the day believing the new school would be wonderful. And why not? Shed been told so by her brothers and her mother, and she had no reason to doubt them. Seated in the back of her familys limo for the ride to Briarwood, she proudly wore her new school uniform, a navy blue and gray plaid pleated skirt; a white blouse with mandatory pointed collar; a navy blue tie, knotted just like a mans tie; and a matching gray blazer with a pretty gold emblem of the schools initials on the breast pocket. Her curly hair was pinned back with school-approved, navy blue barrettes. Everything she wore was brand-new, including her white knee-high socks and navy blue loafers.

Regan had thought school would be fun. For the past two years, she and nine classmates at her posh preschool had been pampered and told how wonderful they were by teachers who never lost their smiles. She fully expected her first day at Briarwood to be about the same. Maybe even better.

Her mother was supposed to ride with her to the new school, just like all the other mothers-and sometimes even fathers-of new students did, but due to circumstances she assured her she couldnt control, her mother had to stay in London with her new boyfriend and couldnt get back to Chicago in time.

Grandmother Hamilton would have been happy to go with her, but she, too, was out of the country, visiting friends, and wouldnt be home for two more weeks.

When Regan had spoken to her mother over the phone the day before, shed told her she didnt need Mrs. Tyler, the housekeeper, to take her to school. Her mother had then suggested Aiden. Regan knew that if she had asked her oldest brother, he would have done it. He was seventeen and wouldnt like going with her, but he would have if she had asked. He would do anything for her, just like her other brothers, Spencer and Walker.

Regan decided she didnt want anyone to walk her to her classroom. She was a big girl now. The uniform she wore proved it, and if she got lost, she would simply ask for help from one of the smiling teachers.

School, as it turned out, wasnt at all what she had imagined. No one had told her kindergarten at Briarwood lasted all day. She hadnt been warned about the huge number of children attending the school, either, and she certainly hadnt been warned about the bullies. They were everywhere. But she was most concerned about one older girl in particular who liked to torment kindergartners when the teachers werent looking.

By the time the school bell rang to dismiss the students at three oclock that afternoon, Regan was so distraught and worn out she had to bite her lower lip to keep from crying.

There were cars and limos lined up in the circular drive. Evan, her driver, got out of the car and started toward her.

Regan spotted him but was too tired to run to him, so he hurried toward her, alarmed at her appearance. Her barrettes were dangling on strands in her face; her necktie was undone; her shirt-tail was out, and one of her knee-high socks was down around her ankle. The five-year-old looked as if shed gone through a tumble cycle in the clothes dryer, Evan opened the back door for her as he inquired, Everything all right, Regan?

Head down she responded, Yes.

How was school today?

She dove into the car. I dont want to talk about it.

That specific question was asked again by the housekeeper when she opened the front door for her. I dont want to talk about it, Regan repeated.

The housekeeper took her book bag. Thank you, Regan said. She ran up the circular staircase and down the south hallway to her bedroom, slammed the door shut, and promptly burst into tears.

Regan knew she was a disappointment to her mother because, try though she did, she couldnt keep her emotions under control. If she fell and scraped her knee and it stung, she just had to cry, no matter where she was or who was around to observe her behavior.

When she was unhappy, she broke all the rules her mother had tried to teach her. Regan had been told time and again to be ladylike, but she wasnt sure what that entailed, except, of course, to keep her knees together when seated in a chair. She didnt like to suffer in silence, no matter how golden that rule was in the Madison household. She didnt particularly care about being brave either, and if she was miserable, then her family needed to hear all about it.

Unfortunately, the only family member home at the moment was Aiden. He was the least sympathetic, probably because he was the oldest, and couldnt be bothered with the worries of a six-year-old. He hated it when she cried, but that didnt stop her.

She blew her nose, washed her face, and changed her clothes. After she removed her uniform, she carefully folded it and then dropped it into the wastebasket. Since she wasnt going back to that terrible school, she wouldnt need those ugly clothes ever again. She put on shorts with a matching top and broke another rule by running barefoot down the hall to her brothers room.

She timidly knocked on the door. Could I come in?

She didnt wait for an answer but opened the door, ran across the room to his bed, and jumped up on the soft comforter he always tossed on the floor when he slept. Folding her legs underneath her, she pulled the dangling, school-approved barrettes from her hair and dropped them in her lap,

Aiden looked irritated. Dressed in his rugby clothes, he was sitting at his desk, surrounded by textbooks. She didnt notice he was on the phone until he said good-bye and hung up.

Youre supposed to wait until I say its okay for you to come in my room, he said. You dont just barge in. Then, when she didnt respond, he leaned back in his chair, studied her face, and asked, Have you been crying?

She thought about it and decided to break another rule. She lied. No, she said, her gaze glued to the floor.

He knew she wasnt telling the truth but decided not to press the honesty issue now. His little sister was clearly distraught. Is something wrong? he asked, knowing full well there was.

She wouldnt look at him. Nooo she said, drawing the word out.

He let out a loud sigh. I dont have time to guess what the problem is, Regan. Im going to have to leave for practice in a couple of minutes. Tell me whats wrong.

She lifted her shoulders in a shrug. Nothings wrong. Honest.

She was making circles with her fingertips on top of the comforter. Aiden gave up trying to find out what was worrying her. He bent down and put on his shoes. He suddenly remembered that today was Regans first day at Briarwood and casually asked, How was school?

He was totally unprepared for her response. She burst into tears and threw herself down, burying her face in his comforter and conveniently wiping her eyes and her nose on his duvet. She told him everything shed been saving up since recess. The problem was, she didnt make a lick of sense.

It all came out in one long, rambling, barely coherent, sentence. I hate school and Im never going back, not ever, cause they didnt let us have snacks and T had to sit still for too long and there was this girl and the other big girl made her cry and the big girl said if we told teacher, shed get us too and I didnt know what to do so I went by the building with the girl at recess and I helped her cry and now Im never going back to that bad school again cause tomorrow the big girl said she was going to get the girl again.

Aiden was astonished. Regan was wailing for all she was worth. Had she not been so miserable, he would have laughed. Such drama. She got that trait from the Hamilton side of the family. All the Hamiltons wore their emotions on their sleeves. He and Spencer and Walker fortunately took after the Madison side. They were far more reserved.