Jodi Picoult - The Pact: A Love Story

November 1997

There was nothing left to say.

He covered her body with his, and as she put her arms around him she could picture him in all his incarnations: age five, and still blond; age eleven, sprouting; age thirteen, with the hands of a man. The moon rolled, sloe-eyed in the night sky; and she breathed in the scent of his skin. I love you, she said.

He kissed her so gently she wondered if she had imagined it. She pulled back slightly, to look into his eyes.

And then there was a shot.

Although THERE had never been a standing reservation made, the rear corner table of the Happy Family Chinese restaurant was always saved on Friday nights for the Hartes and the Golds, who had been coming there for as long as anyone could remember. Years ago, they had brought the children, littering the crowded nook with high chairs and diaper bags until it was nearly impossible for the waiters to maneuver the steaming platters of food onto the table. Now, it was just the four of them, blustering in one by one at six o'clock and gravitating close as if, together, they exerted some kind of magnetic pull.

James Harte had been first to arrive. He'd been operating that afternoon and had finished surprisingly early. He picked up the chopsticks in front of him, slipped them from their paper packet, and cradled them between his fingers like surgical instruments.

Hi, Melanie Gold said, suddenly across from him. I guess I'm early.

No, James answered. Everyone else is late.

Really? She shrugged out of her coat and balled it up beside her. I was hoping I was early. I don't think I've ever been early.

You know, James said, considering, I don't think you ever have. They were linked by the one thing they had in common-Augusta Harte-but Gus had not yet arrived. So they sat in the companionable awkwardness caused by knowing extremely private things about each other that had never been directly confided, but rather blurted by Gus Harte to her husband in bed or to Melanie over a cup of coffee. James cleared his throat and flipped the chopsticks around his fingers with dexterity. What do you think? he asked, smiling at Melanie. Should I give it all up? Become a drummer?

Melanie flushed, as she always did when she was put on the spot. After years of sitting with a reference desk wrapped around her waist like a hoop skirt, concrete answers came easily to her; nonchalance didn't. If James had asked, What is the current population of Addis Ababa? or Can you tell me the actual chemicals in a photographic fixing bath? she'd never have blushed, because the answers would never have offended him. But this drummer question? What exactly was he looking for?

You'd hate it, Melanie said, trying to sound flippant. You'd have to grow your hair long and get a nipple ring or something like that.

Do I want to know why you're talking about nipple rings? Michael Gold said, approaching the table. He leaned down and touched his wife's shoulder, which passed for an embrace after so many years of marriage.

Don't get your hopes up, Melanie said. James wants one, not me. Michael laughed. 1 think that's automatic grounds for losing your board certification.

Why? James frowned. Remember that Nobel laureate we met on the cruise to Alaska last summer? He had a hoop through his eyebrow.

Exactly, Michael said. You don't have to have board certification to create a poem entirely out of curse words. He shook out his napkin and settled it in his lap. Where's Gus? James checked his watch. He lived by it; Gus didn't wear one at all. It drove him crazy. I think she was taking Kate to a friend's for a sleepover.

Did you order yet? Michael asked.

Gus orders, James said, an excuse. Gus was usually there first, and as in all other things, Gus was the one who kept the meal running smoothly.

As if her husband had invoked her, Augusta Harte rushed through the door of the Chinese restaurant. God, I'm late, she said, unbuttoning her coat with one hand. You cannot imagine the day I've had. The other three leaned forward, expecting one of her infamous stories, but instead Gus waved over a waiter. The usual, she said, smiling brightly. The usual? Melanie, Michael, and James looked at each other. Was it that easy?

Gus was a professional waiter, not the kind who carried food to tables, but the one who sacrificed time so that someone else would not have to. Busy New Englanders solicited her business, Other People's Time, when they didn't want to wait in line at the Motor Vehicles Division, or sit around all day for the cable TV repairman. She began to tame her curly red hair. First, she said, an elastic band clamped between her teeth, I spent the morning at the Motor Vehicles Division, which is awful under the best of circumstances. She bravely attempted a ponytail, something like leashing a current of electricity, and glanced up. So I'm the next one in line-you know, just in front of that little window-and the clerk, swear to God, has a heart attack. Just dies on the floor of the registry.

That is awful, Melanie breathed.

Mmm. Especially because they closed the line down, and I had to start from scratch.

More billable hours, Michael said.

Not in this case, Gus said. I'd already scheduled a two o'clock appointment at Exeter.

The school?

Yeah. With a Mr. J. Foxhill. He turned out to be a third-former with a lot of extra cash who needed someone to sit in detention for him by proxy.

James laughed. That's ingenuity.

Needless to say, it wasn't acceptable to the headmaster, who wasted my time with a lecture about adult responsibility even after I told him I didn't know any more about the plan than he had. And then, when I go to pick up Kate from soccer practice, the car gets a flat, and by the time I change the spare and get to the playing field she's already found a ride to Susan's house.

Gus, Melanie said. What happened to the clerk?

You changed a tire? James said, as if Melanie hadn't spoken. I'm impressed.

So was I. But just in case it's on backwards I want to take your car downtown tonight.

You're working again?

Gus nodded, smiling as the waiter delivered their food. I'm headed to the box office for Metallica tickets.

What happened to the clerk? Melanie said more forcefully.

They all stared at her. Jeez, Mel, Gus said. You don't have to yell. Melanie flushed, and Gus immediately gentled her voice. I don't know what happened, actually, she admitted. He went off in some ambulance. She spooned lo mein onto her plate. By the way, I saw Em's painting today in the State building.

What were you doing in the State building? James asked.

She shrugged. Looking for Em's painting, she said. It seems so ... well, professional, with that gilded frame and the big blue ribbon hanging underneath it. And you all made fun of me when I saved the crayon pictures she used to make with Chris over at our house. Michael smiled. We laughed because you said they were going to be your retirement income one day.

You'll see, Gus said. A statewide art champion at seventeen; a gallery opening at twenty-one ... she'll be hanging in the Museum of Modern Art before she's thirty. She reached for James's arm, and twisted the face of his wristwatch toward her. I've got five more minutes. James let his hand fall back into his lap. The Ticketmaster's open at seven at night?

Seven A.M. Gus said. Sleeping bag's in the car. She yawned. I'm thinking I need a career change. Some position with a little less stress ... like an air traffic controller or the prime minister of Israel. She reached for a platter of mu shi chicken, began rolling the pancakes and passing them out. How are Mrs. Greenblatt's cataracts? she asked absently.

Gone, James said. Chances are she'll wind up with twenty-twenty vision. Melanie sighed. I want cataract surgery. I can't imagine waking up and being able to see.