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For Joelle Hobeika, whose imagination brings stories to life and makes crazy dreams come true.
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Glasss hands were sticky with her mothers blood. The realization came to her slowly, as if through a thick hazeas if the hands belonged to someone else, and the blood was part of a nightmare. But they were her hands, and the blood was real.
Glass could feel her right palm sticking to the arm of her seat in the first row of the dropship. And she could feel someone squeezing her left hand, hard. It was Luke. He hadnt let go ever since hed pulled Glass away from her mothers body and carried her to her seat. His fingers were grasping hers so tightly he mightve been trying to siphon the pulsing pain out of her body and store it in his.
Glass tried to stay focused on the warmth of his hand on hers. She concentrated on the strength of his grip, how he showed no signs of loosening his hold even when the dropship began shaking and dipping on its violent trajectory toward Earth.
Not more than a few minutes ago, Glass had been sitting in a seat next to her mother, ready to face the new world together. But now her mother was dead, shot by a deranged guard desperate for a spot on the last shuttle to escape the dying Colony. Glass squeezed her eyes shut, trying to stop the scene from playing out again in her mind: Her mother falling, silently, to the ground. Glass dropping onto the floor next to her mother as she gasped and moaned, unable to do anything to stop the bleeding. Glass, pulling her mothers head onto her lap and battling sobs to say how much she loved her. Watching the dark stain on her mothers dress spread as the life faded from her. Watching her face go slack, just after hearing those final words: Im so proud of you.
There was no stopping the images, just as there was no changing the truth. Her mother was dead, and Glass and Luke were hurtling through space on a ship that would crash into Earth at any moment.
The dropship rattled loudly and jerked from side to side. Glass hardly noticed. She had the vague sensation of a harness digging into her ribs as her body followed the ships movements, but the pain of her mothers death gouged deeper than the metal buckle.
Shed always imagined grief as a weightthat is, when shed thought about it at all. The old Glass hadnt spent a great deal of time dwelling on other peoples anguish. That changed after her best friends mother died, and shed watched Wells slump around the ship as if carrying an enormous, invisible burden. But Glass felt differentcarved out, hollow, as if all emotion had been scraped out of her. The only thing reminding her that she was still alive was Lukes reassuring hand on hers.
People pressed against Glass from all sides. Every seat was filled, and men, women, and children stood in every spare inch of the cabin. They held on to each other for balance, though no one could fall downthey were packed too tightly, an undulating mass of flesh and quiet tears. Some whispered the names of people theyd left behind, while others jerked their heads wildly, refusing to accept that theyd said good-bye to loved ones for the last time.
The only person who didnt look panicked was the man sitting immediately to Glasss right, Vice Chancellor Rhodes. He was staring straight ahead, either oblivious or impervious to the distraught faces around him. A flash of indignation momentarily masked her pain. Wellss father, the Chancellor, wouldve been doing everything in his power to comfort those around him. Not that he wouldve accepted a spot on the final dropship in the first place. But Glass was hardly in a position to judge. The only reason shed made it onto the dropship was because Rhodes had brought Glass and her mother with him when he forced his way on board.
A violent jolt threw Glass back against her seat as the dropship lurched sideways, then tilted almost forty-five degrees before righting itself with a stomach-turning swoop. A childs wail cut through the collective gasp. Several people shrieked as the metal frame of the dropship began buckling, as if caught in the grasp of a giant fist. A high-pitched, mechanical whine screeched through the cabin, threatening to burst their eardrums, drowning out the cries and terrified sobs.
Glass gripped the arm of her seat and clutched Lukes hand, waiting for the surge of fear. But it never came. She knew she should be afraid, but the events of the past few days had left her numb. It was hard enough watching her home fall apart as the Colony ran out of oxygen. Hard enough risking an insane, unauthorized spacewalk to make it from Walden to Phoenix, where there was still breathable air. Everything shed gone through had seemed worth it, though, when Glass, her mother, and Luke had made it onto the dropship. But at this moment, Glass didnt care if she never got to see Earth. Better to end it all now than have to wake up every morning and remember that her mother was gone.
She glanced to the side and saw Luke staring straight ahead, his face a stony mask of resolve. Was he trying to be brave for her? Or had his extensive guard training taught him how to remain calm under pressure? He deserved better than this. After everything Glass had put him through, was this how it was going to end? Had they escaped certain death on the Colony only to hurtle headlong into a different horrific fate? Humans werent scheduled to return to Earth for at least another century, when scientists were sure the radiation left after the Cataclysm would have subsided. This was a premature homecoming, a desperate exodus promising nothing but uncertainty.
Glass looked over at the row of small windows lining the vessel. Hazy gray clouds filled each portal. It was oddly beautiful, she thought, just as the windows suddenly popped and shattered, spraying shards of hot glass and metal throughout the cabin. Flames shot through the broken panes. The people closest to the windows frantically tried to duck and move away, but there was nowhere to go. They leaned backward, falling onto the people behind them. The tang of scorched metal burned Glasss nostrils, while the scent of something else made her gag. With rising fear, Glass realized it was the smell of burned flesh.
Pushing hard against the force of the ships velocity, she turned her head to look at Luke. For a moment, Glass couldnt hear the sounds of whimpering and crying or the crunch of metal. She couldnt feel her mothers last breath. She could only see the side of Lukes face, the perfect profile and strong jaw that shed traced in her mind night after night during those terrible months in Confinement, when shed been sentenced to die on her eighteenth birthday.
Glass was brought back to reality by the sound of metal ripping from metal. It vibrated through her eardrums and down into her jaw, through her bones and into her gut. She ground her teeth together. She watched in helpless horror as the roof peeled off and flew away, as if it were nothing more than a scrap of fabric.
She forced herself to turn back to Luke, whod closed his eyes but was now gripping her hand with renewed intensity.
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