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The stories in describe the terrain of human suffering illness, regret, mourning, sympathy in the most unusual of ways. In Stab, a bereaved twin starts a friendship with a homicidal fifth grader in the hope that she can somehow lead him back to his dead brother. In Why Antichrist? a boy tries to contact the spirit of his dead father and finds himself talking to the Devil instead. In the remarkable title story, a neer do well pediatrician returns home to take care of his dying father, all the while under the scrutiny of an easily-disappointed heavenly agent. With and , Chris Adrian announced himself as a writer of rare talent and originality. The stories in , some of which have appeared in , and , demonstrate more of his endless inventiveness and wit, and they confirm his growing reputation as a most exciting and unusual literary voice of heartbreaking, magical, and darkly comic tales.

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Chris Adrian

A Better Angel

For MR

A BETTER ANGEL

HIGH SPEEDS

That November Im nine and stealing: candy from the supermarket; toys from the dime store; books from the bookstore. And not Curious George and the Bad Touch or Tales of a Fourth Grade Fuck-Up, though I am in fourth grade, and fucked-up. Im too smart for those books, too smart for the fourth grade, but Mama wont let them skip me. Im too smart for Miami Springs, and too smart for my own good.

In November of 1979 Im four feet ten inches tall, and Papa has been dead for nine months. My little brother is crazy, and I want sometimes to take over the world. I am nine but not nine. I am ancient in blood and heart and bones. Sometimes I feel as wise as a pharaoh. I am in class, listening to Miss Ouida Montoya read to us.

Wild Nights! Wild Nights!

Were I with thee

Wild Nights should be

Our luxury!

She goes on, finishing as passionately as she began. Shes panting when she stops. Can anyone tell me who wrote that one? she asks into the silence. Shes not our real teacher, just a substitute who came to us after Ms. Ortons incident with the bus.

No one? This is the first time shes done the poetry thing. Yesterday we mostly made paper-plate turkeys and paper-cup Pilgrims for the upcoming Thanksgiving feast, held annually in the cafeteria, at which we will sing Thanksgiving hymns in between courses of turkeyburger, canned corn, and pumpkin pudding. The day before, she extended our Spanish lesson, reading to us all day from a Spanish translation of The Mouse and the Motorcycle. Well? she asks.

Ask Con, says Maria Josiah, a girl from Hialeah with an ax-shaped head.

There are snickers all around the room. Buddy Washington, behind me, kicks my chair. Freaky boy, he whispers.

Well, Con? says Ouida Montoya.

Well what? I ask, in a sharp, little-bastardly voice.

Can you tell me who wrote this poem?

Isnt this a little advanced for us?

She looks at me, then takes off her glasses. You know, Con, I got up this morning in a very good mood. I was thinking, Im going to make a difference today. Im going to go into class and I am going to make a difference there. Im going to use this little spell of substitute time to make some small change in your lives. Some small change, a tiny little change. She snaps her fingers very softly, so I can barely hear it. And what better way to make a little change than with a little poetry? She smiles at me, a sweet, honest smile, aiming her teeth right at me.

But poetry makes nothing happen, I say. She puts her glasses back on and lifts her head up, like she just smelled something interesting or nice.

Who wrote our poem? Our poem, I think, but I know right off she doesnt mean it that way.

My life closed twice, I say, before its close. It yet remains to see.

She smiles wider impossibly wide, so I think her top lip is going to flip over her nose, and she uncrosses her legs, then crosses them again. In the quiet I can hear the sound of nylon scraping against nylon.

If immortality unveil, she says.

A third event to me, I reply.

So huge.

So hopeless to conceive.

As these that twice befell. Parting is all we know of Heaven.

And all we need, I say, of Hell.

Maria Josiah bursts into laughter. Con said the H word! She covers her own mouth, as if she was the one that said Hell. The rest of the class just looks at me like, Weirdo! and looks at Ouida Montoya like theyre afraid of what she might do next.

