• Complain

Om Swami - If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir

Here you can read online Om Swami - If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir full text of the book (entire story) in english for free. Download pdf and epub, get meaning, cover and reviews about this ebook. year: 2014, publisher: HarperCollins Publishers India, genre: Religion. Description of the work, (preface) as well as reviews are available. Best literature library LitArk.com created for fans of good reading and offers a wide selection of genres:

Romance novel Science fiction Adventure Detective Science History Home and family Prose Art Politics Computer Non-fiction Religion Business Children Humor

Choose a favorite category and find really read worthwhile books. Enjoy immersion in the world of imagination, feel the emotions of the characters or learn something new for yourself, make an fascinating discovery.

Om Swami If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir
  • Book:
    If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir
  • Author:
  • Publisher:
    HarperCollins Publishers India
  • Genre:
  • Year:
    2014
  • Rating:
    5 / 5
  • Favourites:
    Add to favourites
  • Your mark:
    • 100
    • 1
    • 2
    • 3
    • 4
    • 5

If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir: summary, description and annotation

We offer to read an annotation, description, summary or preface (depends on what the author of the book "If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir" wrote himself). If you haven't found the necessary information about the book — write in the comments, we will try to find it.

If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir is an honest and straightforward account of Om Swamis life, one of the foremost spiritual leaders of India. Summary of the Book If Truth be Told is an extraordinary memoir of the making of a spiritual life in todays demanding, competitive, and baffling times. The book unravels the life story of Om Swami and his journey to becoming a monk. As an 18-year-old young boy, Om Swami headed to Australia to realize his worldly dreams and aspirations. He struggled to make his ends meet but two years down the line he was a multimillionaire earning $250,000 a year. He always had a burning desire to explore his spirituality. As an 8-year-old he saw a vision of God in a dream which transformed his life forever. This triggered off his desire to meet God and he practiced astrology, meditation and tantra in his pursuit to know God. Yet God was nowhere in sight, deeply frustrated he plunged into the worldly affairs to distract himself from the restlessness and commotion within. After spending several years in Australia he moved to India and led his life in solitude in the Himalayas. He battled death as he starved, faced the wrath of nature and wild animals. But finally his sadhana brought him to the ultimate realization I am what I have been seeking, which became the basis of all his teachings. This astounding memoir is a must-read for those interested in the life and teachings of Om Swami. About Om Swami Om Swami is an India monk who lives in a remote place in the Himalayan foothills. He holds an MBA degree from University of Technology, Sydney and a Bachelors degree in Business Computing from University of Western Sydney. He founded a profitable software company with offices in San Francisco, New York, Toronto, London, Sydney and India.

If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir — read online for free the complete book (whole text) full work

Below is the text of the book, divided by pages. System saving the place of the last page read, allows you to conveniently read the book "If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir" online for free, without having to search again every time where you left off. Put a bookmark, and you can go to the page where you finished reading at any time.

Light

Font size:

Reset

Interval:

Bookmark:

Make

If Truth Be Told

A Monk's Memoir

O m S wami


First published in India in 2014 by Harper Element

An Imprint of HarperCollins Publishers India

2014 by Om Swami

Om Swami asserts the moral right to be identified as the author of this work.

All rights reserved. No part of this publication may be reproduced, stored in a retrieval system, or transmitted, in any form or by any means, electronic, mechanical, photocopying, recording, or otherwise, without written permission.

ISBN: 978-0-9940027-1-6

omswami.com

Cover design: Alexander von Ness

Cover art: Monk with Bowl by Min Wae Aung

With eternal gratitude to my parents,
my brother, Rajan, and my sister, Upasana,
for always standing by me

Contents

Om bhadr a ka r ebh i uyma dev ,

bhadr a payemabhir-yajatr .

Sthirair- a gais-t u uv sas-tanbh i ,

vyaema devahit a yad-y u .

May we hear only good with our ears and see only good with our eyes. O Divine, may we lead a life of contentment and health and sing thy glories during the life span granted to us.

(Rig Veda. 1.89.8)

Prologue

We are a rather strange species, if you ask me. Strange because, almost always, we want something different from what we already have. Our capacity to be selfless is as immense as our potential to be selfish. I can vouch for this because I saw myself as a kind person, and didn't think I had it in me to cause pain to my loved ones. Yet, when propelled by my desire, I inflicted it upon them effortlessly.

One morning, I got up, got ready, went to work and did not go back home in the evening. Instead, I boarded a train to take me away from all my certainties, from the people I loved and the wealth I owned. Giving my family no warning, no indication even, I simply walked away although I knew full well it would be a point of no return.

Its not that I didn't think about their feelings. I did, but chose to ignore how they might have felt because I couldnt postpone my inner calling any further. I no longer wanted to get up every morning, work the entire day, come home in the evening, eat my dinner and go to sleep just because everyone else was doing it, because it was considered normal. Who decided what was normal anyway? If I had to live my life by the rules and conditions set by others, what was the goal of my life, what was my individual purposeif there was any?

