Karen Walker - The Dreamers

At first, they blame the air.

Its an old idea, a poison in the ether, a danger carried in by the wind. A strange haze is seen drifting through town on that first night, the night the trouble begins. It arrives like weather, or like smoke, some say later, but no one can locate any fire. Some blame the drought, which has been bleeding away the lake for years, and browning the air with dust.

Whatever this is, it comes over them quietly: a sudden drowsiness, a closing of the eyes. Most of the victims are found in their beds.

But there are some who will tell you that this sickness is not entirely new, that its cousins have sometimes visited ours. In certain letters from earlier centuries, you may find the occasional referencedecades apartto a strange kind of slumber, a mysterious, persistent sleep.

In 1935, two children went to bed in a Dust Bowl cabin and did not wake for nine days. Some similar contagion once crept through a Mexican villageEl Niente, they called it: the Nothing. And three thousand years before that, a Greek poet described a string of strange deaths in a village near the sea: they died, he wrote, as if overcome by sleepor, according to a second translation: as if drowned in a dream.

This time, it starts at the college.

It starts with a girl leaving a party. She feels sick, she tells her friends, like a fever, she says, like the flu. And tired, too, as tired as she has ever felt in her life.

The girls roommate, Mei, will later recall waking to the sound of the key turning in the lock. Mei will remember the squeak of the springs in the dark as her roommateher name is Karaclimbs into the bunk above hers. She seems drunk, this girl, the way she moves so slowly from door to bed, but the room is dim, andas usualthey do not speak.

In the morning, Mei sees that Kara has slept in her clothes. The narrow black heels of her boots are sticking out beneath the blankets of the upper bunk. But Mei has seen her do this once before. She is careful not to wake her as she dresses. She is quiet with her keys and with the door. Mei leaves only the lightest possible impression on this spacethe comfort of not being seen.

This is California, Santa Lora, six weeks into Meis freshman year.

Mei stays away from the room all day. She feels better this way, still stunned by how quickly it happened, how the friendships formed without her, a thick and sudden ice.

Each evening, Kara and the other girls on the floor stand in towels in the bathroom, blocking the sinks as they lean toward the mirrors to line their lips and eyes. Mei can hear them laughing from the desk in her room across the hall, their voices loud above the hum of the blow-dryers.

It takes time to get to know people, her mother says over the phone. Sometimes it takes years.

But there are certain stories that Mei has not told her mother. Like those boys who came to the door the first week of school. There was a bad smell in the hall, theyd said, and theyd tracked it to this room. Its like something died in here, theyd said, walking in without asking, filling up the narrow room, flip-flops and board shorts, baseball caps low on their heads.

The boys got excited when they began to sniff around Meis desk. Thats it, theyd said, pressing their hands to their noses. Its gotta be something in there. Theyd pointed to the bottom drawer. What the hell do you have in there?

It was her mothers dried cod, which had arrived in the company of three bars of dark chocolate and two lavender soaps.

My mom makes it, shed said. This is one of her mothers few inheritances from her own mother, Meis grandmother, the only one in the family born in China and not San Diego. Its fish.

She knows that these boys refer to her as quiet girl, as in Hey, quiet girl, its okay to talk. She does not think of herself that way, as especially quiet, but there she was, as if under their sway: suddenly not talking.

Jesus, said the one named Tom, who is taller than the others and plays basketball for the school team. Hed tied a red bandanna around his face, like a worker in a Civil War hospital. That is foul, he said.

Every time she remembers it, that bandanna over his mouth, Meis face turns hot with the shame of it.

In the end, she dropped the bag of cod down the trash chute at the end of the hall, ten floors down, the scrape of plastic on tin, while the boys gathered around her to make sure.

I didnt know theyd be like that, Kara said later. This is how she learned that Kara was the one who told the boys about a smell in the room, though shed said nothing at all to Mei.

This is one of the reasons that Mei spends her afternoons at a campus caf, where, on this particular day in October, she waits until she is sure her roommate and the other girls will be gone from the floor, their hair dryers quiet, their flat-irons cool, and the girls themselves enmeshed by then in the complicated rituals of their sororities. The boys, she hopes, will be at dinner.

But when Mei gets back to the floor that night, nine hours after she left it, she finds a note, written in red, on the whiteboard that hangs on their door. Were leaving, it says. Where are you? These wordsit is obviousare meant for her roommate.

When Mei unlocks the door, she finds Kara still lying where she left her that morning, her body curled toward the wall in the top bunk, her black boots still protruding from the sheets.

Kara? she says softly. Outside, the sun is sinking. The sky is clear and turning pink. Mei switches on the overhead light. Kara? she says again.

But Kara does not wake. Not to the sound of Meis pleading, or to the louder voices of the two paramedics who soon detectthrough her badly wrinkled dressthat she is breathing, at least, that she still has a pulse.

Kara sleeps through the screaming of the other girls as they see the way her head rolls back against the stretcher, the way her mouth hangs open, her brown hair falling loose across her face. She sleeps through the screeching of the crickets in the pine trees outside, and through the cool night air on her skin.

Mei stands barefoot on the sidewalk as the paramedics slide the stretcher into the bright bubble of the ambulance, a little roughly, thinks Mei. Be careful, she wants to say. And then the doors swing shut without her, leaving Mei alone in the street.

The paramedics will later report that the girl sleeps through the wail of the siren, too, and the flashing of the lights. She sleeps through the bumps of the potholed streets as the ambulance rushes toward St. Marys, where, after several attempts, two doctors find that they cannot wake her, either.

On the other floors of the hospital that night, women labor while the girl sleeps. Babies are born while she sleeps. She sleeps while an old man dies in a distant room, an expected deathhis family gathered, a chaplain.

She sleeps through sunrise, and she sleeps through sunset.

And yet, in those first few hours, the doctors can find nothing else wrong. She looks like an ordinary girl sleeping ordinary sleep.

There will be some confusion, later, about what happened to her there, how her heart could have slowed so much without setting off the monitors. But this much is known to be true: over the course of many hours, her shallow breaths turn gradually shallower.