Ben Apatoff is a New York writer and educator whose work has appeared in Metal Injection, MetalSucks, and the Morbid Anatomy Museum. He was born the summer Metallica released Kill Em All.
R oaring Hella Mega-Stylin Cheers, Danke, Tak, Merci, Skol, Ta, Right on Bro Dudez, Fucken a rights baby man!!!......... THANX TO: My stone cold crazy friends and family, my hero Katherine Turman for her help and encouragement, Laina for writing a better foreword than I could have imagined, John, Barbara, and Carol at Rowman & Littlefield, Robert and Bernadette at Backbeat Books, Brianna Westervelt and Emily Natsios, Rob and Frank at Metal Injection, Vince and Axl at MetalSucks, Letitia and the Morbid Anatomy Museum, Steve Thrasher, Sarah Anne Wharton, D. X. Ferris, Tim Ford, Lupe Lozano, Andrew Buonfiglio, Richard Contreras, Joe Berlinger, Adam Dubin, Michael Alago, Bryan Steele, Nick Monteleone, Sylvia, Eat, Katie and Detective Nerses, William Lent, John Sherman for his editorial brilliance, Gabrielle Moss and Margaret Eby for their wisdom and writing inspiration, Saint Vitus, Hanks Saloon (RIP), Lucky 13 Saloon, the Brooklyn Public Library, James, Lars, Kirk, Cliff, Jason, Robert, and, of course, Metallica fans all over the world.
This book would not exist without Michelle Campagna, who was wearing my Garage Days Re-Revisited shirt when she said yes.
Some of you recognized this quote from the Master of Puppets liner notes. But did you know its also one of the first documented uses of the adverb hella, sixteen years before it made its way to the Oxford English Dictionary? Metallica, ever the trailblazers.
BOOKS
Alago, Michael. I Am Michael Alago: Breathing Music. Signing Metallica. Beating Death. Backbeat, 2020.
Berlinger, Joe, and Milner, Greg. Metallica: This Monster Lives: The Inside Story of Some Kind of Monster. Macmillan, 2004.
Blush, Steven, and Petros, George. American Hardcore: A Tribal History. Feral House, 2010.
Brannigan, Paul, and Winwood, Ian. Birth School Metallica Death, Volume 1: The Biography. Vol. 1. Constellation, 2013.
Brannigan, Paul, and Winwood, Ian. Into the Black: The Inside Story of Metallica (19912014). Da Capo Press, 2014.
Chirazi, Steffan (ed.). So What!: The Good, the Mad, and the Ugly. Broadway, 2004.
Christie, Ian. Sound of the Beast: The Complete Headbanging History of Heavy Metal. Arcana, 2009.
Crocker, Chris. Metallica: The Frayed Ends of Metal. St. Martins Press, 1993.
Dome, Malcolm, and Wall, Mick. Metallica: The Music and the Mayhem. Omnibus, 2011.
Doughton, K. J. Metallica Unbound. Hachette UK, 2008.
Eglington, Mark. So Let It Be Written: The Biography of Metallicas James Hetfield. Lesser Gods, 2017.
Ellefson, David, and McIver, Joel. My Life with Deth: Discovering Meaning in a Life of Rock & Roll. Howard Books, 2014.
Gaines, Donna. Teenage Wasteland: Suburbias Dead End Kids. University of Chicago Press, 1998.
Gilmour, Michael J. (ed.). Call Me the Seeker: Listening to Religion in Popular Music. Continuum, 2005.
Guitar World (eds.). Metallica: 30 Years of the Worlds Greatest Heavy Metal Band. Time Home Entertainment, 2013.
Halfin, Ross. The Ultimate Metallica. Chronicle Books, 2010.
Hammett, Kirk (ed.). Its Alive! Classic Horror and Sci-Fi Movie Posters from the Kirk Hammett Collection. Skira Rizzoli, 2017.
Hammett, Kirk, and Chirazi, Steffan. Too Much Horror Business. Harry N. Abrams, 2012.
Hermes, Will, and Michel, Sia (eds.). Spin: 20 Years of Alternative Music: Original Writing on Rock, Hip-Hop, Techno, and Beyond. Three Rivers Press, 2005.
