Peter Temple - Shooting Star

The house was in a street running off Ballarat Road. Doomed weatherboard dwellings with rusting roofs and mangy little patches of lawn faced each other across a pocked tarmac strip. At the end of the street, by the feeble light of a streetlamp, two boys were kicking a football to each other, uttering feral cries as they lost sight of it against the almost-dark sky.

Outside number twelve stood an old Ford Fairlane. I went up a concrete path and onto a springy verandah. The front door was open and, at the end of a passage, I could see a glow and hear the television, a game show, shrieks and shouts.

I looked for a bell, found a scar where one had been, knocked.

A figure appeared at the end of the passage, then a dim light came on. It was a big man, spilling out of a singlet, fat face, long straight hair falling over his eyes, wearing a plastic neck-brace. He didnt move, said nothing, just looked down the corridor at me.

Mr Joseph Reagan? The trick was to sound like someone from Tattslotto with good news.

He wiped a finger under his nose. Even in the gloom, I could see that he didnt have a ticket in the lottery.

My names Frank Calder, I said. Im a mediator.

What? Whadya want?

I help people having disputes.

Sellin? Dont wannit.

Your wifes asked me to talk to you What?

Your wifes

It was like pulling a trigger. The man lurched forward, came down the passage at a run, arms held out like a wrestler, a fake wrestler on American television. I waited till he was almost on me, lunging, roaring, an out-of-control alcohol tanker. Then I stepped left, helped him on his way by grabbing his right forearm and swinging him. The roar changed to a different sound as he went through the rotten wooden verandah railing, falling into a mass of dead and dying vegetation.

I went down the stairs and inspected Mr Reagan. He was rolled into a ball, groaning, tracksuit pants ridden down to show the cleft of his buttocks. I stepped back, balanced myself, began to take my right leg back.

This is not normal mediation practice, I thought, but perhaps there is a place in dispute resolution for the solid kick up the arse.

The verandah light came on. A woman was in the doorway, young, exhausted. She was holding a child, its red hair like a flame against her cheek.

Well, Ill be on my way then, I said. Just called in to remind Mr Reagan that he owes Teresa twenty-five thousand dollars. Shed appreciate any loose change he can spare.

I went down the path. In the street, the boys who had been kicking the ball were standing wide-eyed.

Go to bed, I said. Or hold up the corner shop.

They drifted away. I hope to Christ the car starts, I thought. Men like Joe Reagan often sought to redress slights with hunting rifles they had lying around. I turned the key. The Alfa started as if it never did anything else.

Small bloody mercies, I said. Bloody small mercies.

I drove off, trailing clouds of exhaust smoke. At the corner, waiting for a chance to turn right, I thought about life, how the wide vista of childhood shrinks to a passage in Footscray with a man in a plastic neckbrace charging at you.

I WAS suffocating, someone sitting on me and holding something over my head, saying, Die. Just die. I woke up, gasping, on the couch in the sitting room, an old unzipped sleeping bag pulled up over my head. My breath had condensed inside it, wetting my face.

I put my legs over the side of the couch and sat with my face in my hands. When I lifted my head, I saw the dry black blood on the insides of the fingers of my right hand. For a moment, I was blank, alarmed. Then I remembered the lid of the tuna can gashing me.

I got up, went into the bathroom and took off my clothes. Under the shower, eyes closed, shaving with care, I made resolutions, not many but major. Half-dressed, I went into the kitchen and took two vitamin B complex tablets, big ones, like horse pills.

When I came back into the sitting room, pulling on a shirt, Detective Senior Sergeant Vella was sitting on the sofa, popping a can of beer.

Jesus, I said. Howd you get in?

Through the front door. Open front door. Where do you think youre living? Druggie kicked an old lady to death for a VCR just around the corner.

A VCR, thats motive. Not much motive around here. Drinking before lunch now?

Vella took a big drink, looked around, and said, Thats right. About eighteen hours before lunch. Its 6.30. P fucking M.

I went to the window and looked out through the blind. Right, I said. Evening. Testing you. Now, day of week and date?

Vella picked up a book from the coffee table. He examined it like an object from a lost civilisation. What the fucks this? he said. A Guide to Propagation. Any sex in it?

Manual of sex, I said. Cover to cover rooting. I was putting on shoes. Ive got a horticulture class to get to.

Career number five. Hows number four going?

Terrific. Had a really productive session last night with a man owes his wife twenty-five grand in maintenance.

Mediation, Vella said thoughtfully, a frown on his long face. Get someone to hold them down, hit them with a spade.

While I looked behind the sofa and found a jacket, I thought about how I had almost kicked Mr Reagan. Precisely the attitude that drove me into civilian life, I said. You spend many hours trying to convince deranged people that no harm will come to them. Eventually, they believe you. Then your colleagues kill them.

On the subject, he said, the inquests put back another two months.

Theyre hoping Ill die first. Of old age. Either that or theyre having trouble putting out the contract.

He drank half his can, wiped his mouth. Today we heard they want to make negotiation civilian. Put it with the shrinks.

A really good move, I said. Lateral thinking. Must have called in Dr de Bono. That shrink who sucks off the post-traumatic stresses, shell be good lying on the lino in her bra and pants talking to some psycho on speed wants to waste his whole family.

The reason Im here, Vella said, is that Curry comes sliming around today, says to tell you, subject to certain conditions, hell back you for one of the jobs.

I scratched my head. Tell Curry Ill take the job subject to certain conditions. One is he comes around here and kisses my arse, say around lunchtime every day. Two, he goes on permanent undercover public toilet duties. In a school uniform. With short pants.

Ill tell him, Vella said. Tell him how you dont need the money.

What conditions? Change my statement, is that a condition? You the messenger boy now? Doing the swines bidding?

He stood up, a gangling figure. Fuck you. Got to go. A family not seen for two days. Been in Benalla, where some arsehole knifed an eighty-two-year-old lady.

A family. Lucky man. On the subject of family, Marco good for a loan, you think? Say ten grand.

Vellas brother-in-law, Marco, owned the block of units I was living in. He owned lots of things, horses, table-dancing clubs, people.

In another life, said Vella. What happened to the payout?

What there was of the payout, I said, I gave to a charity for bookies. Bookies and barmen. The double B charity. See a briefcase?

He didnt look around, pointed a thumb over his shoulder at the passage. I found it and we went down the stairs together. It was cold outside, sky grey with dark patches like oil stains. Much like the oil stains the old Alfa was leaving on the concrete driveway.

My brother-in-laws not going to like this, said Vella, looking at the marks.

Marco doesnt get around here much, I said. Your sister know hes fucking her F-cup cousin in that unit in Brighton?

E-cup. At least its in the family, Vella said. Dont tell my sister.