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HEADACHE
And we know that God causes all things to work together for good to those who love God, to those who are called according to His purpose. Romans 8:28 (NASB)
M Y HEAD was killing me.
It had been a full day already, but as if that werent enough, now my head was splitting in two. It was horrible timing. I was in New York City for the presentation of the Heisman Trophy, and Id spent most of the day exploring New York with my family and friends. But it had taken its toll. My head was killing mea migraine had set in. I guess the travel and schedule had brought it on. I had been traveling nonstop, it seemed, since the conclusion of the regular season a week earlier. I had been blessed enough to win several awards already, including the ones that I was the most proud of, several first-team Academic All-American teams.
The ceremony took place in Times Square, at the Nokia Theatre, as it was then called. There were 2,100 in attendance on December 10, 2008. About twenty of them were pretty nervous for me. Those twentymy parents, siblings and spouses, close friends, Coach Urban Meyer, and Coach Mickey Marotti from the University of Floridahad been on hand to support me throughout the entire season, as always, in good times and bad.
Statistically, there had been more good than bad that season. Id thrown for over 2,500 yards with 28 touchdowns and 2 interceptions. Id also rushed for 564 yards and had 12 touchdowns. But more importantly, as a team, wed seen far more good than bad as well. We were 121 and had only had one close game in the last two months.
Colt McCoy and Sam Bradford were seated beside me on the front row. They had also been nominated for the Heisman, and of course, they had also had great seasons.
We hadnt played either team, yet. We would be facing Oklahoma and Sam Bradford in the BCS National Championship Game a month after the ceremony.
Finally, the moment arrived. As the ceremony unfolded, my head was hurting more and more, and I was feeling nauseated.
The announcement came from the podium, in a moment that none of us would ever forget.
The Downtown Athletic Club presents the 2008 Heisman Trophy to Sam Bradford, University of Oklahoma.
My phone began vibrating and wouldnt stop for hourstexts and voicemails from teammates and coaches, all saying that we would take it to Oklahoma in the championship game. I wasnt paying attention to the phone, though, as Sam accepted the awardthe pounding in my head had continued to intensify.
Finally, at a break, I headed out to the bathroom to run cold water over my face. On the way, I passed Coach Meyer and Coach Marotti. I could feel the intensity of their disappointment and anger over my loss as I approached. They were obviously biased in my favor and were two of my biggest supporters.
I caught their eyes and mouthed two words. Game on.
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THE EARLY YEARS
Let another praise you, and not your own mouth; a stranger, and not your own lips. Proverbs 27:2 (NASB)
M Y DAD HAS PREACHED a lot in America, but one of his favorite places to preach is a country in Asia called the Philippines. Before I was born, my family was living in Mindanao, in the Philippines, and my dad was doing mission work there. Anyone who talks to others about a personal relationship with Jesus Christ is doing mission work.
One day when my dad was out preaching in the jungle, he prayed, Father, if You want another preacher in this world, You give him to me. You give me Timmy, and I will raise him to be a preacher.
Dad returned home and told my family about his prayer. He invited them to join him in praying for me by name, and they all prayed for me. The name Timothy means honoring God.
A few months later, my mom realized that she was pregnant. From the start, it was a difficult pregnancy. A number of times they were certain they had lost me. Mom and Dad went to the best doctor in their area of Mindanao and listened to her lay out their optionsin her opinionfor how to save my moms life. The doctor was brutally honest about her opinion of my moms chances. She said that the pregnancy was going to be hard and dangerous.
When my parents walked out of her office, they were in shock and felt a bit numb. They knew that Mom would have to be very brave and trust God. Her strongest recollection of those moments, which must have been overwhelming for her, was an unexpected and indescribable peace. Gods peace, she later told me, is what helped her through the next eight months of her pregnancy.
And while they waited for me to be born, my mom and brothers and sisters would sing Bible verses together. Mom thought that putting verses to tunes helped us to learn and retain them. Later, they taught these verses to me:
Wait for the Lord, be strong and let your heart take courage. Wait for the Lord, wait for the Lord. I wait for the Lord, my soul does wait. And in His Word do I hope.
Psalm 27:14, 130:5
Miraculously, later on in the pregnancy, a surprise blessing occurred. Mom, who had been very sick, began to feel better, even well enough to fly, along with my siblings, Christy, Katie, Robby, and Peter, to Manila. There, at the Makati Medical Center, she met with an American-trained doctor. She had not seen a doctor for many months.
My familys waiting was over on August 14, 1987, when I was delivered by the doctor my parents trusted. The doctor spoke first to my dad. Mr. Tebow, your child is a miracle baby. I cant explain how it happened, but despite all odds, he beat them.
My mom, dad, and family were so grateful for my safe arrival and thanked the Lord for His protection of both my mom and me. But the drama was not over yetfor either of us.
That first week, I lost weight instead of gaining it and had to remain in the hospital. My parents asked our friends and family in America to pray that I would grow big and strong. I guess their prayers were answered!
Mom also struggled physically and needed ongoing care, but slowly, she got better.
We are all so grateful Mom survived the pregnancy and childbirth. My parents knew that Mom might not survive, but they trusted God with her pregnancy. Trusting God is how they started their marriage and how they have continued to this day. My dad always tells us that faith is like a muscle. You trust God for the small things and when He comes through, your muscle grows. It grows whether He comes through in ways that you hoped for or notyou learn that Hes always there through good or bad. This enables you to trust God for the bigger things, in fact, for all things.
My memories of my lifeat least those I myself can rememberbegin in Jacksonville, Florida. We returned from the Philippines when I was three.
It was great growing up with two older sisters and two older brothers always around to play with. Actually, all of us were very competitive, including my parents and all my siblings. It didnt matter if it was Monopoly or chess inside with my sisters or baseball or basketball outside with my brothersor if I was only four and the rest of them were far older. The rules applied equally to all. There was no letting someone win because he was younger, or to cheer her up or encourage her to keep playing. The first time I won any of those games or contests, I earned it.
It was something I remembered.
Most of my first clear memories seem to revolve around sports and all the crazy stuff I did trying to be just like Robby and Peter. I wanted to do everything they did, despite the fact that they were nine and six years old when we returned from the Philippines and I was three. We were in constant motion, always playing whatever game was in season or, if for some reason one of those didnt interest us, just the ones that we made up ourselves.