Paul Zucarellis story shows us that God has a plan for our lives filled with hope.This plan always involves the convergence of many different people and events. Littledid I know on Pentecost morning 2017 that Gods plan for Pauls life would deeplyconnect him to mine and the Diocese of Phoenix. Gods plan led Pauls son Michaelto seek prayers for his father at St. Pauls Church, where I happened to be celebratingMass. Gods plan and Michaels plea moved me to continue to pray for Paul the restof the day. Gods plan brought Paul from near certain death to a restored life. Mostimportantly God is now using this story to build up His kingdom through Pauls witnessto the living Jesus Christ. I hope you are encouraged by Pauls story as much asI have been.
This book is not so much an autobiography as it is a witness that God is workingin our lives. Pauls story is one of trust in God during the most difficult of times.Paul is a successful businessman who worked his way from extensive college debt togreat success in the business world. Throughout his business career, a more importantjourney was taking placea journey of faith. Paul went from doing good deeds forGod to realizing that faith is a relationship with God, whose love at work in uscan accomplish far more than we could hope for or imagine. Pauls journey is oneof the heart. He has learned many lessons along the way, lessons that will help everyonewho reads this book come to deeper faith in the Lord.
I hope that Pauls story encourages you to experience the reality of Gods love andto welcome Him as the Lord of your life. God has a plan for your life, and as St.Paul says, We know that for those who love God all things work together for good,for those who are called according to his purpose (Romans 8:28). Paul witnessesthat God takes even our greatest trials and our greatest difficulties and uses themto draw us closer to Him.
I rejoice that Pauls close brush with death has become a fruitful means of evangelizationin the Diocese of Phoenix. Pauls story has touched my heart, and I hope it touchesyours as well.
+Thomas J. Olmsted
Bishop of Phoenix
Like you, I am an ordinary person. I simply have had an extraordinary experience.Many highly educated folks label what happened to me as a near-death experience.Personally, I see it as a joyful blessing to be shared. I have been given a secondopportunity to live, and I am abundantly grateful for the gift of life, yet I nowlook at life from a very different perspective.
It is difficult to write a book about yourself. In fact, it is both humbling andpainful when you are reduced to writing facts and observations of your life. Nonetheless,many dear friends and the clinical personnel at the Mayo Clinic have urged me todo so. Along the way Ive struggled to write words that would somehow communicatethe meaning behind the thoughts, emotions, and factual events that actually occurred.
One night in October 2017, I opened the Bible to a random page. My eyes focused onthe far right of the page to 1 Corinthians 2:15 and I read the Apostle Pauls words:
When I came to you, brethren, I did not come proclaiming to you the testimony ofGod in lofty words or wisdom. For I decided to know nothing among you except JesusChrist and him crucified. And I was with you in weakness and in much fear and trembling;and my speech and my message were not in plausible words of wisdom, but in demonstrationof the Spirit and of power, that your faith might not rest in the wisdom of men butin the power of God.
This Scripture motivated me to create this book. It is really not a story about me.Rather, it is a story about faith, God, and spirituality. All of us will face trials,pain, suffering, and inevitably physical death. Although many have written aboutnear-death experiences, my story focuses on how the convergence of faith, prayer,hope, and Gods grace intervened in my life. The connect the dots in my story arebeyond human comprehension. What I experienced was the power of God and the demonstrationof the Spirit as St. Paul referenced. After I read this scripture reference, I pickedup a pen and began to write this book, encouraged by the Holy Spirit.
For Christians, I pray that this book will strengthen, confirm, and validate yourfaith and hope in the Lord. For readers who do not believe or are uncertain, I praythat your heart and mind will be opened to receiving a message of Gods love, JesusChrists mercy, and the sheer power of the Holy Spirit. The simple truth is thatGod exists and we have a soul. We each must make a personal decision to accept Godsexistence and whether we will have continued life in the spirit beyond the humanbody.
May this book demonstratethrough my testimonyhow real and powerful faith trulyis. I praise and thank God for allowing me a second chance to continue life in myearthly body. I pray that my story may embolden your faith and deepen your relationshipwith God and humanity. Please keep your heart open to what God is calling you todo as you read my testimony. And remember, I am just an ordinary person like you.
May God almighty be given all praise and glory.
CHAPTER ONE
THE EARLY YEARSFAITHS PREPARATION
For I am not ashamed of the gospel. It is the power of God for salvation to everyone who believes...For in it the righteousness of God is revealed from faith to faith; as it is written, the one who is righteous by faith will live.
ROMANS 1:1617
I was born on April 15, 1959, in Buffalo, New York. My dad, Robert Anthony Zucarelli,was Catholic, and my mom, Avis Muriel Zeims, was Protestant. Our family attendedSt. Margarets Parish in Buffalo, New York. Like most children, I went to publicschool from K12. When I was eleven years old, my math teacher, Mrs. Prior, askedme to stay after class. I vividly remember her saying, Paul, I see something specialin you. Have you accepted Jesus Christ as your Savior and Lord? (Try doing thatin todays public schools!)
I really held this teacher in high esteem, so I asked her what I was supposed todo in order to accomplish this. She told me that before I went to bed that evening,I should simply invite Jesus into my life as Lord and accept him as my Savior. Andkneeling at my bedside that night, I did exactly as she instructed. This was a foundationalmoment in my life, a simple act by a teacher who affirmed me as a person began myredemptive journey. At such a young age, I didnt comprehend nor understand how criticallyimportant this simple act of faith would become in my life.
Shortly after this, our family moved to the suburbs of Buffalo, where I completedeighth grade and entered high school. During high school, my mother, who was in herearly forties, was diagnosed with breast cancer. She received a radical mastectomyas treatment. However, a year later the medical community informed her that the cancerhad appeared in the other breast. The physicians suggested that she get her affairsin order. My mom decided to have no further medical treatment; instead she turnedto prayer, diligently asking God to allow her to live and see her children grow upas well as her potential grandchildren. One evening she went to the Nativity of theBlessed Virgin Mary Church for healing of her cancer. There at a charismatic Catholicprayer meeting, Holy Spirit-filled believers laid hands on her and prayed for herhealing. She shared that she felt what was like a bolt of lightning go through herchest. God miraculously healed her!
She convinced my dad to move to Tucson, Arizona, as she had a cousin there and sheliked the desert. She lived another forty years cancer-free. She