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Just Like Someone Without Mental Illness Only More So is a work of nonfiction. Some names and identifying details have been changed.

Copyright 2010 by Mark Vonnegut, M.D.

All rights reserved.

Published in the United States by Delacorte Press, an imprint of The Random House Publishing Group, a division of Random House, Inc., New York.

D ELACORTE P RESS is a registered trademark of Random House, Inc., and the colophon is a trademark of Random House, Inc.

Library of Congress Cataloging-in-Publication Data

Vonnegut, Mark.
Just like someone without mental illness only more so: a memoir / Mark Vonnegut.
p. cm.
eISBN: 978-0-440-33977-9
1. Vonnegut, Mark. 2. PediatriciansMassachusettsBostonBiography. 3. SchizophrenicsMassachusettsBostonBiography. 4. Children of celebritiesMassachusettsBostonBiography.
I. Title.
RJ43.V66A3 2010
618.928980092dc22 2010009765
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The other day I found the final versionalong with several draftsof the note below:

Dear Santa,

Can you please get me the large set of Picketts Charge (soldiers, horses, cannons, fences, trees, and a hill)?

From Oliver

Living with a seven-year-old who asks Santa for a 470-piece Civil War battle replica play set is a great joy and privilege. Yesterday he asked me, So what happened to the slaves after the Emancipation Proclamation?

This book is dedicated to all seven-year-olds and their seven-year-olds and their seven-year-olds and so forth and so on.

Contents
chapter 1
A Brief Family History
chapter 2
Raised by Wolves
chapter 3
The Coming of the Orphans
chapter 4
Hippie
chapter 5
Retooling
chapter 6
Bow Wow Boogie
chapter 7
Medical School
chapter 8
Mans Greatest Hospital
chapter 9
Crack-up Number Four
chapter 10
Coming Home
chapter 11
Honduras
chapter 12
Not Right for Here
chapter 13
Short Chapter
chapter 14
The Myth of Mental Wellness
chapter 15
Bricks and Lobsters
chapter 16
The Rope
chapter 17
Theres Nothing Quite as Final as a Dead Father
chapter 18
Mushrooms
A Note on the Title

When I talk to the National Alliance on Mental Illness (NAMI) and other patient support groups, I take questions at the end. At one talk I was asked, Whats the difference between yourself and someone without mental illness?

At another talk I was asked, How do you make the voices be not so mean?

I wish I knew.

Introduction

Ive gotten used to it, but very little about my life has been likely. In my early twenties I stopped being able to eat or sleep. I heard voices, went up against locked doors, was given a lot of medication, and lost my confidence that going crazy was something that happened to other people. It would have made perfectly good sense for me not to have done well and maybe have ended up killing myself after x number of relapses. Everyone would have adjusted. But I recovered enough to be able to think about what I would have wanted to become if it wasnt for the sixties and mental illness. I wanted to be a doctor and applied to twenty medical schools. It was a round number.

It would have been utterly unremarkable for all twenty to have said no. That the one that said yes was Harvard is either a miracle or a very funny joke.

Luck and circumstances make us as different from who we might have been as cats are from dogs and birds are from bugs. There must be a point in paying attention to what goes on. My fathers fame falls into the one-in-a-zillion category. Had I told someone after my first series of breaks that I might go to Harvard Medical School, they would have upped my meds and canceled my dayroom privileges.

Ive had the bad luck to get sick four times and the remarkable good luck to get better again each time. None of us are entirely well, and none of us are irrecoverably sick. At my best I have islands of being sick. At my worst I had islands of being well. Except for a reluctance to give up on myself there isnt anything I can claim credit for that helped me recover from my breaks. Even that doesnt count. You either have or dont have a reluctance to give up on yourself. It helps a lot if others dont give up on you. Had I been a little sicker a little longer or taken a little longer to get better, I never could have applied to, let alone gotten into, medical school. I managed to get well in the nick of time, by the skin of my teeth, needing every ounce of every resource I had.

And if youre lucky enough to survive going crazy and get back to the point where you can pass for normal, it builds a question into the rest of your life. You have to forgive people for wondering, How all right can he be?

After my fourth break, fourteen years after the first three, when everything was supposed to be okay because I had graduated from medical school and was a respected physician in the so-called real world but I fell apart anyway, my task was, once again, to get my sorry, sick, humiliated self back together as quickly as possible. Because if I didnt stand up and do a credible job of walking and talking, my license and job would have been up for grabs, and then how would I be able to tell if I was okay?

My psychotic episodes start out great. As a reward for diligence, patience, and the refusal to accept lesser gods, I am set free. Were all one, really and truly one, free at last, blissfully overwhelmed by Gods boundless love. Theres peace and universal brotherhood. Theres no need to wait for the other shoe to drop.

And then, a few weeks later, ten or twenty pounds lighter, Im foggily embarrassed in a cold world with things that need doing, like figuring out if I can still be a doctor and how to explain mental illness to my young children.

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There were crazy people in my family, but I had figured out good and sound reasons why I wouldnt go that way. I was stronger than that. But then there were three breaks in quick succession in 1971. I was diagnosed as suffering from schizophrenia. With the publication of the third edition of the Diagnostic and Statistical Manual of Mental Disorder (DSM III) in 1980, the diagnosis of schizophrenia was made more standard and required continual symptoms for at least five years. What I had and have is more consistent with what is now called bipolar disorder, which used to be called manic depression. The name change was an effort to get away from the stigma around the diagnosis of manic depression. Good luck.

Until we come up with an unequivocal blood test or the equivalent, were all blowing smoke and dont know if what we call schizophrenia and bipolar disorder are one disorder or a dozen.

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