For Giada, David, Patrick
CRAZY
WISDOM
of the
YOGINI
For all of the lovers of Daniel Odiers thirty years of offerings, Crazy Wisdom of the Yogini is a culminating treasure from one of the great tantric teacherpractitioner-scholars of our time. Daniels sharing of the heart to heart transmission from Kashmiri yogini Lalita Devi elucidates and enlivens the inner teachings, meditations, visualizations, poetry, dance, and living practices for realizing and embodying the transforming natural state of Mahamudra. Savor this transforming offering and prepare to be pierced by the wisdom from the heart of the yoginis.
SHIVA REA,AUTHOR OF TENDING THE HEART FIRE
It is rare to find such vivid and beautiful descriptions of the sacred oral teachings and living transmissions of a yogini master to her student. To receive them embedded between translations of foundational philosophical texts of the Kashmir Shaivite traditions as well as the mystical poetry of Lalla is a gift of even more scintillating wisdom. Behind and within such beautiful language, the different voices presented in this precious book weave together a united transmission of the heart that illuminates Mahamudra. Daniel Odiers Crazy Wisdom of the Yogini is an invitation and an opening into a wellspring of ancient embodied yogini heart wisdom.
LAURA AMAZZONE,AUTHOR OF GODDESS DURG AND SACRED FEMALE POWER
Now, more than forty-five years after the teachings of the Kashmiri Mahamudra tradition were first transmitted to him in the Himalayas by his master, the yogini Lalita Devi, Daniel Odier himself has become a master of these teachings. Through a dazzling mix of his vivid recollections of his encounters with Lalita, his erudite exploration of the key ancient Kashmiri Mahamudra texts, and his presentation of the 14th-century devotional poetry of Lalla, Odier eloquently imparts to us in Crazy Wisdom of the Yogini daily practices that create a life of tranquility and insight.
ELLIOTT GOLDBERG,AUTHOR OF THE PATH OF MODERN YOGA
Hearing the term Mahamudra, be it only for an instant,
Whether one is versed in the study of scripture or not,
Through this simple teaching, this sole root, Mahamudra is obtained.
For he who meditates on the inner meaning,
Without wavering from pure attention, Mahamudra is obtained.
SARAHA, MELODIOUS ADAMANTINE SONGS: THE TREASURY OF WORDS SPOKEN,TRAD. BRAITSTEIN
Preface
I was thirty years old when I met my Kashmiri master, the yogini Lalita Devi. It took twenty years for me to resolve to communicate the first part of these teachings in my book Tantric Quest: An Encounter with Absolute Love. This book had an unexpected impact and was translated into fifteen languages. Western students of tantra who knew nothing of the sources and were seeking sexual facility were helped by the book to come to a realization that there had been traditions of unequaled depth that had nothing to do with the Western clichs spread about widely under the term tantra.
If it took me a long time to write down the first part of Lalitas teachings, it is because she insisted with the greatest rigor not to reveal anything about these teachings until I had fully mastered them myself. You must be the teaching. Theres no other way. Twenty years of integration can seem a little long these days when, in all the paths or ways, everyone begins teaching after a few years of practice, or a few months, even just a few days, without any transmission, without mastery, or without the teachers permission. This creates worldwide spiritual confusion that contributes extensively to the devaluing of various traditions.
Twenty years of practice go by quickly. There is so much to do: get oneself out of deep underlying guilt; escape from fear; reach a fluidity that is mental, emotional, and physical; become spontaneous; stop storing emotions; let mental commentary on these emotions disappear, little by little; find again animal grace; descend more and more deeply into the practice of the Vijnanabhairava Tantra and other texts; practice Tandava, the mystic dance, the yoga of the emotions, the visualizations of Matsyendranath, and the yoga of touch so that the practice forms an integrated whole in the flow of life. In fact, twenty-five years is short.
In Tantric Quest I tried to restore the beauty, power, and clarity of this transmission, which is entirely unconventional, as well as trying to convey Lalitas character, which is profound, mystical, direct, playful, passionate, and iconoclastic. The task of restoring this freedom, this crazy wisdom, was arduous, because choices had to be made. It is not possible to say everything about such a rich teaching in a single volume. This is why I decided in the first book to leave out the deepest, most secret part. But there is another reason for this choice, which takes me back to my decision to practice for twenty-five years in order to master these teachings. It took me an additional twenty years to integrate the teachings of Mahamudra and Pratyabhijna and to resolve to provide them in this book.
Contrary to what you might think these teachings were not confided to me after a long period of trials and duress, but immediately, in accordance with the Kashmiri tradition of eschewing gradual teaching. It is a non-path (anupaya) in which only the masters love is required. You need to know that Lalita had a very individual sense of what was secret. For her, divulging a teaching that was called secret didnt present any problem because, so long as the teaching was not mastered, it remained secret. This was Matsyendranaths approach. He was the first and the sole promulgator of the Kaula way, the way of the union of Shiva and Shakti. Before him, the Kaula way was transmitted by advanced yogis and yoginis before their departure to their Himalayan solitudes. Matsyendranath founded the yogini Kaula way in Kamarupa (Assam). The Kaula way culminates in the state of Sahaja: the union of the worshiper and the divine in spontaneous freedom or Crazy Wisdom. The way was then taught by Lalita Devi and all the yoginis of the lineage who transmitted, by their presence alone, the embodiment of Sahajsamadhi, the state of union with the totality in spontaneous mental silence.
Lalitas transmission was conducted in very short and very intense daily periods, which left nothing but space in the heart/mind. I experienced these transmissions as arrows shot into the deepest part of my heart. The ambrosia of this gift was to take twenty years to permeate through my whole being.
Today, finally, I can transmit these precious teachings. The Kashmiri tradition has suffered so many deformations and reinterpretations that I also felt the necessity of understanding how these reinterpretations created slippages in meaning. In so doing, I am attempting to restore the meaning of the first flux of these teachings, before they were colored by monastic power and/or the politics associated with such power. In doing this double work I have had the impression of being an art restorer who is patiently removing, layer-by-layer, additions applied over the original painting. It is true that the primordial teachings did not tolerate any limitations being imposed on them. They were a revolutionary iconoclasm; they remain revolutionary to this day, when the freedom to be is more and more controlled by power. After more than one thousand years, this practice remains a gigantic fissure in the policing of worlds.