Carla Neggers - Cold Pursuit

The first book in the Black Falls series, 2008

Special thanks to Lieutenant Jocelyn Stohl of the Vermont State Police and to Susan Bayley and Kenneth Thibodeaux of the White River Junction (Vermont) Veterans Affairs Medical Center for your help, as well as for the remarkable work you do. Once again I want to thank Paul Hudson-judge, scholar, friend and a Vermonter with deep roots in this incredibly beautiful part of our country.

And, as always, many thanks to Joe, Kate, Conor and Zack. We do have fun together!

Drew Cameron slipped and went down on one knee in the heavy, wet spring snow, but he forced himself back up again, propelled by a sense of urgency he had never known before.

Not Elijah.

Please, God. Not my son

Drew took another step, then another, pushing against the fierce wind. Sleet cut into his face and pelted onto the snow-covered trees and juts of granite on the steep terrain. The mid-April storm was worse than was forecasted. In the valley, daffodils were starting to pop up out of the ground. It was mud season in Vermont. If anything, hed worried about causing more erosion on the trails, still wet from the melting winter snows.

He hadnt bothered strapping a pair of snowshoes onto his pack in case conditions warranted-a mistake, he realized now.

But he refused to turn back.

He had gone off the main trail hours ago, but he knew every inch of Cameron Mountain. By now, the snow would have covered any footprints hed left. If anything happened to him, hed be lucky if searchers found his body for his family to bury.

I dont care. He spoke in a ragged whisper. Take me.

Take me instead of my son.

How many fathers through the millennia had cried out those same words?

Drew coughed and spat, catching his breath as he came to a lull in the upward sweep of the mountain. The summit was another thousand feet up, but he had no intention of going that far. In all his seventy-seven years, he had never operated on such blind instinct. He couldnt stop himself-he had to be here, now, at this moment, asking questions, searching for answers.

He wasnt an emotional man, but he couldnt shake the fear that had gripped him since dawn.

He couldnt shake the images.

The certainty.

Im an old man.

Let me die in my sons place.

As he eased among a dense grove of tall spruce trees, their branches drooping under the weight of the clinging, wet snow, he saw young men huddled, battling an unseen enemy.

He saw their blood oozing into the ground of the faraway land where they fought.

He heard their moans of pain amid the rapid, nonstop gunfire.

An ambush

The vision wasnt born of books and movies, and it wasnt a nightmare to be chased off with daylight and coffee. It was real. Every second of it. Drew didnt understand how the vision of his son in battle had come to him, but he trusted it-believed it.

It wasnt a premonition. The attack on Elijahs position wasnt imminent-it was happening now.

Drew stood up straight, out of the worst of the wind. The ice had abruptly changed back to snow. Fat flakes fell silently in the white landscape, but he saw, as clearly as if he were there, the bright stars of the moonless Afghan night. Elijah never talked about his secret missions. He had joined the army at nineteen, without discussing his decision with anyone-not his two brothers, his sister, his friends.

Definitely not his father.

But there were reasons for that.

Dear God, Drew whispered, let me make up for what I did to him. Please. Give me that chance.

For fifteen years he had convinced himself he had done the right thing when he had kicked Elijah out of the house and sent Jo Harper back to her family. Even now, Drew accepted that hed had no other choice.

That didnt mean he didnt have regrets.

A.J., Sean and Rose would forgive him if he died on the mountain he loved, but theyd never forgive him if their brother was killed. That Elijah had chosen to become a soldier and accepted the risks that came with it wouldnt soften his siblings from holding their father responsible for driving him away from the only place hed ever truly wanted to be.

Drew scooped up snow into his waterproof glove and formed it into a smooth ball. Two weeks ago he had held in his palms a dozen fragrant pink blossoms that had fallen from Washington s famous cherry trees, even as Jo Harper, in her early thirties now, had scrutinized him, obviously wondering if he was half out of his mind.

He hadnt gone into his other reasons for coming to Washington. It seemed crazy now. Crazier even than his reasons for seeking out Jo. More visions emerged, as clear and real as the one of his son in battle-Elijah, the boy Jo had loved, now a man.

Drew dropped the snowball into a drift.

Maybe he was half out of his mind.

He noticed footprints-fresh ones-slowly disappearing in the falling snow. He went very still. He wasnt so disoriented and preoccupied that hed gone in circles.

No, he thought. They werent his prints.

Someone was up here with him.

Drew crept past the spruce and, just ahead, saw the little house he had spent most of last fall building. He hadnt bothered with permits-he figured hed get slapped with a fine one of these days, but he didnt care. He hadnt meant for the project to get away from him the way it had. After years of searching, he had finally found the cellar hole of the original Cameron house on Cameron Mountain. He had started by clearing out some trees and fixing up the rock foundation, and next thing he knew he was drawing up plans for a simple post-and-beam structure-more shed than house, really. When he finished it, he meant to present it as a surprise to his family, perhaps their last surprise from him.

The closest trail was up the remote north side of the mountain from a seldom-used old logging road. His great-great-grandfather would have taken that route two hundred years ago. Few even knew about it anymore, and it was impassable for most of the winter.

Drew stopped, held his breath.

Therevoices.

We have to think through every detail of every assignment. A mans voice. Arrogant, deliberate. We cant go off half-cocked. We have to plan.

You plan. It was a woman this time, impatient. Ill take action.

This is business. Were being paid to do a job. Its not some adventure to keep you in adrenaline rushes. Just because you dont need the money-

I want the money. Thats enough for me.

Youve never killed anyone, the man said quietly.

A slight pause. How do you know?

The door to Drews little house opened, but he didnt look at who stood on the threshold. Instead he gazed up into the falling snow, letting one flake after another melt on his face. Now he understood his visions. He understood why he was here on Cameron Mountain at this moment.

It was meant to be. He was a father who would get his wish.

His son would live.

Elijah will come home.

Seven months later

A red-tailed hawk swooped down from Cameron Mountain and out over the small lake, gray and quiet in the mid-November gloom, as if to warn Jo Harper she wasnt alone-but she had already figured that out.

She glanced down the private dirt road she shared with Elijah Cameron.

Yep. He was still coming.

Ignoring the tug of pain in her left side, she reached into the trunk of her car for a cardboard box filled with food and supplies shed grabbed out of her apartment. She thought of the other places she could have exiled herself. New Zealand, for example. The south of France. Costa Rica. It didnt have to be Vermont. Black Falls. Her picturesque hometown in the heart of the Green Mountains.