Amy Lichtenhan - Pulled

First published by The Writers Coffee Shop, 2011

Copyright Amy Lichtenhan, 2011

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Amy Lichtenhan first discovered her love of writing during her days as a young mother and col ege student.

She fil ed the journals she carried with short stories and poems used as an emotional outlet for the difficulties and joys she found in day-to-day life.

Years later, she shared a short story shed been working on with her two closest friends, and with their encouragement, this story became her first ful length novel, Pul ed.

Amy resides in Southern Arizona where she lives with her husband and three beautiful children, and feels blessed to have the freedom of working from home. Her favorite pastime is spending time with the ones she loves.

To Katie who was there from the moment

the first word was set in place. For the

countless hours you gave, your ideas, and your unending support. To Ginger for your time, encouragement, and invaluable

honesty. I love you both.

To Gail for seeing this story as it was

meant to be, your insight and guidance, and above al , your belief in me. Thank you, and I love you.

To Janine for your help in shaping Pul ed into what it is today.

To Amanda for making this dream a reality.

And to Chad for putting up with it al . I love you more than you could know.

I GLANCED AT THE CLOCK.

Shitnearly six oclock. I needed to hurry. Id lost track of time, and Nicholas would be home soon. I wiped the tears from my face before careful y gathering the pictures from the bedroom floor. My chest weighed heavy as I col ected each one, cherishing the memories a moment longer as I tucked them away in the envelope. The memories were al I had, and I clung to them as if they were my last breath, knowing that once they faded, there would truly be no reason to go on. I hid the envelope at the bottom of the large jewelry box in the back of the closet, mindful to spread the necklaces out over the hidden compartment.

Nicholas had never found them, but I was certain he would destroy them if he ever did.

Breathing deeply, I ran my hands through my hair and dragged myself from the past I had immersed myself in for the last two hours, forcing myself downstairs.

My footsteps echoed against the marble floor, each an accent of emptiness. I entered the kitchen, the one sanctuary I had. Every room of this house was gaudy and overdone, designed by the pompous for the pompous except for this haven. It was no less extravagant but held a warmth missing from al of the others.

As I worked, my thoughts inevitably wandered back to those beloved pictures hidden away in the back of my closet, but even they werent enough to ward off the anxiety steadily building within me as the passing minutes warned of Nicholass arrival. At six-thirty one, I heard the garage door open. Bile rose in my throat.

Melanie? Nicholas cal ed from the entryway.

In the kitchen, I cal ed weakly. Maybe he would go upstairs and spare me a few more minutes, but of course, I never had that kind of luck. I heard his footsteps approaching and prepared myself.

Dinner ready? He yanked at his tie as he came through the door.

Um, not quite, just a couple more minutes, I said quietly, not meeting his face.

I felt him pause though I refused to look up. Id learned a long time ago how to survive in Hel . The less I interacted with him the better.

He snorted through his nose, muttering,

Worthless whore, under his breath.

I gritted my teeth, holding in the anger his accusation triggered.

He set his briefcase on the island next to me, tossing his tie over the top of it. What time do I get home from work, Melanie? Nicholas dipped his head, forcing me to look at him.

Six-thirty.

Is it too much to ask that dinner is ready when I get home? he said, his voice dripping with acid, or do you have something better to do with your useless life? I cringed but said nothing. He was the one who didnt want me to work.

I didnt think so. He leaned in closer, his voice a low warning. When I tel you dinner needs to be ready at six-thirty, it means dinner is to be ready at six-thirty. Do you understand?

I saw the threat in his eyes. He had never hurt me physical y, but he made sure I knew who was in charge. Id given up any control nine years ago when Id fol owed him here to Chicago, looking for an escape from the pain.

I knew then what this life would be like. Id met him at the airport when Id fled Colorado that final time, the trip that severed the last thread holding my heart together.

Nicholas hadnt seen the broken girl who sat numb with nothing but pain swimming in her eyes. He saw the young beautiful girl, the one who said nothing at al but seemed to be wil ing to do whatever he said.

I wasnt stupid. I had known exactly what he wanted, but I could never go back to Colorado Springs to face what I could no longer have, and I refused to stay with my mother in Dal as.

So, I left al of it behind, moving with Nicholas to Chicago just days after I returned from Colorado.

I knew then Nicholas would never bring me happiness. That had never been the point. My heart belonged to another and would never be his. Al I wanted was a way out while Nicholas got the trophy wife he thought he deserved. The only thing I hadnt anticipated was how the numbness I felt for him would evolve over nine years into bitterness and loathing.

Im going upstairs to change, and I expect dinner to be on the table when I get back down here. He had been this way since the first day I arrived; I had a role to play, and he expected me to play it wel .