Elley Arden - Baby by Design

First and foremost, I have to acknowledge my editor, Barb Wilson. She makes me feel like a rock star when I know Im anything but.

I also couldnt have written a book like this without intimate knowledge of a big, loud, loving Italian-American family. Im truly blessed, and I love you all.

And finally, ovarian cancer left a hole in my life and my heart when it claimed my grandmother. In an effort to do my part to make sure future generations can avoid a similar pain, Ill be donating a portion of proceeds from this book to the Ovarian Cancer Research Fund.

My God, he cleans up nice. Trish DeVign said the words around a mouthful of anise-flavored birthday cake while she stared at a suit-and-tie clad Tony Corcarelli. His colorful tattoos were covered by the sleeves of a fitted single-breasted jacket and navy dress shirt. His pitch-black hair was combed away from his face. And hed shaved, leaving a slight contrast of color on his cheeks and chin, drawing her eyes straight to his unblemished lips.

Too bad hes such a screw up.

Trish tore her gaze from Tony to level her best friend with the stink eye. Thats not a nice thing to say about your brother.

Its true. Look at him playing paper football with the kids while hes dressed in an $800 suit. He should try spending less on clothes, keeping more of that money in the bank, and acting like a grown-up once in a while.

Trish sighed as the sinfully handsome man flicked a white triangle across the table to the tune of childrens cackles. I think its cute.

You would. Shoot. Aunt Helens got a slice of cake big enough to prompt diabetic shock. Wheres my mother? Angie whipped her head in all directions and growled. Ill be back.

Alone in the midst of familial chaos, Trish tapped her nails on the bottom of her plate and looked around the banquet room of Cestones Italian Restaurant. Four generations of Corcarellis were a sight to be seen; a sight that made her smile even though it made her heart hurt. In the corner of the room, middle-aged women fussed over the food tables, directing servers, corralling cookies, and spearing meatballs, while in the center of the room, middle-aged men ate until their belt buckles popped. All around, the older generation talkedand talkedand talked, punctuating every sentence with nodding heads and waving hands. She loved them all, but it was the children that tethered her heart, tugging her toward their joyful noises.

Tony, me next. Ill kick your as

Trish surmised the kid to be about twelve, and when he noticed her approaching, he bit off his last word amid oohs and ahhs from other kids around the table.

With sheepish eyes he looked from her to his cousin. Ill beat you is all. Thats what I was gonna say, Tony. Honestly.

Sure you were, Tony said with a grin that tightened the tether on Trishs heart. Just gimme ten minutes to throw some cake down my throat and Im all yours. He stood, smoothed a hand down the button line of his suit coat, and blinded her with the full power of his male magnetism. All it took was a crooked smile, one that created a dark dip in his left cheek, not quite a dimpleno, dimples were too cute for a man thisedgy. Hey, Boss Lady. Id ask you to join me for cake, but I see you beat me to it.

Trish looked down at her empty plate and swallowed the ridiculous butterflies that escaped their netting whenever Tony came around. What can I say? It was delicious.

He grinned again. In that case, you should have another.

Shed been raised by a bone-skinny woman who espoused never eating a second serving of anything. Despite the doctrine being tattooed on Trishs brain, Tony Corcarelli was the kind of guy who could convince a girl to splurge. A classic bad boy, he was capable of more harm than good. But the good Mmm. Mmm. Mmm.

Trish shook her head, scattering the thoughts that had her wallowing in adolescent purgatory, and reached for a more comfortable, competent topic. Hows the Jorgens sofa coming along?

Should be done tomorrow. I can have the wingbacks ready next week. There wasnt a wrinkle on or around his lips, just smooth, perfectly puffed skin that circled a mouth decorated with teeth so white they were a sin on a man that dark.

Thats fine. Im still waiting on the completion of a couple inlaid rugs, but the sooner the better. I want to keep this project on time. She sounded professionaland uptight, which was out of place for their surroundings but so much better than sounding like a crushing teen.

So dont go changing the fabric on me again. He dropped his chin to his chest and regarded her through wide, smoky eyes. Ya hear? And then he winked.

Her stomach tumbled, churning the cake shed eaten into cream.

There you are. Jackson wrapped a sweaty hand around her bicep. I have to go.

Tony lifted his full brows. Duty calls, Doc?

Something like that.

But Trish knew better. Jackson wasnt on-call. He simply wasnt fond of the Corcarellis, something shed learned on the car ride to the restaurant when he called them Jersey Shore without the booze. The comment nagged Trish until she couldnt dismiss it as a poor attempt at humor, so she added it to the mental column of negatives vs. positives she kept for all her dates.

Enjoy the rest of your evening, kids, Tony said with another crooked grin and a bob of his brows as he maneuvered around them. It was the kind of look that insinuated the rest of Trishs evening would be filled with hot, sticky, adventurous sex.

Trish would be lucky if she got a goodnight kiss. Looking up at prune-faced Jackson, she sighed. Three dates in, and already the negatives assigned to his list dipped perilously close to the kiss-off line.

Tony, wait. A frilly-dressed, raven-haired girl shoved between Trish and Jackson to scurry after Tony.

Trish watched Tony turn and catch his little cousin as she leapt into his arms. The heartfelt, unscripted gesture made her smile, but when she turned back to Jackson he was scowling.

These people have no manners, he grumbled. And too many kids.

Thirty minutes later, after enough goodbyes, arrivedercis, and double-cheek kisses, Trish tucked inside Jacksons Porsche and listened to his continued complaints.

That was a waste of three hours.

I disagree. Nonna turning eighty-five is a big deal.

He rolled his eyes. Shes not your grandmother. None of those people are related to youthank God. You couldve sent a card and some flowers. Why subject yourself to that circus?

That circus was all Trish wanted from lifenot that specific circus, but a circus of her own. Loud, brash, unconditional love, not the kind of love that was earned by good behavior and hefty bankrolls. She sighed, because this part of getting to know someone in order to ascertain compatibility was always the most uncomfortable. Im adopted.

Oh. He glanced at her as he adjusted his grip on the steering wheel. I didnt know that.

Considering how much Jackson adored her surgeon father and socialite mother, she couldnt help but wonder if he was disappointed she didnt share the sacred DeVign genes.

Its not really a big deal until Im around a family like the Corcarellis, Trish continued. Then I start to wonder what my biological family is like.

Road noise swirled between them as she waited patiently for his reaction.

He snorted. If you ask me, thats dangerous thinking. I mean obviously youre better off now. Look how lucky you are. Hell, Id stand in line to be adopted by the DeVigns.