Before me lay the material wealth I had earned painstakingly over the last decade. But cars, properties and a bank balance were lifeless things at the end of the day. They had always had been. I wasn't born with these possessions and they certainly wouldn't go with me after I died. What was the struggle of life about then? And, whatever it was about, was it worth it?

Countless times, I had given myself the consolation that I would find the purpose of my life one day, but this consolation was wearing thin while my questions beat like muffled drums in my head. With each strike, the sound was getting louder, getting closer. It began to drown out all the music around me : the melodious songs of the birds, the pouring rain, th e compassionate words of my mother and the caring ones of my father; nothing was audible anymore, let alone joyous.

Leaving behind everything I had worked towards, razing all that I had built and abandoning everyone I had ever known, I felt indifferent towards my own past. An uninterested stranger. Just as the advancing dawn erases the existence of the night, my departure from the material world wiped away my life as I had known it.

From an Internet cafe, I sent emails to my family and close friends, saying I was going away and didnt know if and when I would return. No emotions, no sentiments tugged at my heart when I deleted my email account, destroyed the SIM card, gave away my phone and broke up with my material life of three decades. Casting away the labels that defined meson, brother, friend, CEO, MBA, colleagueI walked out of the store and into a new skin.

This new existence was utter nakedness; no, not in physical terms, but in being nothing, having nothing, not even an identity or a namethe life of a monk. It was only in this state of emptiness, as it were, that I could be filled by what I sought most desperately: a true inner life.


The First Step

I checked out of my lodge and stepped out onto the crowded street. Spotting a cycle rickshaw, I waved it down.

'Where to?' said the rickshaw driver.

'Ghat.

'Which ghat? There are so many here.'

I wasnt prepared for this. How was I to know there were many ghats in Varanasi?

'Just take me to any ghat.'

'I cant take you to just any ghat, sir. Then you will say this is not where you wanted to go.'

'Alright, name a ghat.'

'Dashashvamedha Ghat.'

'Fine, take me there.'

I hadnt been on a rickshaw since 1995. Back then, fifteen years ago, I was a teenager attracted to, and working towards, materialism. Now, at thirty, I was doing exactly the opposite. The vehicle hadnt changed but the direction had; the person hadn't changed but the priorities had.

I presumed I was headed to a quiet riverside but I couldnt be more wrong. The ghat was crowded beyond description, like an agitated mind crowded with thoughts, like ants gathered on a dead insect.

India was hardly new to me; I had spent the first eighteen years of my life in this country. But, rather naively, I had expected a different India in Varanasi. An old image was locked in my head, an image I hadnt seen but conjured up while reading medieval texts: Kashi by the Ganges, an ancient town full of scholars, saints, tantriks, yogis and other spiritually inclined people.

I roamed about for a while, not knowing where to go. A long time ago, I had heard about Telang Swami, a realized soul who had lived in Kashi more than a century ago. There was supposed to be a monastery at the site of his samadhi. I visualized a quiet monastery by the Ganges, where noble sadhaks sat under the shade of old banyan trees and focused on their sadhana under the guidance of a venerable guru. I enquired, but no one knew anything about the monastery.

I thought of visiting the only other place I'd heard of in this cityManikarnika Ghat, a cremation ground by the river where dead bodies were burnt round the clock. I hoped to meet some tantrik, sitting there and performing esoteric rituals by the burning pyres. I marched back to the main road and stopped another cycle rickshaw. It was nearly noon and the heat was biting me. I tried to tell myself that it was only mid-March, but this intellectual balm failed to soothe my body.

Will you take me to Manikarnika Ghat?

'Yes sir, but I cant go all the way there. I can drop you at the nearest point.'

'How much?'

Rs 20.'

I hopped into the rickshaw, which moved slowly but steadily on the busy road. Several times, the rickshaw driver had to actually get down to manoeuvre it through the crowd. I noticed he was barefoot even though the sun was spewing fire and the road was like a field of burning coalit just exuded heat.

'Why arent you wearing any slippers?'

'They got stolen at the temple the day I bought them.'

'I dont know this area. Please stop by a footwear shop. Id like to get slippers for you.'

Ill manage, brother.'

What is your name?

Mahesh Kumar.

'Dont worry, Mahesh, Ill still give you the money for the ride.'

A little later, I spotted a small shoe shop. Mahesh wasnt keen on stopping, so I practically had to order him to halt. Getting off the rickshaw, I gestured to him to follow me into the shop. He came in after me sheepishly.

'Hello, sir,' the shopkeeper said, and asked me to sit down. I beckoned to Mahesh, who was hovering near the entrance, to join me on the sofa. He did so extremely reluctantly.

Next page
Light

Font size:

Reset

Interval:

Bookmark:

Make

Similar books «If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir»

Look at similar books to If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir. We have selected literature similar in name and meaning in the hope of providing readers with more options to find new, interesting, not yet read works.


Reviews about «If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir»

Discussion, reviews of the book If Truth Be Told: A Monks Memoir and just readers' own opinions. Leave your comments, write what you think about the work, its meaning or the main characters. Specify what exactly you liked and what you didn't like, and why you think so.