Joyce Carol Oates - On Boxing

Its a terrible sport, but its a sportthe fight for survival is the fight .

R OCKY G RAZIANO ,
former middleweight champion of the world

T hey are young welterweight boxers so evenly matched they might be twins, though one has a redheads pallor and the other is a dusky-skinned Hispanic. Circling each other in the ring, beneath the glaring lights, trying jabs, tentative left hooks, right crosses that dissolve in mid-air or turn into harmless slaps. How to get inside! How to press an advantage, score a point or two, land a single punch! It seems they have forgotten all theyve been trained to do and the Madison Square Garden fight crowd is getting noisy, derisive, impatient. Time is running out. Those twowhatd they do, wake up this morning and decide they were boxers? a man behind me says in disgust. (Hes dark, nattily dressed, neat-trimmed moustache and tinted glasses. A sophisticated fight fan. Knows all the answers. Two hours later he will be screaming, Tommy! Tommy! Tommy! over and over in a paroxysm of grief as, on the giant closed-circuit television screen lowered over the ring, middleweight champion Marvelous Marvin Hagler batters his brash challenger Thomas Hearns into insensibility.)

The young welterweights are surely conscious of the chorus of jeers, boos, and catcalls in this great cavernous space reaching up into the cheap twenty-dollar seats in the balconies amid the constant milling of people in the aisles, the commingled smells of hotdogs, beer, cigarette and cigar smoke, hair oil. But they are locked desperately together in their futile matchcircling, dancing, jabbing, slapping, clinchingnow a flurry of light blows, clumsy footwork, yet another sweaty stumbling despairing clinch into the ropes that provokes a fresh wave of derision as the referee helps them apart. Why are they here in the Garden of all places, each fighting, it seems, his first professional fight? Neither wants to hurt the otherneither is angry at the other. When the bell sounds at the end of the fourth and final round the crowd boos a little louder. The Hispanic boy, silky yellow shorts, damp frizzy floating hair, strides about his corner of the ring with his gloved hand aloftnot in defiance of the boos which increase in response to his gesture, or even in acknowledgment of them. Its just something hes doing, something he has seen older boxers do, hes saying Im, here, I made it, I did it .

When the decision is announced as a draw the crowds derision increases in volume. Get out of the ring! Assholes! Go home! Contemptuous male laughter follows the boys up the aisle in their robes, towels about their heads, sweating, breathless. Why had they thought they were boxers?

How can you enjoy so brutal a sport, people sometimes ask me.

Or pointedly dont ask.

And its too complex to answer. In any case I dont enjoy boxing in the usual sense of the word, and never have; boxing isnt invariably brutal; and I dont think of it as a sport.

Nor can I think of boxing in writerly terms as a metaphor for something else. No one whose interest began as mine did in childhoodas an offshoot of my fathers interestis likely to think of boxing as a symbol of something beyond itself, as if its uniqueness were merely an abbreviation, or iconographic; though I can entertain the proposition that life is a metaphor for boxingfor one of those bouts that go on and on, round following round, jabs, missed punches, clinches, nothing determined, again the bell and again and you and your opponent so evenly matched its impossible not to see that your opponent is you: and why this struggle on an elevated platform enclosed by ropes as in a pen beneath hot crude pitiless lights in the presence of an impatient crowd?that sort of hellish-writerly metaphor. Life is like boxing in many unsettling respects. But boxing is only like boxing.

For if you have seen five hundred boxing matches you have seen five hundred boxing matches and their common denominator, which certainly exists, is not of primary interest to you. If the Host is only a symbol, as the Catholic writer Flannery OConnor once remarked, Id say the hell with it.