Adam Langer - The Thieves of Manhattan  

A LSO BY A DAM L ANGER

My Fathers Bonus March

Ellington Boulevard

The Washington Story

Crossing California

This book is dedicated to J.

(for reasons that should become somewhat
clearer sometime after ).
And also to Nora and Solveig

(for reasons that precede ).

He walked toward the sheets of flame. They did not bite his flesh, they caressed him and flooded him without heat or combustion. With relief, with humiliation, with terror, he understood that he also was an illusion, that someone else was dreaming him.

J ORGE L UIS B ORGES, The Circular Ruins

Girl, you know its true.

M ILLI V ANILLI

To tell you the truth, Id have noticed the guy even if Faye hadnt pointed him out to me. He was slicker than the usual Morningside Coffee crowdoff-white linen suit, black silk shirt buttoned to the throat, Jonathan Franzenstyle designer glassesbut what made me stop wiping tables and look just a bit longer was the fact that he was reading a copy of Blade by Blade. That autumn, it seemed as though Blade Markhams book was everywhereevery subway station corridor had posters with that canary yellow book cover on them; every bookstore window displayed a cardboard cutout of a glowering Blade sporting a nine oclock shadow; half the suckers who sat next to me on the bus were reading that so-called memoir.

Faye, strands of red hair dangling past her olive green eyes from under her Morningside Coffee visor, was humming Dust in the Wind and absentmindedly drawing a sketch of the guy on her notepad. Shed written Confident Man underneath it. Thats how the name stuck with me. Meanwhile, bitter, gossipy Joseph, all 315 pounds of him, hunched over the counter, going over lines for an audition, vainly hoping that some casting director wanted a guy his size with white-boy dreadlocks, flip-flops, and a goatee. It had been another slow night, and now the Confident Man was the only customer left in the shop.

Too bad his taste in books doesnt match his taste in clothes, Faye said to me. She smiled and returned to her sketch.

Faye Curry was probably already trying to flirt with me then, but I had a girl, Anya Petrescu. Just about everything Faye said tended to go right past me anyway. Artsy and bookish guys always lurked at the counter and chatted her up because she had a droll wit and liked to be distracted when she was working, but she was way too subtle for me. She had the looks and smarts I tended to notice only after the fact, usually after the woman in question had gotten engaged to someone else or had already left town or had decided she was done with men. Back then, with her torn jeans, baseball caps, vintage concert shirts, and paint-spattered boots, I wasnt sure if she was into guys anyway. So that night I wasnt focusing on the fact that she was grinning at me instead of scowling, that she was wearing perfume or maybe using new shampoo. That night, I was more interested in the book the Confident Man was reading.

Bogus pile of crap, I muttered. I didnt realize Id said it out loud. But Joseph shot me a glance and Faye smiled at me again as if both of them had heard. I looked back down and went on wiping the tables, putting the chairs up, trying to stop thinking about that book and Blade Markham.

Just the night before, during yet another bout of writers block and insomnia, Id been flipping channels when I stumbled on Markham blowing hard on a rebroadcast of Pam Laynes daytime talk show. There the guy was, hawking his memoir on the biggest book show going, yammering about his heroin addiction and the time he spent with the Crips and the month he went AWOL during the first Gulf War and his conversion to Buddhism and whatever else hed made up and sold to Merrill Booksa half million bucks for the North American rights alone. I didnt believe a word of it, but Laynes studio audience couldnt get enough, gasping and clapping and laughing as Markham spouted one lie after another. All the while, Pam Layne kept up her credulous questions, using street slang that must have been written on cue cards by whichever one of her assistants had actually read the book:

Dont you worry that some of these men you mention in your book, some of these hustlas, might try to put a cap in yo ass? she asked Blade. That they might try to take yo ass out?

Naw, that aint too likely, Blade told Pam. You know, sistuh, the punks I wrote about in my book, they all dead, yo.

Up there on that TV talk show set, Blade was acting like some old-school hip-hopper, throwing his arms out, crossing them over his chest, flashing made-up gang signs, ending all his sentences with yo, even though he was probably just some rich boy from Maplewood, New Jersey, whose real name was Blaine Markowitzthats what Anya and I used to joke anyway. Everything about Blade Markham seemed like some kind of liehis words, his shabby outfit that hed probably planned out a week in advance, even the cross he wore around his neck.

It aint a cross for Christ; its a T for Truth, yo, he told Pam Layne. Thats when I flipped off the TV, went back to bed in my clothes, and tried in vain to think of a story to write, tried in vain to get some sleep.

Now here in the coffee shop was the Confident Man, one more Blade Markham fan than I could stand. So when I went over to his table and told him we were closing and that he had to scram, I might have sounded harsher than I intended. Faye bust out laughing, and Joseph, who seemed always to be looking for just the right time to can me, flashed a one more outburst and youre gone glare.

The Confident Man dog-eared a page of his book, put on his black cashmere gogol, belted it, went over to the tip jar, and stuffed in a twenty-dollar bill, which just about doubled our tips for the night. He walked out onto Broadway without saying a word.

Think that guy craves you, Faye said, raising one eyebrow. Joseph snickeredjokes at my expense always cracked him up. I finished cleaning, collected my share of the tips from Joseph, said sayonara to Faye, and headed down to the KGB Bar to meet Anya. By the time I got there, I was still stewing about Blade by Blade, but I had all but forgotten the Confident Man.

In every bar, in every city, in every country, on every continent since the beginning of time, there has always been and will always be some sullen mope who walks in with a beautiful, charming woman on his arm, and everyone in the place stops and looks and wonders how that woman wound up with that mope. For a time, I was that mope. And Anya Petrescu was that woman.

Anya had the kind of beauty that was not subject to debateit was just a fact. She had a devilish laugh, eyes so blue that people assumed she wore tinted contacts, and then there was that charming Eastern European accent.

But even when Anya was telling me how much she luffed me, even when we were kissing in subway cars or making mad, passionate chinaski on my lumpy pull-out couch, or skinny-dipping at dawn beneath the Morningside Park waterfall, even when she was discussing how much she weeshed she could tekk me home to Bucharest to meet her femmilee but that was eemposseebull now, spending time with her had begun to depress me. I knew that our relationship would never last, that one day, her infatuation with mesomething I often attributed to a cultural misunderstandingwould end. And then I would be alone and miserable, just the way I had felt before I had seen her scribbling away in Morningside Coffee, sat down at her table, asked what she was writing, then babbled for an hour about my nave and undoubtedly ridiculous theories of honest writing and narrative authenticity and whatever else I thought I believed back then. Anya never pointed out that she was a better storyteller than I would ever be. Later, she would often say that she fell in love with me because deep down I was just an old-