Keri Arthur - Mercy Burns

Id like to thank:

Everyone at Dell who helped polish this bookmost especially my editor, Anne; assistant editor, David; all the line and copy editors who make sense of my Aussie English; and cover artist Juliana Kolesova.

Id also like to send a special thank-you to my agent, Miriam, for her support and guidance; the Deadline Dames for being totally ace women and fab writers; my crit buddies and best matesRobyn, Mel, Chris, Carolyn, and Freya; and finally Kasey, for just being an awesome kid.

You all rock, ladies.

Well have you out in a minute, maam. Just keep still awhile longer.

The voice rolled across the gray mist enshrouding my minda soothing sound that brought no comfort, only confusion. Why would he say I shouldnt move?

And why was he saying it just to me? Why wasnt he saying anything to Rainey, whod been driving the car?

Ignoring the advice, I shifted, trying to get more comfortable, trying to feel. Pain shot through my side, spreading out in heated waves across my body and reverberating through my brain. The sensation was oddly comforting even as it tore a scream from my throat.

If I could feel, then I wasnt dead.

Should I be?

Yes, something inside me whispered. Yes.

I swallowed heavily, trying to ease the dryness in my throat. What the hell had happened to us? And why did it suddenly feel like I was missing hours of my life?

The thing that was digging into my side felt jagged and fat, like a serrated knife with a thicker, heavier edge, yet there were no knives in the car. People like me and Rainey didnt need knives or guns or any other sort of human weapon, because we were born with our own. And it was just as dangerous, just as accurate, as any gun or knife.

So why did it feel like I had a knife in my side?

I tried to open my eyes, suddenly desperate to see where I was, to find Rainey, to understand what was going on. But I couldnt force them open and I had no idea why.

Alarm snaked through the haze, fueling my growing sense that something was very wrong.

I sucked in a deep breath, trying to keep calm, trying to keep still as the stranger had advised. The air was cool, yet sunshine ran through it, hinting that dawn had passed and that the day was already here. But that couldnt be right. Rainey and I had been driving through sunset, not sunrise, enjoying the last rays before the night stole the heat from us.

Moisture rolled down the side of my cheek. Not a tear; it was too warm to be a tear.

Blood.

There was blood on my face, blood running through my hair. My stomach clenched and the fear surged to new heights, making it difficult to breathe. What the hell had happened? And where the hell was Rainey?

Had we been in some sort of accident?

No, came the answer from the foggy depths of my mind. This was no accident.

Memories surged at the thought, though the resulting images were little more than fractured flashes mixed with snatches of sound, as if there were bits my memory couldntor wouldntrecall. There was the deep, oddly familiar voice on the phone whod given us our first decent clue in weeks. And Raineys excitement over the possible leadour chance to discover not only what had happened to her sister, but also to everyone else who had once lived in the town of Stillwater. Our mad, off-key singing as wed sped through the mountains, heading back to San Francisco and our meeting with the man who just might hold some answers.

Then the truck lights that had appeared out of nowhere and raced toward us. The realization that the driver wasnt keeping to his own side of the road, that he was heading directly for us. Raineys desperate, useless attempts to avoid him. The screeching, crumpling sound of metal as the truck smashed into us, sending us spinning. The screaming of tires as Rainey stomped on the brakes, trying to stop us from being shunted through the guardrail. The roar of the trucks engine being gunned, and a second, more crushing sideways blow that buckled the doors and forced us through the very railing wed been so desperate to avoid. The fear and the panic and the realization that we couldnt get out, couldnt get free, as the car dropped over the ledge and smashed into the rocks below, rolling over, and over, and over

The sound of sobbing shattered the reeling imagesdeep, sobbing gasps that spoke of pain and fear. Mine. I sought desperately to gain some control, to quiet the sobs and suck down some air. Hysteria wouldnt help. Hysteria never helped.

Something pricked my arm. A needle. I wanted to tell them that whatever they were giving me probably wouldnt work because human medicine almost never did on us, but the words stuck somewhere in my throat. Not because I couldnt speak, but because Id learned the hard way never to say anything that might hint to the humans that they were not alone in this world.

And yet, despite my certainty that the drug wouldnt work, my awareness seemed to strengthen. I became conscious of the hiss of air and of the screech and groan of metal being forced apart. Close by, someone breathed heavily; I could smell his sweat and fear. Farther away was the murmur of conversation, the rattle of chains, and the forlorn sighing of the wind. It had an echo, making it sound as if we were on the edge of a precipice.

What was absent was Raineys sweet, summery scent. I should have been able to smell her. In the little hatchback there wasnt much distance between the passenger seat and the drivers, yet I had no sense of her.

Fear surged anew and I raised a hand, ignoring the sharp, angry stabbing in my side as I swiped at my eyes. Something flaked away and a crack of warm light penetrated. I swiped again, then a hand grabbed mine, the fingers cool and strong. I struggled against the grip but couldnt break free, and that scared me even more. He was human, and I wasnt. Not entirely. There was no way on this earth he should have been able to restrain me so easily.

Dont, he said, gravelly voice calm and soothing, showing no trace of the fear I could smell on him. Theres a cut above your eye and youll only make the bleeding worse.

It couldnt get worse, I wanted to say. And I meant the situation, not the wound. Yet that little voice inside me whispered that the pain wasnt over yet, that there was a whole lot more to come.

I clenched my fingers against the strangers, suddenly needing the security of his touch. At least it was something real in a world that had seemingly gone mad.

The screeching of metal stopped, and the thick silence was almost as frightening. Yet welcome. If only the pounding in my head would stop

Almost there, maam. Just keep calm a little longer.

Where My voice came out little more than a harsh whisper and my throat burned in protest. I swallowed heavily and tried again. Where is Rainey?

He hesitated. Your friend?

Yes.

His hesitation lasted longer. Lets just concentrate on getting you out and safe.

There was something in his voice that had alarm bells ringing. An edge that spoke of sorrow and death and all those things I didnt want to contemplate or believe.

Where is she? I said, almost desperately. I need to know shes okay.

Shes being taken care of by someone else, he said, and I sensed the lie in his words.

No, I thought. No!

Rainey had to be alive. Had to be. She wasnt just my friend, she was my strength, my courage, and my confidante. Shed hauled me out of more scrapes than I could remember. She couldnt be gone.

Fear and disbelief surged. I tore my hand from his and scrubbed urgently at my eyes. Warmth began to flow anew, but I was finally able to see.