Sandra Brown - The Crush

THE CRUSH

Sandra Brown

Prologue

Dr. Lee Howell's home telephone rang at 2:07 A.m.

His wife, Myrna, who was sleeping beside him, grumbled into her pillow. "Who's that? You're not on call tonight."

The Howells had been in bed barely an hour.

Their poolside party had broken up around midnight. By the time they'd gathered up the debris and empty margarita glasses, stored the perishable leftovers in the fridge, and visited their sleeping son's room to give him a good-night kiss, it was nearing one o'clock.

As they undressed they had congratulated themselves on hosting a successful get-together. The grilled steaks had been only a little tough, and the new electric mosquito zapper had sizzled all evening, keeping the insect population to a minimum.

All things considered, a good party.

The Howells had felt mellow but agreed that they were too exhausted even to think about having sex, so they'd kissed each other good night, then turned to their respective sides of the bed and gone to sleep.

Despite the shortness of time Dr. Howell had been asleep, his slumber, assisted by several margaritas, had been deep and dreamless. Yet when the telephone rang he was instantly awake, alert, and responsive, as years of conditioning had trained him to be. He reached for the phone.

"Sorry, hon. A patient may have taken a bad turn."

She nodded grudging assent into her pillow.

Her husband's reputation as an excellent surgeon wasn't based solely on his operating-room skills. He was dedicated to his patients and interested in their well-being before, during, and after their surgeries.

Although it was unusual for him to be telephoned at home in the middle of the night when he wasn't the doctor on call, it wasn't altogether rare. This inconvenience was one of the small prices Mrs.Howell was willing to pay for the privilege of being married to the man she loved who also happened to be in demand and well respected in his field.

"Hello?"

He listened for several moments, then kicked off the covers and swung his feet to the floor.

"How many?" Then, "Jesus. Okay, all right.

I'm on my way." He hung up and left the bed.

"What?"

"I've gotta go." He didn't turn on the lamp as he moved toward the chair where he'd left the pair of Dockers he'd been wearing earlier in the evening. "Everybody on staff has been called in."

Mrs. Howell came up on one elbow.

"What's happened?"

Serving a busy metropolitan area, Tarrant GeneralHospital was constantly on alert to handle major disasters. The staff had been trained to provide immediate emergency treatment to victims of airplane crashes, tornadoes, terrorist attacks. By comparison this night's emergency was mundane.

"Big pileup in the mix-master. Several vehicles involved." Howell shoved his bare feet into a pair of Dock-Sides, which he loved and his missus despised. He had owned those shoes for as long as she had known him and refused to part with them, saying the leather was just now molding to his feet and becoming comfortable.

"A real mess. A tanker trailer overturned and it's burning," he said as he pulled his golf shirt over his head. "Dozens of casualties, and most are being sent to our emergency room."

He strapped on his wristwatch and clipped his pager to the waistband of his slacks, then leaned down to kiss her. Missing her mouth, he caught her between nose and cheek. "If I'm still there at breakfast time, I'll call and update you. Go back to sleep."

As her head resettled into the pillow, she murmured, "Be careful."

"Always am."

Before he got downstairs, she had already fallen back to sleep.

Chapter 3

Malcomb Lutey finished reading of his newest science-fiction thriller. It was about an airborne virus that within hours of being inhaled turned the internal organs of human beings into a black, oily goo.

As he read about the unaware yet doomed blond Parisian hooker, he picked at the pimple on his cheek, which his mother had admonished him to leave alone. "That only makes it worse, Malcomb. Until you start picking at it, it's not even noticeable."

Yeah, right. The pimple was way beyond

"noticeable." It was the current peak on the ever-evolving, knobby red mountain range that comprised his face. This severe, scar-producing acne had ushered in Malcomb's adolescence and for the past fifteen years had defied every treatment, topical or oral, either prescribed or purchased over the counter.

His mother blamed this chronic condition on poor diet, poor hygiene, and poor sleep habits. On more than one occasion she had hinted that masturbation might be the cause. Whatever her current hypothesis, it invariably suggested that Malcomb was somehow responsible.

The frustrated dermatologist who had valiantly but unsuccessfully treated him had offered up different, but as many, theories on why Malcomb was cursed with the facial topography of a Halloween mask. Bottom line: Nobody knew.

As if the acne weren't enough to keep his self-esteem at gutter level, Malcomb's physique was another misfortune. He was pencil thin. Supermodels who were paid to look undernourished would envy his metabolism, which seemed to have a profound aversion to calories.

Last but no less genetically dire was his kinky, carrot-colored hair. The fiery thatch had the density and texture of steel wool and had been the bane of his existence long before the onset of acute acne.

Malcomb's odd appearance, and the shyness it had bred, made him feel a misfit.

Except at his job. It was night work. And it was solitary. Darkness and solitude were his two favorite things. Darkness dulled his vibrant coloring to a more normal hue and helped to obscure his acne. Solitude was part and parcel of being a security guard.

His mother didn't approve of his career choice.

She constantly nagged him to consider making a change. "Out there all by yourself night after night," she often said, tsking and shaking her head. "If you work alone, how're you ever going to meet anybody?"

Duh, Mother. That's the point. This was Malcomb's standard comeback--although he lacked the courage to say it out loud.

Working the graveyard shift meant fewer times he had to conduct a conversation with someone who was trying hard not to stare at his face. Working through the night also allowed him to sleep during most of the hated daylight hours when his hair took on the brilliance of a Day-Glo orange Magic Marker. He dreaded the two nights a week he was off, when he had to endure his mother's harping about his being his own worst enemy. The recurring theme of her lectures was that if he were more open to people he would have more friends.

"You've got a lot to offer, Malcomb. Why don't you go out like other people your age? If you were friendlier, you might even meet a nice young lady."

Sure he would.

Mother scoffed at him for reading science fiction but she was the one living in a dream world.

His post at Tarrant GeneralHospital was the doctors' parking lot. To the other guards it was the least desirable post, but Malcomb preferred it. There wasn't a lot of activity at night.

Business didn't pick up, so to speak, until early morning when the doctors began to trickle in. Most hadn't even arrived when he clocked out at seven in the morning.

However, this being a Friday night, there were more cars in the lot than on a weeknight.

Invariably the weekend increased the traffic in the emergency room, so doctors came and went at all hours. Just a few minutes ago Dr.

Howell had driven up to the gate and disengaged the arm with the transmitter he kept clipped to his sun visor.

Dr. Howell was okay. He never looked past Malcomb as though he weren't there, and sometimes he even waved at him as he passed the guard shack. Howell didn't get all bent out of shape if the arm failed to disengage and Malcomb had to release it manually from inside the shack. Dr. Howell seemed like a regular guy, not snotty at all. Not like some of those rich assholes who acted so hoity-toity as they drummed their fingers on their padded steering wheels, impatiently waiting for the arm of the gate to rise so they could speed through as though they had someplace to be and something to do that was real important.