Sharon Sala - Always a Lady

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Copyright 1993 Sharon Sala

Cover Art Copyright 1993 Tony Meers

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First Printing February 1993.

ISBN: 1-56597-045-4

All the characters in this book are fictitious. Any resemblance to actual persons, living or dead, is purely coincidental.

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To ladies everywhere who've had the good luck to find a cowboy and the good sense to keep him.

And to Billy Jack, my cowboy, who's never let me down.

SHARON SALA

Sharon Sala is an Okie and proud of it. She's lived her entire life within seven miles of where she was born. Prague, Oklahoma, where she and her husband farm and ranch, has been her home for the past twenty-seven years. This past year she was nominated by Romantic Times for a Reviewer's Choice Award, and was a RITA finalist in the short contemporary division at the national Romance Writers of America convention. Pretty heady stuff for a farm girl with a head full of daydreams.

Other books by Sharon Sala:

No. 60 SARA'S ANGEL

No. 73 KING'S RANSO

No. 109 HONOR'S PROMISE

ONE"My God, Doctor! Can't you fix her face?"

Lily Brownfield stood behind the door of her hospital room and listened, with her heart breaking and tears flowing, as her fianc, Todd Collins, stood in the hall, berating the plastic surgeon in charge of her case. The bandages had been off less than fifteen minutes, and already her world was falling apart. She heard the disgust in Todd's voice. She didn't want to hear the doctor's response. Yet she stood transfixed as he reluctantly answered her fiancs frantic question.

"Of course, there will be a time when we can do further surgery to lessen the impact of permanent scarring. But for now, you should be thankful your fiance is alive and healing. All things worthwhile take time, Mr. Collins. You, as a lawyer, should know that, because nothing grinds slower than the wheels of justice." He smiled gently. "Give her time. Lily is a young, vibrant woman. She needs to heal a bit and then we'll see. Okay?"

"Of course, doctor. Of course," Todd murmured. "But we were going to be married in less than two months. Now it will have to be postponed indefinitely. She certainly won't want to walk down the aisle with a face like..." Words failed him. Todd cleared his voice and began again. "I can't have a wife who's..." He was almost shouting. "How can she be the perfect wife and hostess now?"

The doctor bit his lip to keep from cursing. In his job, he met all kinds. This perfectly dressed, perfectly educated, perfectly bred man was a perfect jerk. He knew his patient wouldn't agree, but in his estimation, she'd be lucky to be rid of him.

Lily gasped and pressed her fingers tightly against her mouth to keep from crying aloud. She couldn't help it. His words confirmed her worst fears. Lily knew that their relationship was lacking in depth, but everyone always said they'd been the perfect couple. She'd hoped that time and the bonds of matrimony could create the kind of marriage her parents had enjoyed before her mother's untimely death several years earlier.

She squeezed her eyes shut and tried to ignore the fact that her future plans had just come to an abrupt end. Facts were impossible to ignore. She'd seen the look of utter abhorrence on his face when the bandages had come off. Even if she insisted on the marriage taking place, how could she marry someone who cared more about how she was outside than inside? There was only one thing she could do and maintain a sense of control in her life. She'd make the first cut. It wouldn't be easy, but in the long run would save her the most pain.

She opened the door and caught the guilty look on Todd's face before he had time to conceal it.

"Todd," she said quietly, "I think you'd better come inside. It's obvious that we have something to discuss that does not concern my doctor, nor his methods of healing."

The doctor frowned, knowing full well what was about to take place, and wished with all his heart that he could heal more than the bodies of his patients. This beautiful young woman who'd been brought into the emergency room nearly two weeks earlier was going to go home with a long, ugly scar down the side of her face. But in his estimation, it was going to heal faster than the injury her shallow fianc was about to deal. Sometimes broken hearts were more deadly than the worst of bodily injuries.

Lily stared blindly toward the beach, watching the breakers crashing against the rocks below her house. It had been weeks since she'd been dismissed from the hospital, and still she could not make one simple decision about her future. She didn't see the beauty of the day, nor the gulls swooping toward the sands in raucous abandon. All she kept seeing was an instant replay of Todd's face as she handed him her engagement ring. And his look of guilty relief as he'd stuffed it into his pocket.

He'd tried to hug her.

Why now, Todd? she'd thought. It was much too late. She'd stopped the gesture and pushed away from him. She didn't need his pity, and being held by one of Los Angeles's best young lawyers was suddenly not as appealing as it had been.

"No more pretenses, Todd," she had told him. "You obviously loved my appearance more than you loved me. And I understand that I was not chosen to be a wife as much as a hostess, a pretty foile for your perfect looks, Todd. It seems to me that I still am perfectthe perfect fool."

"But Lily, you don't know..."

"I know more than I want to, Todd. I want you to leave. It's going to be up to you to cancel all the arrangements that have been made. You can tell people whatever pretty lie you choose as to why we're no longer being married. I don't have the stomach to pretend."

Her voice shook and she swallowed hard, refusing to break down in front of the man who'd just broken her heart. Lily wanted to scream, she wanted to lash out, but she did neither. It wasn't the ladylike thing to do, and Lily Catherine Brownfield was, above all else, always a lady. Todd had told her it was one of the first things that had attracted him to her. However, it was obviously not enough to maintain a relationship in the face of her injuries.

Todd had stood before her, shamefaced and angry, but he neither refuted her accusations nor handed her back the ring. Instead, he had spun around and walked out of her life.

Lily had closed her eyes, and tears had trickled out from behind her bruised eyelids, and down the red gash across her left cheek. But she hadn't wanted to cry. Todd Collins wasn't worth it.

She had walked over to her bed, and fell across the wad of sheets, wondering what she was going to do? There was no way she was going back to work in the same offices and face Todd Collins everyday. Before her accident, she could have worked anywhere. She was a good legal secretary. But she had a sick feeling that kept growing inside her heart that no one would hire someone so disfigured. Todd knew her, was supposed to love her, and he'd been unable to bear the sight of her face. Why would a total stranger feel any differently?

The phone rang, jarring Lily's wayward thoughts back to the present. She blinked, trying to erase the ugly memories of the past. She turned and ran into the house.

"Hello," she answered.

"Lily Kate, where the hell have you been?" Her father's deep, booming voice was a welcome break, even if he did persist in calling her by her childhood nickname.

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