Endorsements
In Shifting Shadows , you will read an amazing story of the grace of God at work that will encourage you to keep on keeping on.
Luis Bush, missions strategist and author of The Yes Effect
A beautiful, raw testimony of the radical grace of Christ in Hermans life and how God continues to save others through Pastor Mendoza and his ministry. I am blessed to know him!
Kevin Palau, president and CEO of the Luis Palau Association
To spend five minutes with Herman Mendoza now, it would be challenging to imagine him spending five years in federal prison for dealing illicit drugs. Since our paths crossed, I have witnessed his efforts in reaching young people for Christ and his commitment to impact our society with his testimony. In Shifting Shadows , we can grasp the essence of Gods unwavering grace.
Allan Houston, former two-time NBA All-Star and assistant general manager of the New York Knicks
Herman Mendozas testimony is an amazing story of how the grace and love of Jesus transformed his life, bringing him from a life of crime and prison into gospel ministry, healing his marriage, and making his family whole.
Dr. George O. Wood, chairman of the World Assemblies of God Fellowship
Usually people dont admit to their frailties, failures, and lives of wickedness, but in Shifting Shadows , Herman Mendoza tells it all. From a busted drug dealer to a prominent and faithful servant of God, he bares his soul. It is a poignant and captivating story with redeeming value for a worldwide audience.
Raymond Joseph, author and former ambassador of Haiti to the United States
Hermans story is a powerful example of the way God restores the years that the locusts have eaten. Through Christ and the power of the gospel, we see love, redemption, and freedom born out of greed, emptiness, and bondage. In a culture riddled with addictions, this is an uplifting story worthy of our attention.
Candy Marballi, president and CEO of the Prayer Covenant
This raw, utterly engaging narrative of Pastor Mendozas journey demonstrates how God takes the torn pieces of life and creates a beautiful tapestry of His love and mercy to reveal His glory!
Nick Brino, local sales manager of Salem Media Group, DC
Caution: If you start reading this book at 10 P . M ., you might not get much sleep that night. I had set aside only a short period to read this book, but I became so engrossed in the ups and downs of Hermans life story that I ended up pushing my schedule back. This memoir crosses all cultures and shows how Gods grace can rescue a lost soul regardless of how hard he or she hits rock bottom.
Joel Freeman, PhD, director and producer of Return to Glory ; former NBA chaplain
It is so exciting to read this testimony of the extremity and the availability of Gods grace. Jesus is not only in the cathedral, He is in the classroom, the hospital room, the courtroom, and the prison cell. Pastor Mendoza is a trophy of Gods grace, and I am blessed to be a witness of his transformed life. I hope this book will convince you that hope is just a prayer away!
Reverend Pete Richardson, lead pastor of Grace Ministries, Promise Church
Shifting Shadows exemplifies the work of grace in a life that has tasted both the giddy heights of sin and the lowest depths of desperation. Once I began to read, I was hooked and could not put it down. Herman Mendozas account is riveting from start to finish.
Reverend Lloyd Pulley, senior pastor of Calvary Chapel, Old Bridge, New Jersey
I highly recommend Shifting Shadows . Herman Mendoza has a thrilling story that speaks boldly to the urban issues of today.
Dimas Salaberrios, author of Street God
This book is amazing and heartfelt from beginning to end. My utmost respect for Herman Mendoza. To be able to put his past behind him and give back to those who need it is truly an act of a hero.
Miguelina Puello, retired NYPD sergeant and adjunct professor
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Title Page
Copyright Page
2020 by Herman A. Mendoza
Published by Bethany House Publishers
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This book recounts events in the life of Herman Mendoza according to the authors recollection and information from the authors perspective. While all the stories are true, some names, dialogue, and identifying details have been changed to protect the privacy of those involved.
Cover design by Dan Pitts
Cover photo by Edwin Rodriguez/Kiss Digital
Photo in chapter 47 by Ramysh Bangali
Author represented by WordServe Literary
Dedication
I dedicate this book to my Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ.
This book was written to bring glory to you, my Lord,
and as a testimony of your transforming power.
In memory of my loving parents,
Fernando and Maria Mendoza.
Contents
Cover
Endorsements
Half Title Page
Title Page
Copyright Page
Dedication
Foreword by Wess Stafford
A Note from Herman
Prologue
1. The Corona Boys
2. A Bite of the Apple
3. Renegade Demons
4. A Change of Scene
5. Old Habits Die Hard
6. Back in the Big Apple
7. Four Funerals and a Brush-Off
8. Mr. GQ
9. A Real Bad Apple
10. Cant Smile without You
11. A Home of Our Own
12. Baby, Oh Baby
13. A Slippery Slope
14. Cocaine and Crime
15. Rollin in It
16. The Poconos
17. The Mistress
18. No Way, Not Me
19. 505
20. Busted
21. Deal
22. Sent to Prison
23. Shock
25. A Dog Returns to Its Vomit
26. Minding My Own Beeswax
27. The Takedown
28. Busted Again
29. On the Run
30. The Trophy
31. Born Again
32. 5-North
33. Pastors in Chains
34. All In
35. Alexandra Pays a Visit
36. Moving On
37. Allenwood
38. A Test of Faith
39. No Turning Back
40. Freshman Year
41. Missions
42. A New Direction
43. Promise Ministries International
44. Going Global
45. The Shadow of Death
46. Mami Goes Home
47. The Present
Acknowledgments
About the Author