Lettie Prell - The Three Lives of Sonata James

Sonata James was twenty-three years old when she decided what she wanted to do with her life and her iterations to come. She sought out her friend Dante to tell first. It was noon and the sun was bright, but not warming. Her cheeks and hands stung with the brisk autumn air off the lake as she made her way from her moms house on South Dorchester to Dantes usual spot on Ellis Avenue. As she entered the coffee shop, the crisp chill was instantly replaced by cozy aromas of fresh-brewed beans and wood. She ordered a large French roast, paused to dose it liberally with milk, then held it high as she threaded among the crowded tables, mostly occupied by singles drawn to the free Wi-Fi. At last she arrived at the back near the emergency exit and unisex restroom, where Dante occupied the only high-backed booth in the place, a leftover from when this had been a bar or maybe an ice cream parlor. His gaze was locked on his screen as she approached, the glow accentuating his profile and projecting bursts of color onto his black-on-black athletic suit and hoodie.

She slid into the seat opposite him, a little coffee slopping onto the tabletop as she did so. She sat cupping the steaming drink between her hands until Dante looked up from his screen. The way his eyes shone betrayed how happy he was to see her, but he played it down.

I was reading about fine art photography back before digital, she began.

He slipped his headphones down off his ears, and Sonata heard a few strains of Missy Elliott haranguing about a one minute man before Dante punched the pause button. After she repeated her sentence, his brows drew together. And this is exciting news because?

She grinned. People would buy one of a hundred copies or so of a photo. They could print however many they wanted with the same negative, but it was the artists choice to limit the number of prints. Even at the beginning of digital, a photographer would decide to make only so many hard copies to sell. To make it more special.

Dante took a sip of his own drink and grimaced. It had likely gone cold long ago. To drive the price of the art up, you mean.

She drummed her fingers impatiently on the tabletop. And to make it more special. A statement. Come on, dont ruin this.

Ruin what? Hed gone back to his screen. It was impossible for him to unplug for even a few moments. Three-dimensional reality was just another frame opened to his awareness.

She was brimming with the news. Because Im going to be a limited edition.

His fingers twitched over the sense pad, but he remained the picture of coolness.

I just decided today. This is going to define me. Its my thing.

He actually closed his computer. He sat back, not looking at her but at some point on the table between them. If you dont upload

His voice cracked and she put a hand on his, suddenly realizing how much he cared about her. I will upload, she said. If I dont, Ill be like any other person who cant afford it or doesnt want to for whatever reason. It wont be special.

His lower lip drew inward, and he jerked his hand away. So youre just going to let your newbody crash? Thats whacked.

Several patronswhites, blacks, and newbies aliketurned to stare at the shout. The way the newbies, especially, regarded her made her face grow hot. She sat up straighter and kept her own voice quiet. Its a statement. If you pulled your head out of the Internet once in a while, youd notice how crowded were getting. Only the poor are having babies anymore. Everyone else is hanging on to their money for themselves, for their newbodies.

Dante folded his arms and slouched back in the booth, his long legs bumping her feet as he stretched them out. Am I now going to hear the antitech rant? Because I dont need you to run that down for me. I can tune into it anytime. Ironically, its all over the web.

She sighed. No antitech. Promise. She stared at her coffee. I need you to hear me.

Dante let out a long breath, deflating. I hear you. I just dont get you. Have you told your mother yet?

She shook her head and laughed without humor. I wanted to tell you first. A friend who would understand.

He snorted. They sat looking at each other. Again, Sonata sensed a deeper caring emanating from Dante than shed thought was there. Maybe he was just realizing it, too, as they spoke of her eventual mortality.

Dante nodded slightly, and for a split second Sonata wondered if hed read her mind. But he said, Okay, so youre a limited edition. I suppose I can get used to the idea youll only have a hundred iterations or so.

Not one hundred, she said. That wont hold the public interest. She saw the storm clouds gathering around Dante again and pressed on. And I dont want to get lumped in with the newbodies who didnt plan ahead and are out of cash already. Theyll do any crummy job in order to afford an upgrade before their software becomes so old its unsupported. I want everyone to know Im doing this on purpose.

Dantes face had become an unreadable mask. So how many of you are there going to be, Sonata?

Three.

Dante cursed.

Three iterations, because there are three movements in a sonata. Me here now, and two newbies.

Dante glowered. Your mom is going to kill you.

Its my body. She realized she was rehearsing now, for when her mother was back from work. I want to make my existence really count, to push myself to express and achieve in a way I dont think would be possible if I had all the time in the world. I want to dedicate my iterations as a reminder that we can only understand ourselvesunderstand life itselfwithin the context of a finite existence. People are unbearably bored with literally everything now. I want to show people what its like to live.

Dante leaned forward and grasped her right hand in both of his. His palms trembled. Youre whacked, he whispered. Damned philosophy major.

I love you, too. Shed meant to tease, but the words hung in the air between them. Their hands clasped tighter, as if separate small animals. Dante swallowed hard, then nodded and released his grip. She rose, feeling buoyant, and stammered her way through a casual farewell.

As she wended her way toward the door she passed a table where two newbies sat. One turned his silvery face toward her. Sorry, but I couldnt help overhearing. Have you considered man is something to be overcome?

She recognized the reference from Nietzsche. She tossed her head and shot back, What is great in man is that he is a bridge and not an end. Yes, Ive read Thus Spake Zarathustra.

The other newbie, androgynous and blue skinned, regarded her with curiosity as Sonata moved on.

She breathed a sigh as she reemerged onto the streets of Hyde Park. Bolstered against the wind by the warm milk and coffee in her belly, she flowed along with the crowd, thinking ahead to the conversation with her mother. There wasnt any question she would share her news. The two of them were very close. As she rounded a corner into an even thicker mass of humanity, she thought how her mother was not likely to get angry like Dante. Instead, shed pull her signature line: Youll change your mind about that when youre older. It was what had been unspoken in the newbies stare, back at the coffee shop.

And just how old will I be when Im supposed to change my mind about everything? she muttered to herself. The crowd had slowed to a crawl. There were too many people these days. Exasperated, she pushed forward, not caring that she was bumping people. She was nearly at the end of the block, and up ahead through the sea of bodies she saw the green light. Anyone could see it was time to walk, yet no one was. It was like they were waiting to be herded. She shoved forward in exasperation, hearing horns blaring from different directions, and stepped out into the street where there was some space to move at last