R.C. Blakes Jr. - Imperfectly Holy

IMPERFECTLY HOLY

Copyright 2018 by R.C. Blakes, Jr.

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I SBN-13: 978-0-9910868-8-7 (Paperback Edition)

I SBN-13: 978-0-9910868-9-4 (Electronic Edition)

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This book is dedicated to the present generation and to those coming behind me. This is dedicated to every younger or older person that has a desire to live a Christ-like life but who has not had any real instruction. This is for the young person who has a vibrant love for God but is trying to reconcile the social and biological temptations of youth with the constant reality of biblical values. This is also for the mature Christian who has struggled with a private vice for many years with a corresponding shame. This book is also for the person who is simply seeking to approach a relationship with Christ in a sincere and dedicated fashion. One that desires a faith that is not only pronounced but demonstrated. I dedicate this book to you. You are me and I am you.

Holiness is not an impossible ideal. It is not just some religious standard without a realistic life application process. Ive been there. I have felt the guilt and the shame that comes from loving God, wanting to please Him, and falling short.

This book is dedicated to you. My prayer is that my many years of experience (both good and bad) may amount to an impartation of wisdom that will change your life. Holiness is not perfectionits transformation.

My prayer is that this book and its content will begin to renew your mind and transform your thinking to live freely for God.

MY STORY

I am the namesake and eldest son of a most iconic and respected religious figure (Bishop Robert Blakes, Sr.). His voice resonated throughout America at the latter end of the 20th century and into the 21st century. His message was one of power and a call to holiness.

I was his son but my life certainly did not model his message. I was an unwed father at just fifteen years of age. I had been sexually active long before then. I was a womanizer, a liar, and a cheat. I got married and divorced, and was never faithful to any woman.

On top of all of this, I was always in the church. My life reminds me of the sons of Eli who desecrated the House of God with their sexual indiscretions. I was in the church and listening to the messages of sanctification and holiness but could never reconcile my life with Gods standard. I started out pretending that I was perfect but I was actually growing worse in private.

I eventually was called into ministry. I couldnt believe that God had called me. I DID NOT EVEN WANT TO PREACH! Why me?

As time went on, I grew weary of preaching one thing and living something else. I didnt think it was possible for me to change. From what I had been hearing from church folk, I should have become perfect overnight. I MUST HAVE BEEN DEFECTIVE. I eventually learned that most of the saints were acting. Most of us were preaching one thing and living something else. However, being a hypocrite didnt sit well with me. I was troubled by the inconsistencies in my character. Was I even saved? It grieved me but I did not know what to do about it.

To make a long story short, one day the Holy Spirit arrested me and began to teach me how to overcome the temptations and weaknesses of my flesh. I began to learn that my sanctification would never be an instantaneous perfection but a life-long process of transformation. I learned that holiness is not perfection as in flawless perfection; holiness is perfection as in a constant spiritual maturation.

Every day I am growing and becoming more and more like Christ. I am not perfect; I am perfecting. Many days I become impatient with myself, but the fact remains that holiness is a process. I have a perfect heart that is expressing itself a little more each day upon the canvas of my life.

Today I am a faithful husband and a respected voice in the Body of Christ. I am so very far from where I once was; God has done marvelous things in my life. With all of this, I am still in the process. I am still not perfect. I am not in any position to judge anyone else. I AM IMPERFECTLY HOLY.

ITS A PROCESS

I have a very bad habit of buying things that require assembling and then bypassing the manufacturers assembly instructions. I usually attempt to go directly to the finished product without the required process. I love shortcuts! Rather than read the instructions, I usually try to put an item together based on the picture on the front of the box. I suppose this most unproductive tendency stems from my childhood love for jigsaw puzzles. As I recall, the puzzle was primarily assembled from the picture on the box. There were no piece-by-piece instructions. For me, this has grown into a generally hurried approach to anything requiring assemblage.

Because of this bad habit, assembling items without referring to the included instructions usually leaves me with a fragile and less-than-stable finished product. This way of thinking can tend to dominate a persons entire life. One might attempt to rush important things that demand time and sequence.

However, my proclivity toward rushed assembly is trivial and of no real consequence when it comes to furniture or toys, but there is a real consequence when it comes to spirituality. The unfortunate fact is that many Christians approach the things of God without ever engaging or understanding that certain spiritual goals and disciplines must be processed into our lives. One such discipline is holiness. Something as blatantly opposite to the base human experience as holiness does not drop out of the sky. Holiness is a definite process. Holiness is not an instant deposit that transforms a persons nature immediately. It is a definite discipline that requires a specific process to produce.

The church, in large, tells people to be holy without ever presenting the instruction manual (The Bible). We often leave sincere spiritual babes under the assumption they can attain holy living by positive thinking, following a list of denominational rules, or mimicking the behavior of others. To present the doctrine of holiness as if it is this simple is a blatant misrepresentation of truth and it is irresponsible religious rhetoric.

Many Times, People Who Demand Holiness

of Others Are Rarely Sound in Their Own

Personal Character.

Because of the hypocrisy of many, including those in church leadership, holiness is believed to be unattainable. The common mentality in the religious world is that we should all keep face for the religious crowd, in public, while we fail in private. This way of thinking is not because believers, in general, dont have a desire to live the life God requires; it is because most lack sufficient instruction concerning the process of holy living. When one lacks sufficient knowledge of the process, he ends up in one of two positions; he will either start out with a great zeal to live the perfect life and soon falter in disappointment, or he will view holiness as an impossible demand, and not even try. For instance, the word of God says,