Iris Johansen - This Fierce Splendor

A book in the Delaney Dynasty series, 1988

Kantalan, Mexico

Summer, A.D. 1517

The Sun Child was trembling.

The motion beneath Sayans sandals was a mere quivering that vanished almost as it began. She would never have noticed it if her senses had not been tuned to exquisite sensitivity by the knowledge of what was to come.

Her hand tightened on the stem of the silver goblet. She was also trembling. She hadnt expected to be this afraid. She had thought once she had accepted her fate, she would have the courage to meet it with dignity. After all, it would not be a cruel death. She would drift peacefully to sleep, never to awaken. At least, never to awaken on this plane. There had been something in the flames, a promise

She lifted the goblet to her lips and quickly swallowed a large draft of potent maize wine. It was strong and smooth as it slid down her throat, leaving warmth in its wake. She was not quite so cold now, and she would be able to meet her fate as a clairana should. She moved slowly to the polished brass mirror affixed to the far wall. The mellow golden circle reflected the scarlet blossoms in the white jade vase on the low table in front of the mirror and beyond it her own image. She had dressed very carefully tonight to forestall this very terror and give her confidence. She wore her favorite ceremonial robe, the cloak of sunrise. A sunburst of fine silk pleats fell from the shoulders of the garment in a cascade of gold and ivory and rose and was fastened at her throat with a large yellow-diamond clasp whose facets sparkled in the soft candlelight. The ivory silk gown beneath it was a mere slip of material, and it revealed the full thrust of her breasts and the clean line of her thighs. At least she looked like a clairana. She mustnt have these doubts. When the time came she would have the courage she needed. Probably the isolation of the last few days had been more painful than her death would be.

The priests had been very wise in their punishment. They had snatched none of the riches that were the accoutrements of her position from her. They had taken away only their belief in her and the companionship to which a clairana was accustomed. She decided it was the terrible loneliness making her so cowardly. Everyone was alone within their soul, but a touch, a word, would have been a comfort as she released her essence to the-

You look splendid.

Sayan whirled to face the man standing in the doorway. No! she whispered. I told you to leave. I begged you to leave and you promised you would. Why are you still here, Dalkar?

I lied. He strolled into the chamber, moving with grace and athletic coordination. His sandals made no sound on the marble tiles. His white teeth were gleaming in his bronze face as he smiled at her, and she felt an eddy of warmth cascade through her that was more heady than the strong wine she had just drunk.

He was the one who was splendid. Strong and superbly muscled like a giant jaguar, his dark eyes shining with humor and vitality. He was naked to the waist as was his custom. The single swath of a dark brown leather chanton girdled his slim hips, leaving his muscular thighs as naked as his hair-roughened chest. The cords of the sandals that crisscrossed his ankles and lower calves were also leather. A beaten silver necklace imbedded with turquoise encircled his strong brown throat; the center medallion, inscribed with the cross of the four rivers, hung directly between his breasts. His features were not at all handsome. His nose was too short and blunt and his cheekbones too broad. It made no difference. He drew women to him like the great lodestone in the temple of Ra. He was all male virility and joyous laughter. Sayan had heard the whispers that followed him before he had even approached her, and knew he was not a man she could trust to keep his distance. That, too, had made no difference. His body had seduced her with its strength and heated masculinity, but it was his laughter that had enchanted and won her.

He was laughing now. You should have known better than to trust me. Any man who would dishonor a clairana is capable of any crime. He picked up the graceful silver pitcher from the black marble table and poured a small amount of wine into a goblet. I knew you wouldnt stop arguing unless I told you Id leave Kantalan. He lifted the goblet in a toast. And I had no intention of leaving either you or Kantalan. If you stay, I stay.

I dont want you to die. I want you to live. It will happen, Dalkar, believe me. Her eyes glittered in the candlelight with the tears she refused to let fall. Please believe me. I saw it in the sacred flames. It was a true vision. Ra didnt take away my powers when I committed the blasphemy.

He stiffened and his smile faded. It was no blasphemy. It was beautiful. Just because the priests have declared us outcasts doesnt mean what we did was wrong. If you hadnt been the clairana, I would have been allowed to take you as my lady. We were right to ignore those pompous fools and their outdated superstition and seize the joy that was our right to know.

She shook her head. No, we were wrong. If I hadnt betrayed my vow, our people would have believed in me and fled Kantalan. They would not be climbing the Sun Child tonight to give sacrifice.

He frowned. You have regrets?

Her eyes widened. Of course I have regrets. The greatest civilization that has existed since we left the homeplace is going to be destroyed. Her despairing gaze searched his face. You dont believe me either, do you?

He shrugged. Im a soldier, not a mystic. I believe what I can see, what I can touch, and what we are together. He smiled. Is that enough for you, Sayan?

No, you must believe. Her voice was vibrant with urgency. You must leave Kantalan, Dalkar.

Shh. His fingers touched her lips gently. It doesnt matter what I believe or dont believe. If I thought Ra was going to rain fire down and destroy the world in the next instant, I would still be here.

There will be no fire. She closed her eyes. Not this time. Not until the four who come after walk the streets of Kantalan.

Dalkar felt a cold chill in the hollow of his spine. He had always been a confirmed skeptic, but her utter certainty shook him. Then he moved his shoulders as if shrugging off a burden. He had always lived for the moment, and Sayan had given him the most exquisite moments in his life. He had learned these last few days when he had forced himself to stay away from her that a future without her would be meaningless. It was not a future he could contemplate. If Sayans prophecy proved true, then he could have no more beloved a companion with to whom spend that final moment. Yet it was against his nature to accept even the possibility of death meekly. I could take you away. We could make a life for ourselves somewhere else.

I cant go. She opened her eyes to reveal a sadness that made his throat tighten with empathy and love.

Love. He hadnt realized until this moment how much he did love her. She had been a passion, an obsession, a challenge. He had always been tempted by any challenge that presented itself, and Sayan had posed a most difficult and exciting one. He didnt honestly know whether he had set out to seduce her because she was forbidden or because he was truly captivated by her. She was undoubtedly a great beauty, with her perfect features and huge dark eyes, but her solemn mystical temperament was foreign to his easygoing nature. Well, it no longer mattered how they had reached this point; their future was bound inexorably together. Of that he was sure.