Ian, Scott. Im the Man: The Story of That Guy from Anthrax. Da Capo Press, 2014.
Ingham, Chris, and Udo, Tommy. Metallica: The Stories Behind the Biggest Songs. Carlton, 2009.
Irwin, William (ed.). Metallica and Philosophy: A Crash Course in Brain Surgery. Vol. 71. John Wiley & Sons, 2009.
Kilmister, Lemmy. White Line Fever: The Autobiography. Citadel Press, 2004.
Konow, David. Bang Your Head: The Rise and Fall of Heavy Metal. Three Rivers Press, 2002.
Kot, Greg. Ripped: How the Wired Generation Revolutionized Music. Simon & Schuster, 2009.
Masciotra, David. Metallicas Metallica. Bloomsbury Academic, 2015.
McIver, Joel. Justice for All: The Truth About Metallica. Omnibus Press, 2014.
McIver, Joel. The 100 Greatest Metal Guitarists. Jawbone Press, 2008.
McIver, Joel. To Live Is to Die: The Life and Death of Metallicas Cliff Burton. Jawbone Press, 2016.
Mustaine, Dave. Mustaine: A Life in Metal. Singapore Books, 2011.
Pillsbury, Glenn T. Damage, Incorporated: Metallica and the Production of Musical Identity. Routledge, 2006.
Popoff, Martin. Metallica: The Complete Illustrated History. Voyageur Press, 2013.
Putterford, Mark. Metallica in Their Own Words. Omnibus Press, 1994.
Rotfeld, Arthur. The Art of Kirk Hammett. Cherry Lane Music, 1997.
Stenning, Paul. Metallica: All That Matters. Plexus Publishing Limited, 2010.
Taylor, Matt. Metallica: Back to the Front: A Fully Authorized Visual History of the Master of Puppets Album and Tour. Insight Editions, 2016.
Van Sloten, John. The Day Metallica Came to Church: Searching for the Everywhere God in Everything. Square Inch, 2010.
Wall, Mick. Enter Night: A Biography of Metallica. St. Martins Press, 2011.
Walser, Robert. Running with the Devil: Power, Gender, and Madness in Heavy Metal Music. Wesleyan University Press, 1993.
Wiederhorn, Jon, and Turman, Katherine. Louder Than Hell: The Definitive Oral History of Metal. It Books, 2013.
FILM AND TV
Hired Gun. Dir. Fran Strine. 2016.
Get Thrashed: The Story of Thrash Metal Dir. Rick Ernst. 2016.
Jaco. Dir. Paul Marchand and Stephen Kijak. 2014.
Metallica: In Their Own Words. Dir. Matthew Ginsburg. 2009.
Metallica: The Early Years. Spotify. 2016.
Murder in the Front Row. Dir. Adam Dubin. 2019.
Rumble: The Indians Who Rocked the World. Dir. Catherine Bainbridge. 2017.
VH1 Behind the Music, Megadeth. Prod. George Moll and Paul Gallagher. 2001.
VH1 Behind the Music, Metallica. Dir. Michael McNamara. 1998.
Who the Fuck Is That Guy? The Fabulous Journey of Michael Alago. Dir. Drew Stone. 2017.
WEBSITES
Artist Direct
BBC
Blabbermouth
BuzzFeed
Consequence of Sound
Deezer.com
ExclaimTV
FearFestEvil
Forbes.com
Grammy.com
Guitar Center
HumoNegro.com
Invisible Oranges
Loudersound
Metal Injection
Metallica.com
Metallicaworld.co.uk
MetalSucks
Metclub.com
Metontour.com
Metsanitarium.com
Much.com
MusicVideoWire.com
Noisey
NPR.org
NRK
Pitchfork.com
PsychologyToday.com
RobertChristgau.com
RogerEbert.com
TeamRock.com
TheRinger.com
Vice
YouTube.com
MAGAZINES
Alternative Press
Brave Words & Bloody Knuckles
Circus
Classic Rock
Clique
CMJ New Music Monthly
Creem
Creem Metal
Drum!
Entertainment Weekly
Faces Rocks
GQ
Grinder
Guitar Player
Guitar Sound
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