Alexandra Sokoloff - The Unseen

THE

UNSEEN

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THE

UNSEEN

Alexandra Sokoloff

ST. MARTINS PRESS NEW YORK

This is a work of fiction. All of the characters, organizations, and events portrayed in this novel are either products of the authors imagination or are used fictitiously.

THE UNSEEN. Copyright 2009 by Alexandra Sokoloff. All rights reserved. Printed in the United States of America. For information, address St. Martins Press, 175 Fifth Avenue, New York, N.Y. 10010.

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ISBN-13: 978-0-312-38470-8

ISBN-10: 0-312-38470-X

First Edition: June 2009

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For my partner, Michael Bradshaw, and my father, Alexander Sokoloff: both perfect blends of the scientific and supernatural

THE

UNSEEN

CHAPTER ONE

The hall ahead is dark, a tunnel of black.

She is in bare feet, wearing just a T-shirt, her steps slow and reluctant on the polished hardwood floor.

The warm Southern California breeze breathes through gauzy curtains at the windows, wafting the fragrance of night-blooming jasmine but the smell is cloying, gagging, and dread rolls like black waves around her as she approaches the door, their door.

The sounds are louder, now the grunts and moans are like physical blows. She wants to scream, wants to run and she cant breathe, cant breathe, something is wrapped around her chest like a vise.

In the night outside, a dog breaks into hysterical yapping; somewhere far away a siren wails. Beside her, the Art Deco clock on the wall clicks to 3:33. She steps past the ghost of her own reflection in the large gold-framed mirror takes a jerking step forward into the doorway.

And stops, sways at the sight

They are in the bed, their bed, Matt and

I dont even know her name, whats her name?

Tracey.

She can hear their breathing, Traceys soft moans, Matt groaning, Baby oh baby She can smell them, feel their frantic writhingMatts quickening thrusts, Traceys legs flexing and tightening around his thighs

Every move, every thrust, every sigh, is like being stabbed, all over her body. She can feel the jabs, feel the blood pouring from her flesh, the coppery stink of blood she is wrapped in barbed wire and it is tightening, tightening . Matt and Tracey cry out together on the bed .

Inside her mind, she is screaming, her cries echoing against the walls

Please please no

And behind her, the mirror shatters .

Laurel awoke with a shuddering gasp, felt her heart pounding crazily against the mattress, shaking the bed. The room around her was blindingly sunny, white and high-ceilinged, with crown molding and a ceiling fan.

Ceiling fan???

Where am I???

She lay against the pillows in total disorientation, waiting for the dream to subside, to regain some kind of reality.

Then she sat up slowly, in the bedroom of her house inher mind scrambled briefly for itDurham, North Carolina.

She had been there for three weeks and four days, after living all thirty-one years of her life in California.

And she had moved in a blind rush of escape, after finding her fianc in bed with his graduate assistant, in exactly the scenario she had dreamed, down to the very last detail.

She swung her feet out of bed and stood, reached for a robe, avoiding looking at the mirror on the wall.

She belted the robe around her as she walked out into the hall, past the door of the spare bedroom with its unopened moving boxes stacked against the walls, and down the stairs of her house her house! her feet bare on the cool of the polished wood stairs, her left hand gliding down the satiny curve of railing. So different from the right-angled, modern condo in West Hollywood, with its recessed lighting and skylights, and stainless steel, granite-countered kitchen.

And thats the point, isnt it? Im as far away as I could get.

The dream had followed, and it never felt like dreaming; it was always the same, like walking into the living past, into a parallel world that existed intact and constant, with her trauma captured, her silent screams echoing forever on the walls.

But it was less frequent, and she no longer awoke from it with barbed-wire welts in her flesh. Thats some kind of progress, right?

It was the dream that had told Laurel that Matt was cheating on her. Shed jolted awake in her Santa Barbara hotel, where she was staying the weekend at an American Psychiatric Educators conference, with raised welts in her flesh and a shattered feeling in her chest. She didnt believe in psychic flashes, had never won so much as two dollars in the California lottery, didnt know who was on the other end of the phone when she picked up; she never even read her horoscope in the newspaper or online. She had a doctorate in psychology, for heavens sake; she lectured on personality and theories of the self at Cal State L.A.; she had multiple job offers at universities in various parts of the country (all of which shed turned down to stay in Los Angeles with Matt )

But the dream had been more than a dream. Shed known .

At 1:23 A.M. she left the hotel, got in her car, and drove two hours back to their condo in L.A and it was just as in the dream, every detail: the smell of jasmine, the blowing curtains, the yapping dog, the clock clicking over to 3:33 as she walked down the dark hall through waves of black dread, toward the sound of moaning coming from their doorway, their bedroom, their bed

And the mirror

In her mind she heard the shattering and halted on the stairs, gripping the banister, squeezing her eyes closed to shut it out

Matt had moved out immediately, they had never even talked about it. It was almost as if hed staged the scene for Laurel to find, to spare himself the awkwardness of an actual conversation. He was out of her life, shacked up with Tracey. Just like thatunengaged.

Stop it, Laurel ordered herself, clenching her nails into her palms. Whats the point? You were living in a dream world.

She had no illusions about what the real problem was. Los Angeles was a 24/7 candy store. Beautiful young people came in droves from all over the country, hoping to make their faces their fortune. Laurel knew she was pleasant enough to look at in a sexy librarian kind of way: glasses and braces long gone, and her unruly mane of red-gold hair less of a disaster than it had been in her coltish adolescence. And of course there were the legs that had stopped Matt in his tracks the night they met at a faculty Christmas partyor so hed said at the time. But Laurel knew she didnt even register on the Hollywood scale.

Shed never really understood what Matt had seen in her, other than the fact that she simply listened well; shed been sympathetic and available when he was shattered and mooning over being dumped (By a model, no lessand shouldnt that have been your first clue?) .

No, shed been an utter fool, blindly trusting, delusional, stupid in every way.

Better to know now, Laurels friends, colleagues said. Of course she would heal, of course she would move on, laugh again, find someone new, someone worthy of her. We love you, youll be fine. All the things that well-meaning people say.

Laurel had nodded and thanked them and gone home and given notice on her condo, then called the Duke University psychology department to accept a tenure track professorship that she hadnt even been considering, in the middle of North Carolina, a whole continent away.

She said all the right things to her dismayed friends: she couldnt stay an associate professor at a state college forever, tenure track jobs were almost nonexistent in California, she was doing the best thing for her career.