Lourens Blok - The Kit Tolliver Stories

She felt his eyes on her just about the time the bartender placed a Becks coaster on the bar and set her dry Rob Roy on top of it. She wanted to turn and see who was eyeing her, but remained as she was, trying to analyze just what it was she felt. She couldnt pin it down physically, couldnt detect a specific prickling of the nerves in the back of her neck. She simple knew she was being watched, and that the watcher was a male.

It was, to be sure, a familiar sensation. Men had always looked at her. Since adolescence, since her body had begun the transformation from girl to woman? No, longer than that. Even in childhood, some men had looked at her, gazing with admiration and, often, with something beyond admiration.

In Hawley, Minnesota, thirty miles east of the North Dakota line, theyd looked at her like that. The glances followed her to Red Cloud and St. Paul, and other places after that, and now she was in New York, and, no surprise, men still looked at her.

She lifted her glass, sipped, and a male voice said, Excuse me, but is that a Rob Roy?

He was standing to her left, a tall man, slender, well turned out in a navy blazer and gray trousers. His shirt was a button-down, his tie diagonally striped. His face, attractive but not handsome, was youthful at first glance, but she could see hed lived some lines into it. And his dark hair was lightly infiltrated with gray.

A dry Rob Roy, she said. Why?

In a world where everyone orders Cosmopolitans, he said, theres something very pleasingly old-fashioned about a girl who drinks a Rob Roy. A woman, I should say.

She lowered her eyes to see what he was drinking.

I havent ordered yet, he said. Just got here. Id have one of those, but old habits die hard. And, when the barman moved in front of him, he ordered Jameson on the rocks. Irish whiskey, he told her. Of course this neighborhood used to be mostly Irish. And tough. It was a pretty dangerous place a few years ago. A young woman like yourself wouldnt feel comfortable walking into a bar unaccompanied, not in this part of town. Even accompanied, it was no place for a lady.

I guess its changed a lot, she said.

Its even changed its name, he said. His drink arrived, and he picked up his glass and held it to the light, admiring the amber color. They call it Clinton now. Thats for DeWitt Clinton, not Bill. DeWitt was the governor a while back, he dug the Erie Canal. Not personally, but he got it done. And there was George Clinton, he was the governor, too, for seven terms starting before the adoption of the Constitution. And then he had a term as vice president. But all that was before your time.

By a few years, she allowed.

It was even before mine, he said. But I grew up here, just a few blocks from here, and I can tell you nobody called it Clinton then. You probably know what they called it.

Hells Kitchen, she said. They still call it that, when theyre not calling it Clinton.

Well, its more colorful. It was the real estate interests who plumped for Clinton, because they figured nobody would want to move to something called Hells Kitchen. And that may have been true then, when people remembered what a bad neighborhood this was, but now its spruced up and gentrified and yuppified to within an inch of its life, and the old name gives it a little added cachet. A touch of gangster chic, if you know what I mean.

If you cant stand the heat

Stay out of the Kitchen, he supplied. When I was growing up here, the Westies pretty much ran the place. They werent terribly efficient, like the Italian mob, but they were colorful and bloodthirsty enough to make up for it. There was a man two doors down the street from me who disappeared, and they never did find the body. Except one of his hands turned up in somebodys freezer on Fifty-third Street and Eleventh Avenue. They wanted to be able to put his fingerprints on things long after he was dead and gone.

Would that work?

With luck, he said, well never know. The Westies are mostly gone now, and the tenement apartments they lived in are all tarted up, with stockbrokers and lawyers renting them now. Which are you?

Me?

A stockbroker? Or a lawyer?

She grinned. Neither one, Im afraid. Im an actress.

Even better.

Which means I take a class twice a week, she said, and run around to open casting calls and auditions.

And wait tables?

I did some of that in the Cities. I suppose Ill have to do it again here, when I start to run out of money.

The Cities?

The Twin Cities. Minneapolis and St. Paul.

Thats where youre from?

They talked about where she was from, and along the way he told her his name was Jim. She was Jennifer, she told him. He related another story about the neighborhood he was really a pretty good storyteller and by then her Rob Roy was gone and so was his Jameson. Let me get us another round, he said, and then why dont we take our drinks to a table? Well be more comfortable, and itll be quieter.

He was talking about the neighborhood.

Irish, of course, he said, but that was only part of it. You had blocks that were pretty much solid Italian, and there were Poles and other Eastern Europeans. A lot of French, too, working at the restaurants in the theater district. You had everything, really. The UNs across town on the East River, but you had your own General Assembly here in the Kitchen. Fifty-seventh Street was a dividing line; north of that was San Juan Hill, and you had a lot of blacks living there. It was an interesting place to grow up, if you got to grow up, but no sweet young thing from Minnesota would want to move here.

She raised her eyebrows at sweet young thing, and he grinned at her. Then his eyes turned serious and he said, I have a confession to make.

Oh?

I followed you in here.

You mean you noticed me even before I ordered a Rob Roy?

I saw you on the street. And for a moment I thought

What?

Well, that you were on the street.

I guess I was, if thats where you saw me. I dont... oh, you thought

That you were a working girl. I wasnt going to mention this, and I dont want you to take it the wrong way

What, she wondered, was the right way?

because its not as though you looked the part, or were dressed like the girls you see out there. See, the neighborhood may be tarted up, but that doesnt mean the tarts have disappeared.

Ive noticed.

It was more the way you were walking, he went on. Not swinging your hips, not your walk per se, but a feeling I got that you werent in a hurry to get anywhere, or even all that sure where you were going.

I was thinking about stopping for a drink, she said, and not sure if I wanted to, or if I should go straight home.

That would fit.

And Ive never been in here before, and wondered if it was decent.

Well, its decent enough now. A few years ago it wouldnt have been. And even now, a woman alone

I see. She sipped her drink. So you thought I might be a hooker, she said, and thats what brought you in here. Well, I hate to disappoint you

What brought me in here, he said, was the thought that you might be, and the hope that you werent.

Im not.

I know.

Im an actress.

And a good one, Ill bet.

I guess time will tell.

It generally does, he said. Can I get you another one of those?

She shook her head. Oh, I dont think so, she said. I was only going to come in for one drink, and I wasnt even sure I wanted to do that. And Ive had two, and thats really plenty.

Are you sure?

Im afraid so. Its not just the alcohol, its the time. I have to get home.

Ill walk you.

Oh, thats not necessary.

Yes, it is. Whether its Hells Kitchen or Clinton, its still necessary.