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chapter 1: the way of the desert and beautiful souls
. John Stott, The Cross of Christ (Downers Grove, IL: InterVarsity, 1986), 320.
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. Peterson, Leap over a Wall , 73.
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chapter 2: who am i?
. Rabbi Michael Leo Samuel, What is the meaning of the names Esau and Jacob?, Rabbi Michael Leo Samuel: Unorthodox Jewish reflections on the issue of our day (blog), November 2009, http://rabbimichaelsamuel.com/2009/11/what-is-the-meaning-of-the-names-esau-and-jacob.
. Ibid.
. Ibid.
F. Markquart, Wrestling with God (Jacob), Sermons from Seattle (website), http://www.sermonsfromseattle.com/series_c_wrestling_with_god.htm, accessed August 23, 2011.
. Ibid.
. Howard Thurman, Jesus and the Disinherited (Boston: Beacon Press, 1976), 28.
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. Greg Boyle, Tattoos on the Heart: The Power of Boundless Compassion (New York: Free Press, 2010), 22.
. John Chryssavgis, Light through Darkness: The Orthodox Tradition (New York: Orbis Books, 2004), 65.
chapter 3: to your cell for goodnesss sake
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. C. S. Lewis, The Voyage of the Dawn Treader , The Chronicles of Narnia (New York: Collier Books, 1970), 91.
chapter 4: loved into resurrection
. Nicholas Wolterstorff, Until Justice and Peace Embrace (Grand Rapids: Eerdmans, 1987), 6970.
. Ibid.
. Greg Boyle, Tattoos on the Heart : The Power of Boundless Compassion (New York: Free Press, 2010), 44.
. Jean Vanier, From Brokenness to Community (Mahwah, NJ: Paulist Press, 1992), 15.
. Anthony de Mello, The Way to Love: Meditations for Life (New York: Image, 1992), 96.
. Here I am not speaking of self-defense or physically defending innocent people from harm.
Bonhoeffer, Life Together (New York: HarperSanFrancisco, 1954), 34.
. Bernard of Clairvaux, On Loving God, in Bernard of Clairvaux: Selected Works , The Classics of Western Spirituality Series (New York: Paulist Press, 1987), 179.
. Bradley Nassif, The Poverty of Love, Christianity Today , April 30, 2008, http://www.christianitytoday.com/ct/2008/may/11.34.html.
. Dennis Okholm, Monk Habits for Everyday People: Benedictine Spirituality for Protestants (Grand Rapids: Brazos, 2007), 91.
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chapter 5: testing and temptation
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. Shawn and I spoke up on behalf of our friend and others who became targets. We suffered greatly because of it. Yet we wouldnt change a thing. In chapter 6, I describe what happened after we refused to remain silent about the injustices we witnessed firsthand.