With its special emphasis on what it means to be a female pursuing athletic excellence, Amanda Ottaways story is a welcome addition to the growing list of books addressing this subject. Unflinching and celebratory, The Rebounders captures the spirit of collegiate sport with both candor and joy.
Madeleine Blais, Pulitzer Prize winner and author of In These Girls, Hope Is a Muscle and To the New Owners
A personal, often poignant account of how hard it is to be a student-athlete, especially at a place like Davidsonand about what actually matters in the end.
Michael Kruse, senior staff writer for Politico and author of Taking the Shot: The Davidson Basketball Moment
This book, an exaltation of women in sports, is an important conversation about the space that women hold for one another; the knots we tie, the goals we reach, the urgency of college sports as experienced by women, and the sacred sorority of female athletes who seek excellenceand find it.
Dominique Christina, author of This Is Womans Work: Calling Forth Your Inner Council of Wise, Brave, Crazy, Rebellious, Loving, Luminous Selves
The Rebounders
The Rebounders
A Division I Basketball Journey
Amanda Ottaway
University of Nebraska Press | Lincoln and London
2018 by Amanda Ottaway. All rights reserved.
Cover designed by University of Nebraska Press; cover image courtesy of Brent Ottaway.
Author photo Meghan Dhaliwal.
Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data
Names: Ottaway, Amanda, author.
Title: The rebounders: a Division I basketball journey / Amanda Ottaway.
Description: Lincoln: University of Nebraska Press, 2018. | Includes bibliographical references.
Identifiers: LCCN 2017033926
ISBN 9780803296848 (hardback: alk. paper)
ISBN 9781496205872 (epub)
ISBN 9781496205889 (mobi)
ISBN 9781496205896 (pdf)
Subjects: LCSH : Ottaway, Amanda. | Women basketball playersUnited StatesBiography. | Davidson CollegeBasketball. | Davidson Wildcats (Basketball team) | Women college athletesUnited StatesSocial conditions. | BISAC : BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Sports. | SPORTS & RECREATION / Basketball. | BIOGRAPHY & AUTOBIOGRAPHY / Women.
Classification: LCC GV 884. O 88 A 3 2018 | DDC 796.323092 [B]dc23
LC record available at https://lccn.loc.gov/2017033926
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For my two families:
the one I was born into,
and the one I was recruited into.
I love you all endlessly.
But mostly for my mama,
the strongest woman in the world.
Contents
This book is mostly memoir, though I have researched and fact-checked it and confirmed accounts with others whenever I could.
When accounts of the same event differed, or when a party declined to comment, I used my own recollections and notes to write the scene.
The names of all Davidson womens players and coaches, and a few others, have been changed.
Im sitting in the stands of our home court, sprawled in Section 5, dressed in street clothes. My senior season in college is almost over. Its an odd place to be, in the bleachers looking down at the place that for four years held more of my life than anywhere else on this campus. From here, finally, I can see the court the way everybody else sees it. I see how well its been loved. The rims and their faded orange paint beckon warmly. The nets have relaxed with the weight of thousands of made shots. The empty court is glossy, symmetrical, expectant. Im seduced under the familiar glow of arena lights.
From here I am overwhelmed with an urge to squeeze a plump, smooth basketball between my fingers and shoot, to hear the satisfying chnk-whrr of a solid bank shot or the whisper of an exquisitely aimed free throw, a shot so perfect I barely feel it come off my hand, that addictive precision I chase by shooting thousands and thousands of them. I crave from some primal place inside the heart leap that accompanies a steal and fast break. I need the crush of flesh that comes with setting screens and taking charges, the dazzling clarity of a clean pass, the steady knowledge that the ball will always bounce back up into my hand.
If I walked downstairs to the locker room now to pull on my sports bra and compression shorts, my jersey and shorts, my knee wraps, ankle tape, socks, ankle braces, high-tops, and headband, and stepped onto the court, if I prepared to play the way I did five or six days a week for fifty weeks a year, things would get complicated. I would stand on the baseline and feel small and panic about how far away the other end was. The baskets would tower forebodingly. The ball would sit hard and cold and slippery in my hands. My creaky, aching body would shift and stiffenmy shoulders tense, tendons swollen, lungs empty, stomach heavy, eyes unfocused. The happy flush in my cheeks, the delicious view I have at this moment, would be shattered. Id struggle to dig up shards of the old feelings. I would forget, almost entirely, the way it used to feel to play basketball, how simple it once was to be in love with it.
The easy joy the sport brought me in middle and high school came with me to college, where it was challenged, where it blistered and bled and peeled off, where it got lost for a while, where it grew tough and leathery, like the skin of my dads old basketball in the garage of the house where I grew up, like a callus over an old wound.
The Bubble
My mother and my sixteen-year-old brother, Luke, and I were headed south, our blue minivan crammed so full of pillows, bedclothes, lamps, totes, and duffel bags that the rearview mirror was useless for anything except making sure Lukes scruffy blond head was still poking through the clutter. The late August sun beat down hard. Two and a half years earlier Id learned how to drive in this van. Now I was riding in it to college.
We trundled down Interstate 77, and I gazed out the window at the smooth lake stretching from either side of the highway and the sweeping, many-windowed houses that bloomed regally from its banks. Mom eased us off the highway to the Davidson/Davidson College exit, Exit 30, chatting about the lake. She loved that lake. So many people loved Lake Norman, we heard, that traffic on the interstate sometimes backed up because people slowed down their cars just to gape at it.
I wonder if the coaches will be there to help us move you in, my mom mused cheerfully.
The coaches. My coaches. Deborah Katz, the Davidson womens basketball head coach, and her three brand-new assistants, all of whom shed just hired that summer after the three assistants who recruited me quit in the spring. They said they would help us win our conference championship and get a bid to the programs first-ever Division I National Collegiate Athletic Association ( NCAA ) basketball tournament, the Big Dance, the deepest dream of thousands of teenage hoopsters around the country, including me. Coach Katz told me I would be a big part of the teams success. I couldnt wait to be a Davidson Wildcat.
I grew up the oldest of five children and the only girl. Our childhood was cozy and raucous and colorful. I once had two Barbies, and I tore their heads off in my bedroom closet. My brothers and I preferred Matchbox cars. Instead of using knives at the kitchen table, we cut our foodpancakes, chicken, spaghettiwith a pair of scissors because there were so many of us and it was quicker that way.
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