Chris Offutt - The Good Brother

Virgil followed the rain branch off the hill and drove to the Blizzard post office. The mail hadnt come yet and he continued past, giving a general wave to the crowd that gossiped in the glare of April sun. He drove up a steep hill to the county line. It was only two miles from the house hed grown up in, but hed never crossed it.

He parked by the edge of the cliff. The color of the air was brighter at the top. Clay Creek ran through the hollow with purple milkweed blooming in the ditch. When Virgil was a kid, he and his brother had walked its slippery bank, gathering enough empty pop bottles to buy candy when they reached Blizzards only store. Virgil wished he and Boyd could do it again but people had stopped throwing pop bottles away when the deposit rose to a nickel. The store closed when the owner died. Boyd was dead now, too.

Virgil tried to imagine the land when it was flat across the hilltops, before a million years of rain chewed the dirt to make creeks and hollows. Clouds lay in heaps like sawdust piles. He figured he was seeing out of the county and he wondered if hawks could see farther, or just better. The world seemed smaller from above. The dips and folds of the wooded hills reminded him of a rumpled quilt that needed smoothing out.

Cars were leaving the post office, which meant the mail truck had arrived. A titmouse clung to a tree upside down, darting its head to pick an insect from a leaf. Pine sap ran like blood from a wound in the tree. Virgil drove down the road and parked in willow shade beside the creek. A tattered flag dangled above the post office, fastened permanently to a hickory pole. Every morning the postmaster, a white-haired man named Zephaniah, dragged the flagpole from the post office and slipped one end into a hole in the earth beside a fence post. He buckled a leather belt around the flagpole and the post. At days end he stored the pole inside.

Instead of a system of organized boxes, Zephaniah had laid out a few narrow tables to correspond roughly with the surrounding terrain two hollows, a hill, and a creek. He arranged the days mail in stacks that represented the location of each familys house in the community. Virgil leaned on the narrow shelf that protruded from the arched hole in the wall where Zephaniah worked. The shelfs edge was round and smooth from years of use.

Flags looking kindly ragged, aint it, Virgil said.

Government never sent a new one this year.

Cant you tell them?

Could.

The screen door banged as a man from Red Bird Ridge came in.

Mail run yet? he said to Virgil.

Just did.

I aint seen you since

The man adjusted his cap, looked at the floor, and rapidly scratched his sideburn. The last time theyd met had been at Boyds funeral. Virgil didnt know how to ease the mans discomfort.

Well, a long while went by since I seen you, the man said.

He stepped to the window and looked through the mail that Zephaniah had gathered for him.

Write me a order, will you, Zeph?

How much?

Ten dollars even. Mamaw owes the doctors that much a month.

Which doctor?

I dont know, that clinic in town. The one everybody goes to.

Rocksalt Medical?

Reckon.

Zephaniah filled out the form, printing carefully. When he finished, he waited, and Virgil knew that Zephaniah would stand there all day rather than insult the man by asking him to write his name on the money order.

Go ahead and sign it for me, Zeph.

Zephaniah wrote the mans name at the bottom of the money order, and asked for eleven dollars. The man placed three fives on the shelf.

Buying money sure aint cheap, he said.

Best to have a checking account, Zephaniah said.

None of my people have fooled with banks and I aint about to start now.

Need an envelope?

The man nodded, Zephaniah wrote the address on a pre-stamped envelope and made change. The man went outside and spoke to Virgil through the screen. Come here a minute.

Virgil went to the door. The man pressed his forehead to the screen, his skin pushing through the mesh in tiny squares. I knowed your brother, he said. You tell your mama Im sorry.

Virgil never knew what to say back. The man looked up and down the creek before speaking in a ragged whisper. It was a Rodale done it. Billy Rodale.

The man walked swiftly to his truck.

Virgil leaned against the wall and inhaled as deeply as possible. He let the air out in a long slow breath. Across the road, green tendrils of forsythia bushes dragged the creek.

Virge? said Zephaniah. You all right?

Yeah. Just sick of it.

Of what?

You know. Boyd and all.

People feel bad.

You didnt hear what he said.

I heard. Ears is the last thing I got left that works.

Well, Im sick to death of it. I know who it was. The whole damn creek does, and I dont need everybody telling me. They figure I dont know since I aint done nothing.

A man like him aint worth worrying about. Hes the reason for the flag problem.

What?

I aint asked for a new flag because I dont want to draw attention. When I retire, this post office will shut down. Only reason its open now is folks buying money orders. Half this creek pays their bills through me. Were showing a profit here, which aint exactly something the government is used to.

So why close down?

Because profit aint what they go by.

What is?

If I knew that, Id be President.

Fifty years ago the post office building had housed the company store for the town of Blizzard. The community had ran on scrip issued by the mineral company. Now the mines were empty and the town was gone, along with its barbershop, saloon, train station, and doctor. Most of the families were gone, too. The remaining people still walked off the hillsides for money orders, another form of scrip.

If they shut this down, Virgil said, there wont be much left of here.

Church and grade school, Zephaniah said. Ive throwed hours of thought at it. Blizzards old and wore out, and the governments getting rid of it. They aint too many to care about us. Id say even God was right mad the day he laid this place out. Its as slanty a land as ever was.

Maybe you could get a petition.

Whod sign it, Virge? You cant turn in a petition full of Xs. Theyd say if these people cant read or write, what do they need a post office for? No, Virge. Blizzards done.

Zephaniah stood with his shoulders slumped, his arms hanging straight as if held by weights. He suddenly seemed what he was short and old.

I could retire now, he said. Im tired enough, but Im the last man with a job. Thats why I keep working. If I stop, the town stops.

Well.

It burnt my daddy up that I never left out of here. He died still mad over it. I know theys some saying you ort to take care of that Rodale boy for killing Boyd. More say it than dont, my opinion. But I say get yourself out of here, and I dont mean Rocksalt, either. Theres Mount Sterling to think on, even Lexington. No sense going to the state pen over your brother.

Virgil couldnt imagine leaving Blizzard. Hed lived here thirty-two years. Boyd was the restless one, the wild brother, the one whod leave one day. Virgil had grown up letting Boyd do the talking and later the running around acting crazy. He drove fast, drank hard, played cards, and chased women. Finally, Boyd had done the dying.

The narrow hall seemed to squeeze Virgil and he felt a need for breath that he couldnt quite get. He was thirsty. He stumbled outside and smelled honeysuckle vine along the creek. He drove down the road and up the steep dirt lane of his home hill. In his mothers house, he turned on the faucet and let it run to bring water from deep in the earth. He drank two cups fast. His body recognized the water, its cold taste the most familiar sensation hed ever known. He breathed through his nose as he drank, his chin and shirt wet.