Miss Emily Dickinson, she says. Thats who wrote these poems. Everyone please repeat after me. Emily Dickinson!

Emily Dickinson! they say, sounding a little fearful.

Very good, she says. Shall we hear another? She waits until someone raises a hand. Yes, Maria?

Cant we just finish our turkeys?

Possibly. Lets take a vote.

Turkeys win twenty-four to zero, with me abstaining. So we get out the turkey halves we had previously cut from paper plates and spend the rest of the period stapling them together and coloring them. They are supposed to serve as place markers at the feast, but I write on mine, Happy Birthday, you sorry ass little fucker. Whats in a birthday? Get over it, asshole. Your bellyaching is grating on my anus. Birthdays make nothing happen. They survive in the valley of their own making.

I am very intent on this, making every letter in a different color and all that shit, so when Ouida Montoya comes over I dont even notice shes there until it occurs to me that the flea-spray smell in my head is her perfume. I put my hand over the turkey but she moves it away so she can read the last lines.

Everything is so hard, she says, leaning down to put the hyphen in sorry-ass with her red substitute teachers pen.

At recess Im on top of a jungle gym that everyone avoids when Im on it. Im looking out at all the children playing, and Im thinking, You! Maria Josiah! Death to you! A razor across your eye, Maria!

Buddy Washington, a shovel hard on your head, so hard that raspberry jelly flies out of your nose!

And Molly LaRouche, your head in a vise!

Sammy Fie, coat you in honey and feed you to the bees!

Rosetta Pablo, feed you to a dog with dull teeth!

I run all down the class list. This is how I pass my recess. When theyre about all dead I hang upside down and close my eyes until I hear somebody come up next to me. Its Yatha McIlvoy, who happens to be the only person I habitually spare.

Happy birthday, she says. I made you something. She hands me a Pilgrim. Birthday Pilgrim for Con, it says.

Howd you know it was my birthday?

Ms. Orton said. Last week. Remember? Ouida Montoya is coming over. Shes in the sun. From where Im hanging it looks like shes coming in like an enemy plane. She puts her hand on Yathas shoulder.

Could I talk to Con a moment, Yatha?

Sure, she says and walks off backwards. After a few feet she waves at me, turns, and runs away.

May I join you?

No, I say and pull myself up. Im sitting on top again when she gets there.

You arent happy, she says.

Im fine.

Im sorry I forgot your birthday yesterday, she says.

I dont care.

This says different. Its the turkey card, which Id torn into eight pieces and thrown away. Shes taped it back together.

Not to you, I say. I dont care about you, lady. My mama forgot.

Ah, she says. Poor Con.

Hey, I say. Fuck you. I wait for her to go away, or drag me to see the principal, Sister Gertrude, like Ms. Orton always does. But she just sits there, her long silk skirt hanging down between the bars.

I said fuck you, I say. Nobody asked you to play Good Samaritan to the lonesome birthday boy.

She leans back, putting her arms behind her, and puts her head back as far as she can get it and still be looking at me. Youre an angry little fucker, arent you? I just look back. I do not love her then, but when she talks to me like Im real, when shes the first person in this bore-me-to-death place to talk to me like Im real, then something happens, and I feel it. A little lurch, like something has just moved inside me. She says, I meant it earlier. This morning was halcyon. I looked at the sunlight on my wood floor, and I said out loud, Ouida Montoya, today you will help somebody. And I never talk out loud when nobody else is there. Never. So let me help. She reaches out and touches my shoulder. Wont you tell me whats the matter with you?

My mama forgot my birthday, I say. Its no big deal.

Its more than that, she says. I read your file in the office. She brings her face close to mine, close enough for a kiss. Wild Nights, Im thinking suddenly, and I get a little dizzy. Christ, lady, I think. Its life, is all it is. I fall back away from her, and swing down backwards through the bars to drop to the ground.

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