Jordan Sonnenblick - Drums, Girls, and Dangerous Pie

This one is for my son,

Ross Matthew Sonnenblick,

who invented Dangerous Pie,

and for my daughter,

Emma Claire Sonnenblick,

who would happily have eaten it.

Theres a beautiful girl to my left, another to my right. Hundreds of colored balloons are tethered down behind me, baking in the June sun. Im wearing a brown gown thats sticking to my sweat-drenched skin, trying to keep my head straight so that my weird square cap doesnt fall off in front of the thousand people who are watching me. And of course, because Im me, Im spacing out. The questions are just tumbling through my mind.

How did I get up here? What have I learned since September? How could my life have possibly changed so much in only ten months?

Im not even sure I understand the questions, much less where to begin looking for the answers.

I guess a good starting point would be the longest journal Ive ever written in English class. This was back in September, when I was pretty sure about life. The topic was The most annoying thing in the world, and we were supposed to write the usual one-page response to it. I sat there for a few minutes, staring at the back of Renee Albert, whos the hottest girl in the eighth grade, trying to concentrate. Unfortunately, all I could concentrate on was Renee Albert. Did I mention shes the hottest girl in the eighth grade? Miss Palma is always going on and on about brainstorming and lists and prewriting, so I started a list of truly annoying things:

• Journal assignments
• Dull pencils
• The pencil sharpener smell
• Miss Palmas perfume
• Why doesnt Renee Albert ever look at me?
• Hot girls who never look at skinny geeks
• Being a skinny geek
• Being a skinny geek named Steven

Just then I realized that Miss Palma was standing behind me, reading over my shoulder (I guess thats why I was being asphyxiated by her perfume).

Thinking fast, I covered up my list, turned to her, and asked, Miss Palma, can the journal be longer than a page?

Sure, Steven. Why? What are you thinking about creating here?

(Creating here. She actually said that. Dont English teachers just slay you? My mom is actually an English teacher, but that doesnt mean I dont find my own English teachers a bit odd.)

Well, Im having trouble crafting my prose.

(Yeah, crafting my prose. Two can play this game)

Whats your topic? Remember what I always say: F.F.F!

(Stands for Form Follows Function, dont ya know.)

UmmmI want to write about a big topic. And its not exactly a thing. Itsits

(And then it hit me. The most annoying thing in my world is)

My little brother, Jeffrey.

Wow, thats an ambitious topic! Go ahead. If you need extra time, feel free to take the project home tonight, as well.

Thanks, Miss Palma. A lot.

Anyway, heres what I wrote:

Having a brother is horrible. Having any brother would be horrible, I suppose, but having my particular brother, Jeffrey, is an unrelenting nightmare. Its not because hes eight years younger than I am, although thats part of it. How would you like to be King of the Planet for eight glorious years, and then suddenly get demoted to Vice-King? Its not because hes cuter than I am, although thats part of it, too. I have mouse-brown cowlick-y hair, glasses that are about an inch thick, and braces that look like I tried to swallow a train wreck. He has those perfect little-kid Chiclet-white teeth, 20-20 vision, and little blond ringlets like the ones on the angels you see on the posters in art class. Its not even because he hates mehe doesnt. The truth is that he idolizes me. And thats the problem: The kid follows me around like Im Elvis or something. And while hes being much too cute and following me around, he also destroys all of my stuff, including my self-esteem and my sanity.

Take, for example, the Dangerous Pie incident. Jeffrey has known from an early age that the worst possible thing he can do to me is to touch my drum stuff. I have some rules about this: He may not PLAY the drums, he may not pretend the cymbals are shields and he is a knight, he may not hide IN the bass drum, and pretty much any Jeffrey-to-drumsticks contact is a massive no-no. But on one fateful afternoon last year, Jeffrey threw the rules out the window.

On the tragic day, I came home, said hi to Mom, glugged down some milk, and headed down to the basement to practice. I was in a particularly good mood, I remember, because Renee Albert had told me in P.M. homeroom that she liked my shirt. As this was such a grand occasion, I decided to take the Special Sticks down from their sacred perch and use them for my practice-pad warm-up. In case you didnt know this, a practice pad is a thick, dense, flat piece of rubber. Usually its glued onto a piece of wood. You practice playing drums on it, because it feels a lot like playing on a real drumhead. Anyhow, the Special Sticks would be just an ordinary pair of my favorite sticksRegal Tip 5As with nylon tipsexcept that they have been autographed by my all-time drum hero, Carter Beauford of the Dave Matthews Band. I once saved up all my babysitting money for a couple of months, got two tickets to a drum clinic Carter Beauford was giving an hour and a half away in Philadelphia, and begged my dad to take me for two weeks until he finally gave in. At the clinic, during what I like to think of as the Two Glorious Minutes, Carter Beauford himself called me up front to demonstrate a double-stroke roll. After I did it, he said I had nice technique and signed my sticks, right there in front of a roomful of drummers! So I had spent quite a bit of blood, toil, tears, and sweat in order to get the Special Sticks.

But the Special Sticks werent on their shelf.

Jeffrey!

I ran upstairs at top speed, hoping I would be in time but knowing that the odds were stacked against me. I burst into the kitchen and found Jeffrey doing his cooking thing on the floor. Pots and pans were everywheredont ask me how I had somehow not noticed this on my way downstairs the first timeand Jeffrey was stirring some pretend concoction in the deepest pot of all. With my Special Sticks.

I advanced toward him, with what must have been a disturbing gleam of violence in my eye.

Jeffrey! Give-me-the-sticks!

But Im just COOKING.

Give-me-the-sticks!

But the Dangerous Pie isnt READY yet.

I dont care about your stupid four-year-old makebelieve food. Give-me-the-sticks!

But this is REAL food!

And it was. Jeffreys Dangerous Pie was a zesty blend of coffee grounds, raw eggs and their smashed shells, Coke, uncooked bacon, and three Matchbox racing cars.

The Special Sticks STILL smell funny.

Or maybe I should tell you about the Please kill me, Mom affair. This fiasco happened after my All-City High School Jazz Band concert last June. Getting into the All-City band is a big, big deal, especially for a drummerbecause there are six trumpeters, five saxes, four trombones, et cetera, but only two drummers. It was even a bigger deal for me last year, because I was the first seventh-grade drummer EVER admitted into the All-City high school band. They even had to send a special van to the middle school just to get me and this girl named Annette Watson, whos the backup piano player. Shes actually really good, but theres this twelfth-grade guy whos been the main pianist since he was a freshman, and hes not about to get booted by a middle school girl in his senior year. Shes funny, and she may be the only kid in the middle school who cares about music the way I do, but shes also kind of weird. Its like shes figured out how to play Beethoven and Thelonious Monk but hasnt quite mastered the art of being a girl yet.