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N E T H E R L A N D

Joseph ONeill

Pantheon Books New York

This is a work of fiction. Names, characters, places, and incidents either are the product of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, events, or locales is entirely coincidental. Copyright 2008 by Joseph ONeill

All rights reserved. Published in the United States of America by Pantheon Books, a division of Random House, Inc., New York, and in Canada by Random House of Canada Limited, Toronto.

Pantheon Books and colophon are registered trademarks of Random House, Inc. Published simultaneously in Great Britain by Fourth Estate, an imprint of HarperCollins Publishers, London.

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To Sally

I dreamd in a dream, I saw a city invincible to the attacks of the whole of the rest of the earth; I dreamd that was the new City of Friends

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The afternoon before i left london for new

YorkRachel had flown out six weeks previouslyI was in my cubicle at work, boxing up my possessions, when a senior vice-president at the bank, an Englishman in his fifties, came to wish me well. I was surprised; he worked in another part of the building and in another department, and we were known to each other only by sight. Nevertheless, he asked me in detail about where I intended to live (Watts? Which block on Watts?) and reminisced for several minutes about his loft on Wooster Street and his outings to the original Dean & DeLuca. He was doing nothing to hide his envy.

We wont be gone for very long, I said, playing down my good fortune. That was, in fact, the plan, conceived by my wife: to drop in on New York City for a year or three and then come back.

You say that now, he said. But New Yorks a very hard place to leave. And once you do leave... The S.V.P., smiling, said, I still miss it, and I left twelve years ago.

It was my turn to smilein part out of embarrassment, because hed spoken with an American openness. Well, well see, I said.

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Yes, he said. You will.

His sureness irritated me, though principally he was pitiable

like one of those Petersburgians of yesteryear whose duties have washed him up on the wrong side of the Urals. But it turns out he was right, in a way. Now that I, too, have left that city, I find it hard to rid myself of the feeling that life carries a taint of aftermath. This last-mentioned word, somebody once told me, refers literally to a second mowing of grass in the same season. You might say, if youre the type prone to general observations, that New York City insists on memorys repetitive moweron the sort of purposeful postmortem that has the effect, so one is told and forlornly hopes, of cutting the grassy past to manageable proportions. For it keeps growing back, of course. None of this means that I wish I were back there now; and naturally Id like to believe that my own retrospection is in some way more important than the old S.V.P.s, which, when I was exposed to it, seemed to amount to not much more than a cheap longing. But theres no such thing as a cheap longing, Im tempted to conclude these days, not even if youre sobbing over a cracked fingernail. Who knows what happened to that fellow over there? Who knows what lay behind his story about shopping for balsamic vinegar? He made it sound like an elixir, the poor bastard.

At any rate, for the first two years or so of my return to England, I did my best to look away from New Yorkwhere, after all, Id been unhappy for the first time in my life. I didnt go back there in person, and I didnt wonder very often about what had become of a man named Chuck Ramkissoon, whod been a friend during my final East Coast summer and had since, in the way of these things, become a transitory figure. Then, one evening in the spring of this year, 2006, Rachel and I are at home, in Highbury. She is absorbed by a story in the newspaper. I have already read it. It concerns the emergence of a group of tribespeople from the

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Amazon forest in Colombia. They are reportedly tired of the hard jungle life, although its noted they still like nothing better than to eat monkey, grilled and then boiled. A disturbing photograph of a boy gnawing at a blackened little skull illustrates this fact. The tribespeople have no idea of the existence of a host country named Colombia, and no idea, more hazardously, of diseases like the common cold or influenza, against which they have no natural defenses.

Hello, Rachel says, your tribe has come to light.

Im still smiling when I answer the ringing phone. A New York Times reporter asks for Mr. van den Broek. The reporter says, This is about Kham, ah, Khamraj Ramkissoon... ?

Chuck, I say, sitting down at the kitchen table. Its Chuck Ramkissoon.

She tells me that Chucks remains have been found in the Gowanus Canal. There were handcuffs around his wrists and evidently he was the victim of a murder. I dont say anything. It seems to me this woman has told an obvious lie and that if I think about it long enough a rebuttal will come to me.

Her voice says, Did you know him well? When I dont answer, she says, It says somewhere you were his business partner.

Thats not accurate, I say.

But you were in business together, right? Thats what my note says.

No, I say. Youve been misinformed. He was just a friend.

She says, OhOK. There is a tapping of a keyboard and a hiatus.

Sois there anything you can tell me about his milieu?

His milieu? I say, startled into correcting her mooing pronunciation.

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Well, you knowwho he hung out with, what kind of trouble he might have gotten himself into, any shady characters... She adds with a faint laugh, It is kind of unusual, what happened.

I realize that Im upset, even angry.

Yes, I finally say. You have quite a story on your hands.

The next day a small piece runs in the Metro section. It has been established that Chuck Ramkissoons body lay in the water by the Home Depot building for over two years, among crabs and car tires and shopping carts, until a so-called urban diver made a

macabre discovery while filming a school of striped bass. Over the next week there is a trickle of follow-up items, none of them informative. But apparently it is interesting to readers, and reassuring to certain traditionalists, that the Gowanus Canal can still turn up a murder victim. Theres death in the old girl yet, as one commentator wittily puts it.

The night we receive the news, Rachel, in bed next to me, asks,

So whos this man? When I dont immediately answer, she puts down her book.

Oh, I say, Im sure Ive told you about him. A cricket guy I used to know. A guy from Brooklyn.

She repeats after me, Chuck Ramkissoon?

Her voice contains a detached note I dont like. I roll away onto one shoulder and close my eyes. Yes, I say. Chuck Ramkissoon.

Chuck and I met for the first time in August 2002. I was playing cricket at Randolph Walker Park, in Staten Island, and Chuck was present as one of the two independent umpires who gave their services in return for a fifty-dollar honorarium. The day was thick as a jelly, with a hot, glassy atmosphere and no wind, not even a breeze from the Kill of Kull, which flows less than two hundred yards from Walker Park and separates Staten Island from New