Anthony L. Tussell - The Orchestration of The Social Will to Power

The Orchestration of the Social will to Power

The Beginning:

T he beginning; how can there be a beginning? What is what and how does it purport to be that? Can you be sure? What is so, if so is what; so what? Obnoxious isn't it? Your mind telling you this and that, but it has to be, you know, there are rules for defining that? Knowledge, rules; knowledge has become a slave to rules. This exists because of that and that exists because of this; are just blocks you are using to building your cell. Life is free of such things, but we are not alive are we. A grave is calling your name isn't it?

In the meantime, I find that I perceive solid, hot, wet, soft, cold and this is something, right? Who cares? I can't quite find myself aware of anything I can be for sure of. Yet, the variables that engulf my perception attempt to lead me to the will of something bigger than the I that I perceive. I am a vain being and seek the paths I find easiest to take, as it suites me to do so, am I following my own vain will for real? Is there a path that is a more perfect reflection of who I am or am I just a flesh ball getting jostled around by the will of another, and quite frankly for purposes that give two shits about my predisposition?

I have perception, so we will begin there. I recall sunlight and a fresh smelling house and the Loving eyes of my mother. I exist and love was the first emotion I can recall. I do recall many things as a child; daring without the fear that knowledge brings (of good and evil to be precise).

Yet I still perceive that I am in the confining existence I seem to continually want to break free from. Yet, who can make it to true existence without finding the door which exists as the eye of a needle. Surrounded continually by those seeking immediate self-gratification as if freedom or truth could only be found by enslaving others, but all those espousing earthly greatness truly embrace this. The claim to the byproduct and the judgement of others perception is the foundation of their earthly pedestal or deception. But it is death they stand on, to win in earthly terms is to never truly live. - The Love of Self is doomed!

How is it that we teach each other about what is right and wrong and to what extent does self-gratification matter? What do we perceive as self-gratifying and why? I understand that the variables that govern our perceptions have not changed since? Since they were formulated in my cognition of them; Or if others also perceived in the past and have passed on those understandings? The playground/sandbox has rules you know.

MOTIVATION - FEAR (CONTROL MECHANISMS)

How then does it occur, the vulnerability of man to seek earthly self-preservation and gratification above all else? In the beginning was pain and with it fear which limited the thoughts and actions of mankind, controlled by these perceptions he must have sought to rid himself of these painful occurrences. He was then motivated to preserve his/her ego based on these limiting features. Confined to fear and reward as the basis for his existence, selfishly to preserve that all precious ego. Man was formed by his environment and was forced to be restricted to its confines. A land where time and space prevailed, a land where good was known by its attributes which preserved one's perception from pain. Yet from the greatest of pleasures man caused more and more entities with perception of be born into his confining perception. In this act of, often, selfish, aggressive pleasure, emotions took flight and even greater sorrows and fears emerged. The sandbox seemed to be a never-ending expanse but the greatest endeavor seemed to be that all important need to self-preserve and all things could somehow be seen through that singular perspective, I am therefore I will. Thru this lens man being more and more fearful of the greatest threat to his/her own happiness, death. So for self-preservation sake man made alliances and sought to control more and more outcomes, especially those around him that show signs of also having this gift of perception (people being that greatest threat to the individual ego, another individual ego or egos).

Walls were built to again control outcomes in the favor of self-preservation. Attitudes of anger and hate emerged as violence and hatred spurned on aggressive behavior that caused men to control and confine others to the point of desiring their utter destruction. By giving or eluding to provide protection, groups found suitors and social enslavement began as those suitors out of fear willfully submitted to the selfish desires of others. Through fear man was made low and through the perception of strength man was deemed in high regard. The individual sought to find a place, a secure place as fears grew, greater and greater anguish and sorrows soon followed suit.

Men inevitably learned from others as stories emerged with themes of gruesome pain and death, which seemed to be something other men could control. Existence seemed to be a determination of will, the ability for an individual to control and subjugate his surroundings. Desires of one's own selfish lusts was the driving force behind existence, self-preservation and dominance. The format for control was to manipulate others perceptions to align with that which was desired for. The game of life, or perceived life, now had rules outside of the pains of one's physical surroundings and included the subjugated manipulation of others through that same pain mechanism or fear. Death being the greatest fear, an unknown, what then, how come, and most importantly why?

War was man's best tool against the will of others being forced upon them, the will of man was inevitably the erosion of freedom. For one man's desire to be fulfilled it seemed another mans will had to be subjugated. Is there freedom in selfishness? Yet it emerged and the strangulation of goodness seemed to overwhelm earthly perception, the erosion of goodness, fear again was at its root and control was its intent. Who was free and how did their perception of freedom emerge? Was there ever an answer to why? For vanity and vexation, it would seem had imbedded itself in all things. "NO ONE CARES, EACH INDIVIDUAL FOR THEMSELVES!!!!!!!" Who can save us from ourselves? What was mans greatest creation? Was it fear? So that he could use it to get his desires and will accomplished? Selfish lust that drove him? Deception, death, and destruction? This can't be, right, but it is what it is, is it not?

Fear; the ever-present force driving the social environment. Fear was born from pain and out of it comes respect and adherence to social norms. Yet, to the many their fears are selfishly incorporated into that ever-present wedge between what could and should be and what is.

THE AGE OF ENLIGHTEND CONFUSION AND ITS BYPRODUCT:

The word was there from the beginning and was the origin and from it all things have sprung forth. The word is not confined or restricted yet from it controlled environments have their root. Mankind assumes a selfish supremacy that allures him to believe his predicament is all there is, and he being man must subdue and control it, especially his fellow man. A land seemingly regulated, again, by fears that encapsulate his perception to its confines.

This is selfishness to think that man is the center of all of perceivable existence or more particularly that you are; but you do and in so judge all else around you. "My way or the highway" it has been said. Your way leads to something other than the death you were born to? Say it to yourself "I was born to DIE!"