Tom Savage - Mrs. John Doe

2015

She was standing on the widows walk when the call came. It was an appropriate place to be, all things considered, but Nora Baron didnt usually think in terms of irony. Only later would she see the awful humor in it.

She and Jeff used to spend a lot of time up here when they first moved in twenty-one years ago. Cocktails at sunset, gazing out at Long Island Sound as it slowly darkened, chatting about their day at work before going downstairs, hand in hand, to the dinner shed proudly prepared for them. They had a party up here once, a spring afternoon, with two of her colleagues from Stony Brook University and one of his from the electronics business. Otherwise, it was always just family, enjoying their private sanctuary at the top of the house. Nude sunbathing! Well, only a couple of times, that first summer when they were still officially newlyweds, and never after Dana was born. More recently, Dana came up here with her friends from college. Nora hoped they kept their clothes on.

Thinking of her daughter brought a smile. Dana had turned twenty in February, and shed just completed her sophomore year. She was at NYU, not Stony Brook; shed chosen the theater department at Noras alma mater over the university where Nora was now an acting teacher. But she was following Nora to the footlights just the same, another actor in the family.

A breeze from the Sound ruffled her hair, and Nora grasped the wooden railing that ringed the platform and leaned into the sunset. She loved the fresh, salty tang of the open water, the perfume of her sunburned youth. Shed been for a swim earlier, while Mrs. Ramirez was cleaning, and thered been quite a few neighbors about, lounging and jogging. Nora had plenty of time to swim these days, with Jeff working in England and Dana now living in Greenwich Village, and no classes to teach until September. It wasnt even July yet.

The sky above the water was the deep, almost shocking shade of late afternoon blue that always filled her with a sense of contentment. There was no one on the beach beyond the grassy dunes at this hour, only two seagulls pecking in the sand near the waters edge. Well, the smaller one was pecking, foraging for food, while the larger one circled it, hopping up and down and squawking. As she watched, a big wave crashed near the birds, startling them. They took off with angry cries and a flurry of wings, skittering away down the shore

And the telephone rang.

It was the landline in the bedroom below her. Her cell was in her pocket; her daughter had programmed it to blare a rousing chorus of Ethel Merman shrieking Theres No Business Like Show Business whenever anyone called. The cellphone was pretty much family only, so this caller wouldnt be Jeff or Dana. She went over to the roof door and down the narrow staircase to the upstairs hallway.

As she entered the master bedroom, she noted with approval that Mrs. Ramirez had changed the sheets and vacuumed. The mirror above her dresser gleamed from the Windex, reflecting a tall, slender woman of Irish descent with nice green eyes, good cheekbones, and shoulder-length chestnut hair. The color was professionally applied, hiding many gray strands; she wasnt yet ready to admit that she was closing in on fifty. The slenderness was due to all the swimming, and to yoga and Pilates, not to mention overseeing armies of boisterous students. She sat on the bed and picked up the phone from the night table. Hello?

The mild static suggested an overseas call, even before she heard the plummy accent and cultured tones of her husbands British business associate.

Nora, its Bill Howard.

Hi, Bill! How nice to hear from you. How are you?

A pause, then a breath. I-I-Oh, Nora, I dont know how to tell you this. Im afraid I have some very bad news. Is-is anyone there with you?

No, Im alone here. Why do you ask? What is it, Bill? Whats wrong?

More ragged breathing. Then Im so sorry, Nora. Its-its Jeff. Hes been in an accident. Hes dead.

She heard the words, and they registered; she understood. Something happened inside her, a sudden feeling that she was on a stage and they were speaking lines that had been written by a playwright. She gripped the receiver carefully in her hand and spoke slowly, distinctly, so the audience could hear.

How, Bill? How did it happen?

He was in one of my companys cars in Kensington, on Holland Park Avenue. He seems to have swerved off the road and struck a wall. He-he was gone by the time the emergency people got to him. Im so sorry. Ive only just learned of it myself. It happened yesterday evening.

Youve only just learned of it? Nora was aware that she was still enunciating everything carefully. She didnt sound like herself; she sounded like a character in the play she was performing. She wondered if this was a symptom of shock.

Yes, thats the odd thing about it. It seems he didnt have anything on him, any identifying cards or papers. Nothing in his wallet but money, and pictures of you and your daughter. The police didnt know who he was until they traced the car to us. I-I went to the morgue and, um, identified him. Im just now back from there.

The woman she was playing said, Was anyone else hurt? Was he-

He was alone in the car, and no other cars were involved, so far as they know. None that stopped, at any rate

She weighed those last six words. What are you saying, Bill? Do they have reason to believe it was anything other than an accident?

Bill Howard gasped; thats how it sounded, anyway, and his voice trembled with emotion. Oh, Nora, I dont really know anything at this point. I think you must-you must He was Jeffs longtime friend and colleague, she reminded herself, and he was floundering, apparently searching for words in his own distress.

Ill come, she heard herself say. Ill get a seat on the soonest flight.

Now he seemed to pull himself together, and his voice took on a clipped, authoritative tone. Let us do that for you, Nora. My assistant can handle all the business with the flights-

No, she said. No, thank you, Bill. I must-Id rather be doing something. Ill call you as soon as I know when Im arriving.

Well book you in the Savoy-

No, nothing big. That little place in Gower Street where we usually stay. We. She and Jeff

The Byron, Bill said. Well handle that, at least. Let me know your flight, and Ill meet you at Heathrow. Im so very sorry, Nora.

She winced; she would have to get used to that sentiment. Thank you, Bill, for-for being so kind. She hung up before he could say anything more.

The bedroom was dark now. The receiver missed the cradle on the table and fell silently to the carpet. A car accident. Shed often wondered how it would be, what news she might hear. Jeff traveled so much with his business. But shed never thought of a car accident. A plane, maybe