Dzhon Makdonald - Enough to Cure the Blues [story]

The way we got booked into Sarasota, you could laugh about it or cry. The outfit is called Three Beats and a Belle, a name I think we could do without. But Cuddis, who books us, likes it extremely, mostly because he made it up. Im Harry, on piano. Theres Lew on bass, a nervous, dark, wispy little guy. And theres Buck on the horn, very fine horn indeed. Hes a big type who looks Princeton, about the fifth reunion bracket, but isnt. Were the Three Beats. The Belle is Vicky, 5-foot-5, hair like black ink, dimensions like those you read about after theyve elected a Miss Potato Crop, or a Miss Extruded Plastic.

What Vicky does, she sings in a raspy little voice which I find pleasing because its a true voice, and the timing is there. Too many times I hear big rich voices with as many flats as old trolley wheels, and about as much timing as a cracked distributor.

About this Sarasota thing, wed been booked in Miami, at the Carralonne on the Beach until February last, and then it was roar across state in the wagon to hit the opening of a new club on Lido Key called honestly The Inside Track.

We got across to Sarasota on schedule and found the men in black rubber raincoats still wetting down the ashes of The Inside Track. Im good old Harry, house mother. I drive the wagon. I deal with management. I deal with Cuddis. I spread salve on all bruised personalities. Also I get the horse share of work on account of in many places they want piano alone for the cocktail kick, and the whole group at night.

We moved into the motel the owners of The Inside Track had lined up. Vicki, of course, gets her own room. I bunk in with Buck. Lew sleeps alone because, though a very small guy, he has a snore like bowling with square balls.

Cuddis, highly distressed, said on the phone he would check around and call back. It took him a whole day to get us lined up in a Tamiami Trail trap called The Flying Gull, on a one-week-at-a-time contract for half the money. He said it was purely a stop-gap.

Somebody had shot that gull in mid-air. It was the sort of place which, even though it hasnt got one, you always remember as having had a dirt floor. A little stand with tired crepe paper and weary tinsel. A beer-nursing clientele. Brass-throated waitresses and half a ball bat behind the bar. Also, I might add, the piano wasnt exactly the kind Liberace lights candles on.

I looked it over alone and went back, slightly on the moody side, to report to the others. It was like stepping into the past. Like three years ago in Chicago, we worked that class of joint. Not Vicky, just Buck, Lew and me. Vicky is within the last year.

I painted it black, and that night we opened. Vicky looked around at the place as though she was holding it out at arms length, by one corner. I knew I would have no trouble with Lew. Away from his bass he is a pretty bleached-out personality. Three words in a row is a long chatter. Give him gin, board, room and Molly which is what he calls the blond bass fiddle and nothing can roil him.

With Vicky, I didnt expect much trouble. Shes a very nice girl. (There are many very nice girls in the business; its only the clowns who give the canary trade a bad name.) Vickys nice in the morning-glass-of-milk, money-home-to-Mother meaning of the word. I picked her up after she won a TV deal, and by then we had it made, so this earthy-type bistro was a serious shock to her.

But shes a workman. In our production numbers, like the ersatz Spanish deals, she wags around clacking sticks and shaking gourds among other things. Even with the wolf yelps and leers, I did not anticipate trouble with her. And I was right, because even if she was working at the bottom of a tar pit and it was working near Buck, it would not be too sticky for her on account of the torch.

Its not a torch she carries where you can see her wave it around. Its a torch she keeps in her cellar. And not a feeble light, either. Its maybe 10 thousand candle power. Once in a while she leaves the cellar door ajar and then, for a fraction of a second, like when she looks at Buck and hes not looking, it could blind you. As is most always the case, Buck wouldnt see it if she flung it in his face.

I knew Id have trouble with Buck. The surroundings would make old memories sharper.

It was like this. There was a girl. Also a canary but this one was not as nice, and her name was Reena, and she and Buck had an understanding. There was another horn, and his name was Jack Bryce. On old disks you can still hear him. Gaudy, rough, mellow a horn that makes the backs of your hands prickle, and shoots golden bullets through your head. A better horn than Bucks. Not much, but enough.

It happened four years ago. Jack and Reena took off together. They had to take off, because if theyd tried to stay, Buck would have killed him. He had a bad case of Reena. Jack fell off the edge of the world. Buck couldnt trace him. Buck played drunk horn for a year. And despite rumors to the contrary, drunk horn is bad horn mostly.

I formed the trio, then, three years back. Buck never failed to ask any musician about Jack Bryce, and Reena. But as I said, they had fallen off some place. Buck was cured of the bottle, and he was cured of his yen for Reena, but not of his one-track determination to find them and bust Jacks head in.

Buck began to play more horn than ever before. He had chances to leave the group. But most of them would have meant a steady stand. And with us he could keep roaming. He had the idea that some place, sometime, he would run into the pair of them.

I expected trouble from Buck and I was right. But, believe me, it was the right kind of trouble. This is the only way I can explain it. Take a joint like The Flying Gull, outside Sarasota. Fill it with a great big group of amateur and professional girl-watchers. Then put our Vicky, who is without flaw, in something as well-fitting as a coat of varnish. And then have Buck come up with so much horn that theyd rather hear him than watch her. Its the truth.

He rode it way out there into the lost places of the human heart. All the bittersweet and the sadness. He leaned on the old ones: Body and Soul. Penthouse Serenade. Talk of the Town. Sophisticated Lady.

Listen, sometimes those notes would come out like those little balls of mercury you held in your hand the time you were sick and the thermometer broke and your mother let you have the escaped silver in a dish.

Sometimes the notes were brass claws, closing on your heart. Sometimes the sound came with banners waving, proudly, but a parade that walked the edge of nightmare.

We let him have his head. That first night and the next and the next. The place was packed. Buck began to pull in the good trade. A lot of it. You might think that I might think that he was wasting all that horn on that place, at those prices. But with musicians it doesnt work like that. It comes to you and you have to give it out. No matter where. Even a sodden hotel room with a towel stuffed in the bell of the horn and no fee at all. Music for free. Buck was singing about how the good times had gone. Vicky stood to the side, with a breathless look about her, and she watched him with all her heart and all her longing in her eyes. That cellar door was wide open, but Bucks eyes were shut. The only breaks Lew and I took were to give Buck a chance to breathe and brace before hitting it again.

Once in a great while you get it like that. I can remember only three times in my life. A weekend in St. Louis. Four nights in New York on the old 52nd Street, before the street was turned into a dirty post card. And Buck in The Flying Gull. Each time it was horn. Funny why that should be. Maybe a horn plays closer to the raw notes of the human heart in both ecstasy and agony.

It happened on the fourth night at The Flying Gull. I was chording a background for him, anticipating the key changes. Lew was right with it. I could faintly hear Vicky humming a dusky counterpoint to the fine horn. It was quarter of two in the morning. The piece was old: One Hour Tonight. And Buck was putting things in it that had never been there before. The crowd had slimmed out. The ones that were left listened, looking into their drinks, thinking of old times and old faces.